August 11th: oh boy my day...how was it i ask mah self? it was like evan said " same shit different toilet!" i really sometimes thing about what would happen if things were different...if i lived some place else. I think..i would have places to go and people to see and go with those places with..i'm so far away from things nothing is in my reach!i try to be independent but..it jus ends up failing so i jus dont do ne thing beccause there isnt anything to do! lol well i will write some more possibly tomorrow..L8ter