Thrown Away

I am a mess I've made a huge mess I can't control myself I kill the rhyme again I'm comin sick and on time again Words manifest from deep inside, where people hide Within it chemical, unbalanced on the triple beam What, fuck what you heard, it's about what I seen I seen it happen Backhand brand, to face smackin Definite disorder now his mindset is blackened The doctors say he's got the brain of a murderer This rugged style steals yo brain My heart is bleeding And this pain it will not pass It's not receding And my body's going numb A bad trip child Rolling stoned, keeping high He don't know what he's doing He just keeps getting by Thrown away. I want to be, thrown away. He's born sick Nothin in his hands but his dick He couldn't handle pressure, he couldn't handle shit For the life he was leading, led him down the wrong path Where the guns blast, don't give a shit about the God's wrath Don't want to talk to the counselor, doctor Tell em what's real, to tell em what's proper Situation unclear like gray And I know it gets worse everyday My heart is bleeding And this pain it will not pass It's not receding And my body's going numb A bad trip child Rolling stoned, keeping high He don't know what he's doing He just keeps getting by Away. Thrown away. I want to be, thrown away. I am a mess I've made a huge mess I can't control myself I'm losing it I've lost it I've spilt all my marbles...! Cause I see you, inside of me Sometimes I want, to be thrown away Cause I see you, inside of me Sometimes I want, to be thrown away A hyper spaz, and that is me Sometimes I want, to be thrown away Thrown away! Thrown away! Thrown away! Thrown away... Thrown away! Thrown away! Thrown away! Thrown away... Voices in my head Voices in my head Don't tell me, to do it (voices in my head) cause I will, NO...! Voices in my head Don't tell me, to do it (voices in my head) cause I will, NO...! Voices in my head They're screaming! They're screaming! They're screaming...!