INTROSPECTION
THOUGHTS BOUND WITHIN YOURSELF
"THAT MAY CAUSE PANIC ANXIETY"
There is an obsession caused by constant introspection that is shared by many sufferers
from nervous illness Introspection may produce immense mental fatigue, which brings to the
sufferer a feeling of having his thoughts so bound within himself that even when he tries
to be interested in other things he may find that he cannot free his thoughts sufficiently
from himself to do so. He may try to work read or talk, only to find his thoughts reverting
inward every few moments. This may give him such a feeling of enclosure within himself that he
becomes concious of his own actions, as if he cannot divorce his mind from them He thinks that
he will go crazy unless he can put an end to this misery He may spend months suffering these frequent
intermittent recessions of thought, perhaps trying to carry on responsible work at the same
time, but feeling caught in state from which he cannot escape. There may be days when the habit
leaves him, only to return and throw him into deeper despair
LET YOUR THOUGHTS PLAY THERE TRICKS
First, understand that this obsession is no more than a manifestation of intense mental fatigue
Therefore, sleep as much as you can. If not very successful at this do not immediately panic and
think that you now have no chance of recovery "Following the second instrucion alone will cure you"
Second, let your thoughts play their tricks as they will Concentrating hard on trying to forget
oneself is merely another way of concentrating anxiously on oneself. Do not try to forget yourself
Do not try to force you way back into anything Accept yourself as you are now with all your strange
thoughts. It does not matter what you think about or how much you dwell upon yourself
"providing you do not do it anxiously"
THAT IS THE KEY!!
It is the anxiety that tenses, sensitizes, not the thoughts. Accept your thoughts, whatever they are,
as part of your ordinary thinking. Do not make the mistake of believing there are certain thoughts you
must not think,dare not think, as if there are parts of your brain you must not use. Use them all, even
those that may hold an obsession; but use them willingly, shrink from none of them. None of us ever
completely forgets himself. You are only more conscious of yourself than you normally would be. This is not important, although it can be devistatingly frustrating Accept your habit of introspection with as little frustration as possible. You may be often disappointed in the beginning. Be prepared for this. Thoughts may be fantastic when you are anxious. You may go chasing them to see how odd they can become, and the stranger more unreal they may seem, the more you may push on as if compelled to find out the worst, compelled to challenge the worst And do not make the mistake of thinking that this is mental
You are merely once more afraid of fear but this time in one of its most bewildering and upsetting guises
THOUGHTS TURN INWARD MORE LIGHTLY
Understanding your condition as brainfag that will gradually disappear with enough sleep, acceptance
and occupation; realizing that you are not going mad and that many before you have felt this way, will
realease you from some fear and tension, so that your thoughts turn inward more lightly, will be less
clinging until they are no more than a touch, and the smallest interest will be enough to make you
forget the habit However this habit, although accepted with resignation may continue to come for a while and as it can be most exhausting, do not hesitate to seek the solice of solitude. In this way you
will find some respite. Also, do not force yourself to read, while reading is a strain. The time will
soon come when you will be able to read without effort The question could be asked, "If he is not to read how can he read this book of yours Doctor?" Anything about nerves is so compellingly interesting
to a sufferer from nervous illness that it holds his attention, and inward thinking, if it does not
completely cease, at least fades into insignificance
So to cure your obsession
- Accept and do not try to force forgetfullness
- Stop fighting
- Let time pass while you do this
- Once more, the familiar pattern of recovery!
From book
"HOPE AND HELP FOR YOUR NERVES"
by Dr Claire Weekes