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In Words, From Heart To Pen

ALL THINGS WRIITEN COPYRIGHT MATT ALLAN THOMPSON
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I remember when I first had written Paintings. It was written for all of the people who have made an impact in my life, and have loved me through the thick in thin. It was a simple poem, and I hoped that it would bring joy to those around me. Little did I know that it really made an impact. Well, after I wrote paintings, I wanted to write something more elabrate, but I just couldn't do it. well, I sat at the keyboard the other night and started typing away. the result, this new poem called Inspiration. Paintings is a simple poem, and Inspiration is an eloquent poem. Two opposites, but with the same meaning and dedication. It gives me great honor to be able to dedicate Inspiration to those who believe in me. I love you.

INSPIRATION

Angels, they fly within my dreams. And grace, flows like a stream within my heart. You, my friend, have bestowed the joy of your friendship upon me, and it?s a blessing. I think of you, when the spring breeze dances through my soul, you are like a spring breeze, the calm amongst tourmoil. I am forever greatful that you walk the road of life with me. You have not strayed when the path becomes rugged, nor have you abandoned me when I?ve stumbled. I think of the times when this world has put me on trial, and you defended me, even when it seemed like a lost cause. You believed in me, when I didnt know how to believe in myself, and your belief in me is a miracle in my life. You?re the innocent smile of a child, when darkness has plagued the light. So when you feel down, think about these words i speak to you. They are the truth, but yet they are words to capture the innocence, in the inspiration you have been to me.

This first piece that I wrote was written in 1995. It is the first piece that I submitted for a contest. I was hoping it would at least get laughed at, so then I know someone at least took the time to read it. Well, as it turns out, it was accepted. Not only was it accepted, but it recieved an award for being in the top 3% out of 3,ooo entries. That's in the top 90. I would like to take this time now to dedicate this poem to all of my friends, past present, and future who have stuck with me through all of lifes ups and downs, and for helping me through the loss when ever someone took off and ran when I was going through hell. Thank you sooo much, I'm humbled by your love and friendships, and I want you to know that you mean the world to me. With Much Love-Matt

PAINTINGS

Brush strokes dancing in colors. Colors eluminating the soul. All this, just like you.. you are the color that splashes across the canvass of my heart

"VIOLENT CARESS"

And so God gave man a canvass and on that canvas God painted a woman for man to cherish. Man was to love, honor, and cherish this canvas painted with the colors of beauty. I admired your beauty, I loved how you smiled and lit up my soul. But you were not to be mine. You fell in love with him, and I was so happy for you. You would tell me about roses and how you could hear forever whispered in the wind. Time passed and his touch turned to anger. Your eyes were covered black and blue and the color of blood flowed like a river from your wounds. I pleaded with you to run, but love was the chains that held you captive. I wanted to confront him, but you held me back. I prayed, but my voice must not have carried to heaven and every time I looked at you I felt helpless and ashamed, for when his hands choked you in rage a part of me felt choked. He was raping your beauty, making you slave to his every sick and tormenting whim. Tonight as I lay in bed, As the tears roll down I'll say a prayer and remember the red and white roses I placed on your grave.

"THE REAPER SHALL COMETH"

Sorrows pushed behind me, locked in the closet to become the skeletons of my past. Darkness has approached like nightfall, it's consuming desire to take me encompasses the very breath of my soul. The reaper shall come in the form of real life, haunting me like the demons of the past. He holds the key to unleash the skeletons and enslave me to his every whim. Chained down to every one of my sins the bells toll and my every breath is tormented by past regrets and the darkness that caresses me. The skeleton lays the kiss of death upon my cheek and the reaper whispers "come my child, your time is no longer yours" in my ear. The skeletons suround me and sway as the reaper moves his hands, conducting the symphony of bells. My screams of agony is harmonizing with the symphony, embracing the demons in a lullaby. The Reaper smiles with enchantment, as if to sooth my agony. There will be no more tomorrow, for I have taken the Reaper's hand for a life time.

this next one is the sequel for "The Reaper Shall Cometh"

