Heaven is a lie I linger in the cold longing to escape wondering about this world that tries so desperate to relate I struggle to my feet trying to catch my breath I've fallen for the world I'm trapped benieth the earth. Look into the fabled hourglass see the grains of life stare back at you. watch tome slip through your fingers listen to the voices inside of you. All emotion amplified like a pulse-shock wave accross the shore. pushing time back towards your heart. Am I made of silver? cause the light replects off my skin. Am I made of coal? cause the dark is embedded within. Am I made of ice? cause I havnt felt this numb in a long time. Am I made of fire? cause I've forged a soul that is finally mine. Sores covering all of me. leech the life of me, clinging like cysts. desease plagues my mind eats at my senses drowns my brain in dark fluids. What the fuck is with all of this?! spit out your thoughts of us cause thanks to hate, and this fucking record of me there is no more trust heaven is a lie we all rot in our graves when we die you, me... our family we all pass away and rot in our graves spit out everything please dont lie cause we've only got a short time there is no afterlife.