Jaxon K. Logan
Mood:  sad
In Loving Memory of:
Jaxon K. Logan
5/14/86 - 1/21/05

Forever Young

Trapped in the glorious years
within the memory of belief, lost of all grief.
Take the reasons,
which once seemed so clear,
because now? you have nothing to fear.
For you my friend will be, forever young.
So grin a smile and shed a tear,
You?ll never be forgotten, always be near
Forever in the heart of memory,
For you my friend, will be,
Forever young.
Staring up into the night,
There's a brand new angel tonight.


In thoughts, in prayers, and forever in memory Jaxon will never be forgotten. He is loved by so many people. He was an amazing person, with so much inspiration, and he always had a smile for everyone he passed by. My heart, condolences, thoughts, and prayers go out to him and all who knew him. - Heather J. Huschle

picture
Topic: dreams
i got pics developed and they were really badly developed and all i could see was the silhouettes of faces, and then i was having dinner with my parents and then my grandparents (huschles) came for dinner too and mom was real worried they wouldnt like it. the dinner was a really really healthy one.

dream dictionary says:
to see photographs in dreams is a sign of approaching deception.

rollercoasters and water slides
Topic: dreams
last night i dreamt that i was going to go on a cruise with some friends. we were standing on the dock waiting to see the ship we were going to be on and there was a rollercoaster on it. when we got on the boat we were amazed by the fact there was a rollercoaster, and then we'd noticed there were waterslides as well, and i went over and slid down the slide and i was laughing, said the water is even warm!

dream dictionary says:
to dream of being on a ship foretells honor and unexpected elevation to ranks above your mode of life.
to dream of amusements (rollercoaster/waterslide etc)signifies you will soon be able to enjoy life more and be less inhibited.
to dream of sliding portends disappointments in affairs, and sweethearts will break vows.
to dream of playing in clear water foretells you will joyfully realize prosperity and pleasure and denotes a sudden awakening to love and passion.

Mood:  not sure
Topic: one day at time
it's been a rough couple of months. all i can say is school has been better than i ever expected, and i am excelling better than i ever dreamt i would, but i still have such a bitter emptiness residing within myself.
my biggest meandering of thought right now has been caught up in question of why to so many things.
most oftenly: why do things get better only to get worse?

pizza?
Mood:  quizzical
Topic: dreams
i am starting a dream log...and here is day one:

dreamt i was at a party and i was in the middle of conversation with people and all of the sudden a guy came up and grabbed my hand...held it for a few minutes just looked at me with a grin and then i woke up...

dream dictionary says: "to have a man hold her hands, she will be enticed into illicit engagements."

"love" - in the bible
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: quotes
Love is always patient and kind
it is never jealous
Love is never boastful or conceited
it is never rude or selfish
it does not take offense
and is not resentful
Love takes no pleasure in other peoples sins
but delights in the truth
It is always ready to excuse, to trust
to hope and endure whatever comes.

great thoughts
Mood:  sharp
Topic: quotes
Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun.

Birthdays are good for you: the more you have the longer you live.

How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on.

I have noticed that the people who are late are often so much jollier than the people who have to wait for them.

If ignorance is bliss, why aren't more people happy?

Most of us go to our grave with our music still inside of us.

If Wal-Mart is lowering prices every day, how come nothing in the store is free yet?

You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person.

Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once.

Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened.

We could learn a lot from crayons: some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull, some have weird names, and all are different colors ...but they all have to learn to live in the same box.

Everything should be made as simple as possible, but no simpler.

A truly happy person is one who can enjoy the scenery on a detour.

Happiness comes through doors you didn't even know you left open.

just another day
Mood:  not sure
Topic: one day at time
just another boring sunday...

resilience
Mood:  sharp
Topic: poetry
She looks into air, herself falling rain
Dripping coldness past, memories old pain.

Drops fall, the puddling her damp water-life.
Spiraling a mirror, self-lonely strife.

A sigh, one frown, crying soft saddened tears.
Storms of remember - through bleak yesteryear.

Clouds a-whorl, dark sky sheltering fair heart.
But how can she joy, while taking no part?

Cov'ring cold soul, corona of defense.
Defying the stab of her fate's intents.

This is madness, she thinks in plaintive cry.
I'm here, on the cusp, of lay down and die.

What my destiny, but an empty-off dream?
A plaything with which gods and angels scheme.

Am I doomed then to live, time never-free?
Subsumed wholly 'neath life's scattered debris?

Is justice, outside this torrential doubt?
Perhaps more than sorrow, painful fall-out?

Is love, perhaps, just a sliver of sun?
Shining through mists, revealing Avalon?

Personal paradise, which I can own,
Evoking happiness, hither unknown?

She raises from streets of lonely no more.
Light slicing through darkness, hopes washed ashore.

Her withered gait now straightening with pride.
She glides like an angel 'cross future's tide.

Belief in life renewed, no, only found.
Footsteps echoing, a cadence of sound.

Caressing the ground, sing the beat of her heart.
Into the sun seeking love's brand new start.