LayGaLei De Blog
*李小姐*
Yoshi Express @ Metrotown
November Sunday, 6th->>12:40am
This week went by soo fast la.... monday-- halloween... gum juw.... passed out candy to little kids at metro :)...--->> u drop on box of candy.. and there's no hope ga la!!!!...... sooo tired... that day ---.---" man.....n this lil boy like... was gonna say trick or treat.. adn then... his lolipop fell out of his mouth.. and his spit was on my hand... sooo grosss --->>continued to smile...:P...lol.... ahhhh.. so so so so so so ... sad.... my boss is gonna set ujp surveilence camera.. that are like... on the web.. so she can watch out.. and "HEAR us" FROM HER HOUSE!!!.... great.. soo quitting when that happens!!!..---.---" then how can I go shopping?... how can we eat with a group of people?.... how..can we talk abotu ANYTHING!!....say la ----.----"....sooo much to do ahh.. need to quit........ but can't ---.---" need money to go out~~~!!! ---.-----"... ahhhhzzzz....... happier things..lol... yes..... i'm actually not sucking at Art... LOL.... but probabaly nto A material... but at least my drawing will be pretty :)...lol.....Friday Night la...... maybe I should have went out la... but then.... so didn't feel like it.....tiring week...... ---->>Thoughts??!?!!?<<<--- How come it feels like when I'm rising to the top.... i'm really falling to the ground-------.-----------".........I wanna believe that someone out there.. can be better than........---.-----"...."sighs"..... but then.... i can't let go inside.. and no one seems that way to me right now.. maybe when face to face.. the do.. but when u dig deeper...... it's all an illusion......"disappionting"......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
October Sunday, 30th->>9:14am
Wahhhh... haven't blogged in awhile la... hmmzzz... so wierd.... met lot of people at random... these days...."yao yuen" gwai... lol... maybe...:)...lol..skool is of course... hell""..... two weeks of no skool.. and then....wowzzz :)..lol.... yesterday... was pretty tiring la :P..... 9:30 to 1:30 at Yoshi and then 12 to 7.... at ROckdy Ent. -->>Andy's(Sfu)... store :P..lol... 7 hours.. of sitting there... i guess.... :P..... but kinda screwed up once ----.----"" accidently sold something i shouldn't have.. good thing they came back la :P!!!.....---.-----".."sut by"... but then after work :).. I went to ... Parker... to stay with suki till closing la :P..... okay la :)......lol.. we went to that Car freshener place... and we closed the whole store :) lol.. and ya..... met this guy name Eddie la :P...lol.... and Suki gottz discount on her lemon/peach air freshener.... wahhh.... mixed smell.. is soooooo goood :)!!!!..... too bad... I gottz no car:(... i need a bf.. with a car.. and then.. I will make it smell la... roses... :)..lol..j/k j/k :P.. ahahahha.....after Parker when to Dinner... with my other friend Andy la... was gonna go to "Man Jong"-->Manzo.... But then.... didn't want to last nite la ----.---"I would have like..... studied at Pure Tea for awhile.. but like.. the same time I got there... my dad got there.... so ya.. went home and went online....haven't been online late.. in awhile :)------>>> Thoughts??!!?!<<<----- Unforgettable... no matter..how hard u try to forget themm....they remain inside u..... there's always that speacial place for them..... cuz... no matter where they are... beside u... or beside someone else.... they'll always have a presence inside your heart.... sometimes.... never disappearing........they are what they are...."Unforgettable"....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
