Empty- This song cant be truthfully decoded. WHY? Because, Elizabeth wrote the words to this song and i didnt. Therefore i can only speculate, stretch and conspire my own theory. The strange thing is that she knows nothing of the vision and yet this song, if put in my insane and twisted text, has a lot to do with the vision. Lets pretend the vision conspiracy works on this song. Then empty is about Elizabeth telling tubar not to make everyone (the kissing farries listening audience) feel sorry for just him. Instead, listen to Elizabeth side of the vision. after all she says, "Do you ever wonder what its like to be me?" Also the lyrics, "i sometimes wonder what its like to be u, what ever wonders in your mind slips right through." Do those lyrics mean, instead of expressing his thoughts to her- he keeps his thoughts locked up in the vision? The lyrics are really up front and blunt in this song and the interpretation of the song is up to you. If you read the behind the music, then you know this was the last album Elizabeth was featured on. The reason why the friendship and band broke up after the album was because tubar couldn't decipher the difference between "Elizabeth" the muse created by the vision who tubar is deeply in love with and "Betsy" tubars best friend and band mate who only likes tubar as a friend.
Once the vision was created tubar felt he expressed his feelings through the vision and Elizabeth (Betsy) was picking up the feelings in the real world. The truth is she wasn't and because his feelings weren't returned tubar moved out the apartment shared with Betsy...and she left town....the two wouldn't meet again for awhile....what will happen to the vision?

IN*COG*NEAT*0

Detoxn Breath- The first song is very fitting...if you understand what zippereniffer was about. "Trap me in my panic state and ill scream my lust for you." "Turn your head away from me and i know what i mean to you" THIS IS SIGNS OF LOST LOVE.
In zippersniffer i see a love album that expresses a persons feelings threw the music but not in real life. In real life the person hides (berries) the feelings and expresses them ONLY IN MUSIC to get his release and satisfaction. Detoxn Breath says, If you leave ill say i love you for real. Unfortunately he never did in real life and thats why there is a song about it. The song continues to express the child coated love fantasy the man has.

Molded Lust- With Detoxn breath knowledge in mind, listen to this song. See the resemblance? Your in a platonic relationship and she wants to be freinds and your in love with her. Not only do you click with her interests, hobbies, personality, and music. You find her to be the most beautiful girl known to civilization. Whats really rubbing it in is the time you spend together as friends. You notice how well you connect. You think everyday could be a shot at heaven and the future would be breathtaking if she just says, "yes take me!" But you know her feelings...your just a friend!!! So you go on misinterpreting things she does or says, until your a catastrophic mess with nothing but drooled. The words are basically just me thinking in my head why mine and Elizabeth's friendship went wrong and why i feel the way i do for her. If i didnt love her we'd still be friends. The best part of this depressing song is the circus ending. This and the child like description of love in detoxn breath are reoccurring motifs in Incogneato.

Ukaliptis Tree- After expressing the pain he keeps inside in detoxn breath and molded lust. He then reveals the ukaliptis tree which represents the place that he goes with his love and frustration instead of going to the girl. In the vision there is a town with ukaliptis tree's that supplies the euphoric drug used to communicate the vision in the real world.

Love cancer- There is a lot of "haze" reference. Meaning at this point of his life tubar  is very unclear what the future will bring. Not only has he just lost his best friend and love of his life. But he is also in a small shitty town, two years after high school, and working crappie jobs that have no future. "Dispersing vein, i walk alone." is a another vision reference.

The Pensive Project
was the breath of fresh air the farries needed after the outcome of zippersniffer and the depressing yet poppy incogneato. Tubars life began to take direction with college. The most influential move of his career was taking a job as a sound engineering at Ironworld discovery center. This job led to tubars future enrollment at music tech school of sound recording and technology and the job led to tubar meeting Lindsay bonner. Unlike his moves with Betsy, tubar built a friendship and relationship at the same time with Lindsay. Most importantly he used REAL LIFE and not the vision to express himself. The problem is Lindsay was only in town for the summer (3 Months) and after that she was to return to Minneapolis for school. Ahead of time tubar knows that the relationship will end when she leaves. Let me tell you i never connected with a person as fast as i did with Lindsay. When the end of summer came, i tried to convince her a long distance relationship would work, but she wanted to move on. So she left at the end of august and again i was crushed. Because she wanted to cut the relationship of f completely i was forced to use the vision to express myself. And foolish like i was in zippersniffer, i thought when she herd the album she would fall in love with me. It took less then two months to record and release this album- fastest is farries history. I met up with Lindsay in october and i was going to give her the album, but i could tell she had already gotten on with her life and the album would only make me look bad...

The Modulation- is the farries first attempt to capture an "experimental" sound. The atmosphere of the song is important and the melody, which builds at the starting, is very present in the middle. The lyrics sparkle with love and longing. The stars in the sky are what keeps the separated lovers together, at least in the world of the vision. In the middle of the song the lyrics are taken from an alternate version of ukaliptis tree...this is funny because you think the visions over....but its not. The vision is very present in this song. in fact, Elizabeth helped write the alternate lyrics of ukaliptis tree in 97, but the lyrics never resurfaced till the pensive project. This song proves that it was at this time the vision (which in the mind of tubar no longer existed) was very much present and in control of itself. The lyrics "your trapped inside and just cant see," represent tubar lost inside the vision, his only outlet of expression.

Girl for me, in the latitude, and what a groovy way to say i love you are all straight out descriptions of the love story surrounding this album.

Breath protective- was re-recorded before the pensive project started. This song was going to be Elizabeth's return to the farries, but communication between tubar and her did not continue steadily until another year. So tubar felt to introduce Lindsay to his world he would have her sing  the revised version. Although Lindsay did an excellent job with the song, i felt it was in poor taste of the farries to release the tune.

Cheap lookin suite- is the farries attempt to kill the "high maintenance" attitude. The way a person dresses is up to him and are relationships really dependent on first impressions? Something is fishy about this song though. The lyrics, "I'm lost inside a constant thought and the smoke filled air that smells like pot. She bellows out hey, lets be friends. cus we'll go on then to the very end." Was this a flashback to Elizabeth? Lindsay and tubar didnt know each other previously to dating.
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