Feelings Do Matter...............
Mood:  irritated
Topic: Why?

SOME DAYS I WISH I WAS SOMEONE ELSEBECAUSE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. WELL YOU DO FOR SOME REASON. I DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND WHY AND I GUESS I NEVER WILL. I CONSIDER YOU MY BEST FRIEND BUT TO YOU8 I MAY BE AN ACQUAINTANCE. IF ONLY I COULD TELL YOU HOW I REALLY FEEL BECAUSE I HAVE TO LIVE WITH MYSELF AND SO I WANT TO KNOW THAT I AM NOT A BOX OF SECRETS ON A CLOSET SHELF. BUT YOU, YOU ALWAYS KNEW WHEN SOMETHING WAS WRONG AND I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. THERE'S JUST SOMETHING WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE. HOW CAN I EXPLAIN IT? HOW DO I TELL YOU? IT'S TOO DIFFICULT TO TELL ANYONE WHO I REALLY AM. THAT'S WHY I AM LEAVING. LIFE IS WAY T0O SHORT TO KEEP GOING WITH ALL THIS SHIT PEOPLE TRY AND FLING OUT ALL THE TIME. WHY IS EVERYONE SO CAUGHT UP IN ALL THIS PETTY BULLSHIT? DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY COMMON SENSE? WHY IS THIS WHOLE DAMN WORLD FILLED WITH SO MUCH DRAMA? WITHOUT IT LIFE WOULD BE SO MUCH BETTER AND BECAUSE OF ALL THE DRAMA PEOPLE ARE GETTING HURT AND KILLED, FAMILIES ARE BEING TORN APART. I DON'T FEEL SAFE HERE ANY MORE SO THIS IS WHY I MUST LEAVE AND START OVER NEW. I KNOW IT MAY NOT MAKE SENSE TO YOU BUT TRY TO UNDERSTAND. SO I JUSTY HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE AND I WILL MISS YOU.

         LOVE ALWAYS,

    MORGAN LEE MONROE

hate for all
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: I HATE EVERYONE
i hate Danielle Dudley! that mother fucking cunt can go to fucking hell for all i care. heres waht happened. she gave me attityde for no reason and started to ditch me everyday. so i asked her if she was amd at me or something because of this.she said no and fliped out because i asked her that. my cousin walked by and said you better chill out on my little cousin. then danielle was like im going to class in a bithchy tone and carly and kyeann turned around and went into the class and bitched her out.then danielle started to run her mouth and said that she was gonna break kyeann and carly in half. kyeann cary and i confronted her and she said she didn't say that her friends were running their mouths. kyeann told her to tell them to shut up before shit got worse. so then danielle told people that she told us to our face that if she had to she would break us in half. and she didn't. this went on for 3 days. then on friday the 13 danielle was running her mouth in chours saying no one liked me and it was my fault my dads fiance moved out.i told her she needed to shut the fuck up and leave me the fuck alone. she said she didn't have to. so i turned around and faced the door. she kept on saying stuff so i said stuff back and told her again to shut the fuck up and leave me the fuck alone. then she started making maotions and acting like she was gonna hit me behind my back some kid said just do it. so the bell rang and i pushed the door open like2-3 inches and she smashed my head into the door. every one is so pissed at her. she comes back in one week from now. she was suspended for 2 weeks, had an assult charge put on her from the cops, has to take a safety evaluation test before she comes back and she lost over half of her friends. all well. i was suposed to go home but i stayed in school and every one was like you took it like a champ.what a bitch huh?

Hateful memories
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: Love/heartbreak
I called him and asked him if I would ever have a chance w/ him and he said yes. Then the next day i found out that he aksed out another chick. He fucken lied and i'm hurt that i even trusted him. Plus he was playing the Nervous game w/ my BESTFRIEND!!!!! She told me and i was so pissed.

Him
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: Love/heartbreak
I have never loved any guy the way I love him. He lights up my world when i'm down. He lights up my world when it's dark. He can always make me laugh when i'm sad. Somehow out of all the guys I have dated, he means more than anything in the world to me. No guy will ever replace him because for some reason no matter what is said i will always love him. Love is a very strong word and I only say it if I mean it. I love him. Hsays he loves me but I don't know if he's truthful or if he's lying. When I say I love you to a guy I want to mean it. I have never said I love you to any guy but now I found someone i can trully say I love you to. HIM is danny Towle and i hope he realizes how much i love him.