Another ordinary day,. the same old
insanity of my mind,. and yet still
torn into pieces,. the advocates of
my mind,. nagging and nagging,. when
will it ever stop? and here I am
listening to the same old songs from
an ipod, does it even make sense.
I'm just another confused person
stuck in this reality that can't
even be real,. the light,. it burns
my eyes,. bruised by the wind,. does
the wind even blow? Is it real, or
the hallucination of a world I'd
rather chosen not to exist with?
Boredom and yet the truth starts to
reveal itself against the insanity
of my mind, the truth,. it hurts,
the truth is being revealed the way
i don't even have the sense of it's
existence,. will it ever end this
way,. guess it's too much for a
happy ending, insid this narcissist
is my own pathetic self, I can't
even find a reason for every smile,
everything seems to fall apart but
still I try to stand but yet I
continue to struggle for the light,.
too much kindness, and this is what
I get,. I have been warned but it's
too late,. the consequences
underneath, unacceptable yet
inevitable, I struggle as my wounds
get deeper, but I believe that time
has it's own humanity and the will
to set things the way it should be,.
but now,. I'm wounded underneath my
pathetic self,. still
struggling.......
