Worthless

worthless..what would that mean? worth less than what? you ask of me
worth less than that you give so free? worth less than what I need to be

worn, torn, broken, and bent...used too, I think that meant
tired of performing without the feel, of emotions that would make it real
I have become a good actress, you see?
to do what is needed, what is asked of me


Ive got to stop, to not pretend, just let this episode reach the end
pull together what is left of me, and take a long slow look and see
that Im tired of acting, I want something true
and how I want to be worth everything to you