You know what? I'm always withdrawn around new people while I feel them out. I give myself time to decide how I want to relate with them.
I do everything that I do to the utmost extreme, because I'm an extreme kind of girl. Even if it makes me stand out as different, I do my living my way, because I'm the one who looks after myself at the end of the day. I'm the one. I will always ultimately have to answer to myself.


Remember I asked you "what's goth?" It wasn't a test. I just wanted to see how you explain it. Wearing black and listening to gothic or industrial music does not automatically make you goth. I should know. (I'm so gothic-- go child!) I remember you saying that you thought maybe you weren't my type-- you said I was goth. I am goth, but why does that mean that you wouldn't be my type? But before we explore that question, let me illustrate just how gothic I am.












To be honest with you, I don't know if you're my type because I'm not sure I have a "type". You make me extremely hot with your muscles and your sex drive. I really love how forward you are, too. Since I refuse to be so forward with someone I don't know, you broke the ice and set the pace.