I have to start this out right...
Mood:  not sure
i made this journal to be private for only my close friends to see...i want them to know me...the real me.

DONT JUDGE ME...

MY SINS...

1. my mom caught me once looking at my sister in the shower...i cried..my sister doesnt know..my mom doesnt want her to know..
2. i was curious and i uh...tried my own urine...its sanitary! i uhh...tried my own sperm too. I JUST WANTED TO KNOW WHAT IT WAS LIKE. I DIDNT EVEN EAT IT. IT WAS JUST ON MY TONGUE! O.K
3. A COUPLE OF YEARS AGO....I...UHH..GOT A BLOWJOB FROM A 14 YEAR OLD. I COULDNT HELP THE TEMPTATION. I AM SORRY VANESSA! I HAD TO LET IT OUT...
4. when i was 20..i...gave...a guy in my attic a blowjob. IT WAS JUST CURIOUSITY.


i just want everyone to know...ive changed...i am not like that anymore...for all the people who dont know me. i have a disorder and it causes me to do this stuff. ITS MY DISORDER...ITS NOT MY FAULT.
I AM CHANGED...