"THE FALLEN REAPER"
With tears in my eyes I stand fallen on my knees, broken with just this prayer for redemtion. I'm lost in a world that finds me a picture of nothingness. Fingers point, and the hands applaud a fallen warrior who stood alone and did not ask to fight. The test of time has left me a broken soul, surrounded by every evil that lonliness can conjour. The gates of hell call out for me, and the reaper takes my hand as my other reaches for the heavens. The voices of hell are a symphony of screams and the violins are the ringing of torment. Lord, Father, I long for the sweet choruses of your heavenly angels and the lulling music of their harps. My contorted body lies writhing in violent contortions as my soul seeks the calming presence of your whispering voice. The sores are painted on the canvass of my very being and I cannot scream for the reaper posesses my breath. In desperation I close my eyes and and pray for salvation. Heaven's bells begin to ring clear as the reaper shudders in abject horror. Demons run to the gates of hell like lambs to the slaughter, some fall under the feet of the herd and are crushed by their own. My eyes shift to the reaper who falls to his knees clinging on to his last moment of life. His staff transforms into a snake and fills the reaper full of venom. His figure is consumed by an ominous glowing gas and is reduced to a nothingness. The robes of the reaper lie in a pile and are set ablaze before my eyes to remind me of gods love for me. All evil shall be a fallen reaper in the presence of God.

THE ARTIST
It's not the view, in the picture you try to paint. Nor is it within the lines you draw, it's in your beauty that surrounds me like the walls of the Sistine Chapel. Your grace, you elegance, leaves me entranced. (Just like a school boy falling prey to your every whim) So tonight, draw your lips to mine,as you do a brush to a canvass, and I'll whisper the words to your favorite lovesong in your ear, for nothing could ever bring color into my life the way you do when you simply smile. Sing me a lullaby tonight, for I"m entranced by the voice of a siren Fly away with me tonight, for I've always desired to fly with God's angels.(and that's what you are) Let me hold you tonight, and make tonight forever because forever is our time, and it's meant to be simply that, forever. Show me your beauty, for it paints a picture within the canvass of my heart, and I will cherish it like I Cherish the beautiful artist I find in you.

"CHAINS"

Evil whispers soft lulabies of vengance, like the moaning of the wind. The pain screams, like a thorn in my side. The past, she haunts me like the last dance. The kiss, the kiss of death looms like a reminder and conjurs every memory that plagues me. Do I lash out in agonizing wrath, or do I fall to my knees as a broken glass? Anger betrays me like the kiss of Judas. Rage takes my hand and we waltz to the song of defeat. The virtue of forgiveness is a distant thought to me. Bitterness assures me that what ever I do in the name of revenge, I am justified. But as Judas so betrayed Jesus, bitterness betrays me with assuring lies of damnation. To baith in your blood would to be to wash my hands in sin. I consume myself in vengance, justifying the lust of anger?s carress. But the lust is a link in the chains the bind me slave to rage and anger. I serve a master who?s only wish is to make wise men fools and to tempt the pure into evil. Ashamed of wearing the clothes of bitterness I fall to my knees and pray for the lies to come to their end. Fear silences me, but the voice in my soul screams in volume. Salvation given from the Savior in heaven embraces me. A calming voice tells me not to worry. Grace shows me that forgiveness is a beautiful reality.

"YESTERDAYS PRAYER"

Dear Lord, I'm always living in the yesterday, never living in the today and when tommorow comes I would have never lived in yesterday. The memories of yesterday clash with the dreams of tomorrow and the reality of today. Time can be my best friend with passionate kisses but it can also be the kiss of death. I wonder if it's change giving me the kiss of Judas. I walk to tomorrow blinded by my yesterday. But if my yesterday is blind to my tomorrow than why is the blind leading the blind? Is it because I'm the fool playing the role or is it because yesterday is the only one that will take my hand. Lord I want to welcome change to my door but I want to live in the time of innocence and my youth. Give me a new book, but let me keep the old characters for they've walked with me down this road called life. Lord, yesterday holds on to me, like a mother holding on to her child. Time passes by as my youth fades away. Yesterday I dreamed of today, and today I dream of yesterday when the trials were few. But it was your words that come to me in todays trials that remind me that it came to pass.

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