October Tuesday, 25th->>10:10am
First week back to skool...”say la”..... actually lol.. It’s okay la.. A lot of catching up.. But so far .. Doe handle doe gei... :P....can’t wait till the weekend though... I unno if I’ll go out late this weekend... but I’ll see.... cuz.. I really do wake up... not knowing what I’m doing.. And gotta go to work at 9:30am!!!1.. On Saturday ........ “sighs”..... last Saturday was upsetting..... forgot store key... but it’s okay la... in the past.. I really wanna go out.. Just that I knoe I can’t wake up and knoe what’s I’m fully doing.. Sounds stupid??.. I knoe---------.--------“ its also been.... over a week..... since I tried to put down someone..... apparently... way harder than it looks...deem guy gum loy doe ho chi fong mm die ah......”teen ah” ----.----“... cham cham cham.........and somehow... ummzz.. Let’s say a certain group of friends... are dissappionting..... they don’t and they won’t care about anything except themselves...... seriously... no idea ... people were that selfish .......--------.-------“ being friends.... means that your welling to make changes... and do w/e...... sighs....... ma fan!!!!.... but what can I do la..... so busy.... and they are sooo “unwilling la”.... I guess...anyways... good news.... “normal winter break ... normal spring break.. Normal pro d-day!!!” .. Yes!!! :)... muwhahah... lol... ho hoy sum ah!!! :P......can’t wait till weekend.... then I can hang out :P!!! ... yes yes yes :P...... maybe go study at sfu or bbt or dinner with firends.... or.. Wahhh.... so many possibilities :P...lol......yet so much need to be done.... ---->>Thoughts???!?!?<<---- Oy yut gaw yun don’t need to “yong yao” gee yeew kui hoy sum...... I finally understand ...... sum zhong joy deng......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
October Friday, 20th->>10:10am
lol.. weeee... Offical Member of YOURS(UBC/SFU).. ahah got my membership card...:P... ahahah mwuahaha...lol.... I feel so "university" ...lol....aiyha..... there goes 300 dollars for ski trip.... but it's all good la :P!!!.... hope I'll have lots and lots of fun :)..lol...After work.. went to AppleBee's with Andy so he could teach me CHemistry....---.---".. man I'm starting to forget stuff... I better study more la!!!..... lol... but they had good "Kiwi Lemonade" :)...lol.. then went to Ivy's place... whoa... I think it's really nice :P..... "sighs"..c ant' wait till U.. then I can live by myself too la!!! ---.----"..lol... Ivy and Bernard.... Washing the dog... hahaha..."shake shake" ....... ahh ho "so hing ah"... I had to go home early today la...---.---"....... I need more Freedom.. so we couldn't go sing K la... but we all went to Bubble World... to chat and drink la:P...lol... fun fun fun....and stayed till 12am.... and then I had to leave.. sooo early ah!!! ---.---"... but.. still had like.. chat in the parking lot... cuz .. they were smoking ah ma.....while.... I dont' smoke.. sitll fun talking la :P...lol..... I wish I could ahve this much fun with ... nsss people......but I believe ..."mang duc my ga!!!!!"...... TUESDAY.......---->>Thoughts??!!??!<<<---- Always spending my time reminisicing over what was.... the happy times.... what I want to return.... always thinking that as long as I have hope.. things will be good agian... and in the end everything...willl... perfect again.... all I want.... is to be happy like before....... "hope".... what else is there???
