This is to the woman who I loved but lostIntertwine souls of the universeGot divorced when it wasn't forcedCause single thoughts of being double-crossedTill there's no love lostI can't even start this She said forever...This is the rewrite... this is the rewriteYo, check it out! This to the woman who I used to respectNow I call her a PSHH cause I'm constantly upsetSo this is to the PSHH who cut communicationCaught in a relation, Selfishness spreads through the nationAll I ever needed was a hugTo wrap my loving arms around you, you blew it off at a shrugSo all I ever wanted was a hand to holdI ain't the man to scoldYour plan is cold but god damn its oldIt's about time get inside of my head while I'm out my mindAs I scream cry yell shout and why!All I ever asked forWas an ear to hear meWhat you really have to wear that mask for?You straight shattered my glass jawNow I'm picking up the pieces of my past what you last sawBut see this, needless to say, you went astrayAnd all people ever earful say isI don't give a damn, for real, I don't careLet's pull the hair from myself and try to make things clearYeah, I don't give a FUCK for real I don't FUCKING CAREThat's all I hear.. The pain stops with the end of raindropsBut this cloudy weather just reminds me of the time we spent togetherAnd how you left forever like that with a snap of fingersPain lingers, so this is to theWoman who I made my familyNow I call her a PSHH just to save my sanitySo this is to that PSHH who I thought would be right hereShe's just a monster in my reoccurring nightmareNow when my grandfather died, you weren't there for meWhen my grandmama died, you weren't there for meWhen my natural dad died, you weren't there for meYou saw me and just ignored me like "Sorry end of the story"My family's dropping like flies, I’m how it got derived But nobody's by my side, can't look straight into my eyesNobody's by my side, can't look straight into my eyesMy fist grabs air, I stare in through the liesI never felt more lonely, I made you the one and onlyIndividual to know me this is the thanks that you showed meI never felt more lonely, I made you the one and onlyIndividual to know me, never thought that you'd turn phonyBut you did, now I'm going all out kidAnd I got mad hate to deal withJust ask PSHHI'm having trouble letting anyone get close to meAnd that's a major problem cause it's not the way it's supposed to beSupposedly, I should keep my composureRight now, I'm like "wow", it's time for me to seek closureMental pictures are destroyed - overexposureEver get that feeling that nobody really knows ya?This is to the woman who I called my best friendNow I call her PSHH, because she made the switch To that PSHH, Who I shouldn't disrespectSo now I call her woman just to keep myself in check
This is the rewrite…