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~~My PoEtRy~~

~*~My PoEtRy~*~

This page will contain some of my personal, original poetry that I have written. It may not be very good, but I like it.

Aura Luna
The moon, it makes animals of men, men of animals, To bask in its glow may be to perceive what a piece of heaven may be, It soothes the heart, calms the soul, Glance into the eyes of your lover next to you, You see yourself in their eyes, As the moon reflects off of the river, So fragile, so weak are you, How delicate life is... So feeble, so vulnerable, In thine eyes your aura shows, Strong, bright, lively, How similar to the moon it is, Shining on all of the world... It will last for all eternity, it shall never die, It shall never fade

Closer Than you Think
Oh, heavenly body, You are a thing I can depend on, Everlasting, Never changing, You glow for all eternity, Oh, star, Are you listening? To the east, west, to the north, south, You hear all, you see all, So far away, yet so close, I wish I could touch your brightly beaming rays, Just a tingle, that's all I feel, I wish I could have more, So far, so far, Yet, I feel you in my heart, Your warm glow grasps me tightly, I smile so wide, It just may fill the heavens, How glorious! My light could be as yours, I can only wish, So close, yet so far...

Longing
How I long, Long to be next to you, I miss your smile, your touch, In time of worry, I miss your tears, Anything of yours, I long for, the smell, the feel, the sight, Your love, I cannot bear this world without you, You are my eyes, my body, Without you, I am nothing, I long for your laughter, the music of your voice, Like the singing of angels, it is, the tinkling of chimes, How I long for you, The yearning, ever burning, I will try, I will try, Must I live without you? I guess I shall, Fare thee well, my love, Good-bye....

Portrait of Hate and Anger
The pain I feel inside, I don't know why it's there, Who made it, who caused it? I must have made it. But I do not know why or how! Someone help me, please, Let this monster out of me. I don't know how to let it out. It gnaws at me, it burns me, I don't know how to express it. So, I cut myself. It feels much better as the blood trickles down. But the pain returns so quickly! The Anger! Why is it there? Why?! Please tell me. It hurts. I cut, soothes the anger, It hurts my body, but it soothes the anger. I keep cutting, for pleasure now, It feels so good. Ecstasy. That is the feeling. The anger is still here, But what can I do? Why? What? I care no longer, I care not, I am scarred upon my soul, as well as my body! Help me now, help, Good-bye.......

The previous poem was based on the story of a friend of mine...

Freak
Yes, I am different… Is that such a bad thing?! I am shunned by my friends… Called and outcast What have I done to deserve treatment like this? Have I hurt anyone!? No, just myself Do I show any interest!? No, none at all Do I give a care!? No, about nothing… But I DO in fact, have opinions And I DO in fact, have a voice, And I do have a right to be seen, heard… Just because I dress different, look different, and have different opinions, I am an outcast… But I am happy being an outcast if it also means I am an individual… Not walking around like a zombie, wearing the Nike swoosh, As the Nazis wore the Swastika… So, I dye my hair? I have right as an individual! It this is what it means to be a freak, to be an outcast… To have a voice, to have an opinion… To have an air of uniqueness and originality about me… That’s who I’ll be, And that’s who I’ll stay…

Broken
Why do you treat me like this? You tell me you love me, you let me swoon, You let my heart soar, my spirit float, Tell me you belong to me forever, Lead me to believe I am the guardian of your heart, When all along Your heart belongs to another? Tears flow from my eyes, You have broken this heart that believed It had found a home with yours. When all along you weren’t mine. You told me I was the only one who Made you feel this way That I was the best thing that had ever happened to you Then you broke my heart, betrayed it. Just as it has been betrayed so many times before. I just thought this could have been different. I thought I had learned my lesson But nothing ever changes. Will my heart ever find true love? Apparently not from you. The only one who made me swoon, Apparently not from you…

The Dark Peaks
I had a dream once… I was walking through the night… Seeing with my mind’s eye. Watching myself wander through the darkness... I’m in a deep, deep valley... All I can see are the huge, indifferent mountains all around me… They filled the whole sky with their majestic features. Kept me in the shadows… Made me wonder what lies in the heart of a mountain… Are they hiding the secrets I've been searching for? The answers I so long for? Can they fill this vast abyss of loneliness I call my life? Nothing can seem to fill the void lying in my heart. Maybe this is what they're hiding. They have the answers. I let their dark arms take me. I let the mountains swallow me up… Sweet surrender, is what they call it To find the secrets you've been so diligently searching for. Why am I lonely? "Don't worry… no more worries. Fret not, you belong to us." Is what they whisper softly to me… And their sweet darkness takes me… Takes me to everything I've been searching for The mystery, every memory of mine Has been shared with these giants that rise above me…. Dark sweetness… As they said… Sweet surrender I am one with the dark peaks above me… No more fears… no more worries… For my life has been taken, To be joined with the eternity of the mountains… To live forever as one… Never to worry of my pain, of my life, of my loneliness… For this I am glad, for I can stand it no longer…

Musica
I flee from reality My life hurts me so much, I escape the only way I know how. My music is so much more than a hobby, So much more than a pretty sound, This music of mine is the voice of my soul, The one true way I can speak, And the only way I can make people listen. I am invisible until the moment I play a sweet melody. A sweet fluttering minuet of my flute, Or a happy little sonata on my piccolo, Lead people to think I’m joyful. A jazzy little tune off my saxophone, Maybe I’m feeling mischievous A dark brooding tune from Beethoven on my piano I am nonexistent in this world The only part of me that really lives Is the music that comes from inside.

Breathe
Can I live like this? Knowing you’re out there, And you’re real… But knowing I cannot touch you, I can’t feel your breath against my skin. I know you’re out there, so far From the one who loves you. We will never hold hands, it seems, And I can never hear the tinkle of your laughter. Do you feel this way for me? I love you so much it hurts me, You’re the one who keeps me here. You keep me alive… Just knowing you’re out there Maybe thinking of me at the same Moment I think of you. That thought lasts for all eternity. You’re the one who makes My life worth living. And you take my breath away All I can say is I Love You.

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