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aight last Sat I was spossd 2 b da designated driva fo my friends @ dis party dat Nicolas was havin. So I was spossd 2 drive Maria's van but her mom decided dat wasn't too safe cuz her car kinda messed up. So I asked my dad if I cud borrow our van n he told me no [man did I even tell u bout my accident? k if I didn't I def had a "minor" altercation wit da road median.....3 flat tires n da whole unda side of my car was messed up. $3065.00 2 fiskit (fix it). so I made a payment plan wit my dad n I'm guna pay him $50 a week 2 pay fo my car. dat morning I had made da 1st payment] but da thing iz my dad wudn't tell my Y I cudn't use da car-which pissed me off beyond belief! n he told me dat I was grounded from drivin. I was like ok I'm 17 yrs old I'm NOT a lil girl anymo n I haven't been grounded since I was in prolly elementary skoo! So I was mos def pissed! Especially cuz he refused 2 tell me Y. so when we got home from pickin me up frm work I got ready fo da party n got all my $, change, bank card, check book, etc. n gave it 2 him n my dad got even more pissed @ me but still wudn't tell me Y. so I was like fine I'm walkin. wull I had 2 finnish gettin ready n I also packed a suitcase fo bout a week n my dad went 2 take my brotha sumwhur n while he was gone I hid my stuff on da side of da house n got da spare keys n played it like I was guna walk. So as soon as he went inside I got my stuff threw it in da car n drove away. So bout 10 min lata my dad calls me n told me if I wasn't home it 3 min he was callin da cops on my ass. So I went bake home threw da keys in da door n started walkin away. I only got bout 2 blocks when I met up wit my friend n she let me chill @ her house fo a lil while. I ended up goin bak home but my parents think I was tryin 2 run away but I jus needed 2 GET away fo a lil bit!!!!
and then..........
yestaday I got ready fo skoo n w/e n came downstairs 2 get a ride 2 skoo but instead I got escorted out 2 an ambulance by a cop dat took me 2 da psychiatric ward @ da hospital @ da request of my dear mother. I was admitted fo evaluation n stuff-meanin I got a lable put on me, had my purse and otha belongings and my clothes taken from me n I was give a.... basically it's a bedsheet w/ armholes n strings 2 tie it. So 1st dis guy comes in n suppossedly he was a doctor n was guna do a preliminary evaluation b4 da crisis counselor did. Yea dat man sux @ bein a doctor!! He told me dat I didn't matta, I was jus a piece of property to my family, n all dis stuff. I was like yea I'm not a frickin piece of property I'm a person n u suck @ ur job! so he left n my parents came in bout 45 mins lata. I was jus like w/e don't talk 2 me. n my parents left 4 a lil while n I jus slept n started doodling.....o yea they tested my urine fo street drugs n alcohol & pregnancy I think. My mom came bak n sat in da room wit me n we ate lunch then FINALLY da crisis counselor came in about 3hours later. She was talkin 2 me n my mom fo like 2 hours n basically she told my mom dat my actions showed dat I jus wana b treated like an adult n fo her 2 stop buggin me!!!!! No shit I cudda told her that! she didn't have 2 go thru all dat shit! uhhh. But yea I found out dat she's been goin thru my e-mails n everything I have on ne computa in da house n all dis shit. So she found out bout almost all da sex n stuff (I don't think she knos bout u tho). So yestaday wasn't too good n then 2day I had 2 tell every1 wha happened cuz no1 wud shut up bout where I was yestaday. Not 2 mention dat it turns out I thought wrong when I might've been pregnant.......I def started my period fo like 2mins n went 2 da bathroom n it had leaked thru 2 da outside of my pants! plus it's neva been dis bad b4! WOW My week's jus been GREAT!........
accident prone
not sure
sad
irritated