this is how it was and this is what it left. i can't put it in other words. sure, i can advice you to take a deep breath, to close your eyes and skip this site, to hold on to someones hand or simply get a grip of yourself, i can advice you to do fuckin' anything, but i won't. i had no choice, i was given no advices that night, and this is what it left me.
this is the violence in my head.
this is the story of my rape