-Cari
-LayGaLei
October Wednesday, 19th->>6:29pm
Wahhh... got home late last night la.... and ya.. SFU is a really goo place to study la....---.---" soooo good.. got lots of work done :)... the whole day.. went to Mix at Parker and Talked to Suki about Sum see....I really wanna be happy.... I reallly really wanna be happy.... but...can't help thinking why this had to happen........ meeting new people? hanging out with friends? w/e.... I unno w/e I do... it seems like... " aw jie sai" ....... i really wanna be better... i met suki's friend .. Cady... really really really pretty... but then got dumped cuz her bf likes his X.... wow..... "there's no hope for me" ---------.---------" ... she cried for 3 days and didn't eat..... and now goes drinking... I unno..... I decided not to cry anymore..... it's like when u've cried enough... and u realize that cryingonly makes peopel around u worry more.... and maybe u feel a little better but soon u gotta face reality anyways...and I won't drink like Cady la.... that night after going to Soho... then sfu... then.. viet noodles...... staying out late doesn't make me happier lor.... time... time... i need time....----.----" -------->>Thoughts?!!?<<--------- Lay jong yi yut gaw yun..... mm sai yong yao..... ing hai serng... kui hoy sum......... I really want u to be happy...... "honestly" ..... dan hai....serng fong sao .....mm gee deem guy aw jo mm doe ..... mm gee deem guy aw jontg wui lum hay lay...... mm gee deeem guy......aw yeew "wait"------------.--------"
-Cari
-LayGaLei
October Thursday, 13th->>10:10pm
Sucks to be me.... ahhh worked 7 hours and already dying....... WHY!!!!... ahhh i'm working 11 hours tomlo.... am I going to die??... maybe la... i remeber in the summer... I worked 11 hours////..... almost died.... ahh I went to work too fulll today.. and I felt like barfing ...---.----" ... no telling if I did or not la... ahhh... soo tired..... I was thinking most of the time I was at work.... I unno..... why ....... " i think the more I try not to "Gwai ju"... u.... the more i do la....." ... i KNOE..... that when someone is busy they can't help it ga.... dan hai.... jun hai mm gee lay care mm care la....---->>Thoughts?!?!?<<<--- I remeber when u use to text all the time... about wearing more clothes... but then.. I didn't listen and I got sick ----.----" i knew u cared..... dan hai.... yi ga..... mm gee lay care mm care... and i want to care..... dan hai..... don't knoe how ...... everything i wanna try .. ho chi.. bother .. daw gaw care........ ing hai .. lay yi ging yao yun care......--------.----------"..... i hope.. u can be less busy soon.... i miss..... dinner with u..... pool with u..... taking pics with u..... talking with u..... seeing u.... U.......kay sut.. jong yi yut gaw yun......fai mm fai lok hai tie....what u want out of that person......... aw jing hai geee i want..... to gee lay moe "mong gay" aw... mm lay aw hai lay been gaw.. or lay hai aw been gaw.......... yun wei........ aw mm wui..... think of... kay ta yun... unlesss.. u want me to.....^-^... " aw hai mm hai ... "ding sing" jaw ho daw ah" :P.......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
October Wednesday, 12th->>8:26pm
Gay..... have to work so much this week.. ah.. tomlo 2pm-9pm and friday... might have to work opening till closing by myself ga!!!!..... and then..... sunday/// by myself :(....... ahhh.. and wun gaw yun pui aw fan gong doe moe :(..... ho chammmm ah ------------.----------"........ but .. I knoe they need help now cuz like all the sales are like taking a long break... aiyha........ don't knoe how to say "No"... but all I knoe is I'm dying.... but I was hoping me being busy will keep my mind... focused lor.... ----->>>Thoughts?!!?!?<<---- How long has it been since I msged u..... how long has it been since u msged me????... only a few days since I msged u... it's been forever la...... how many days haven't I talked to u....... too long to remeber..... how long has it beeen since I've seen u... weeks..... I wish I was as busy as u... then i could be busy with u la..... or maybe at least.. I would have less time to "gwai ju" lay..... dan hai....i don't have skool ah ma.... ho serng msg lay... dan hai... mm serng fan lay.... aw gee lay mong... mmm wui msg aw ga la..... mm ee lay gay see wui mm mong..... one msg doe ho la............... mm gee lay jong read mm read aw gei site......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
October Monday, 10th->>9:36.pm
At Pure Tea.... worked hard lol.... not really today.. but worka bit... :P.. english and Socials.. still need help on Chemistry....... but it's all good.. wen to Richmond at like 3-4ish... stayed at Mix and played around ahahah fun fun fun... :P.. met new people.. la...... Suki's friend... Alan..... and his friend.. I unno ....:P..lol.. funnny... he talks sooo quiet.... canton-speaking taiwan dude... lol...... supposibly going to drive me to Pure Tea... but then I left....... before he could drive me.. man.. walking si good excercise ah ma :P!!!!!!... lol... suddenly... drives next to me when i'm like... 2 mins away from Pure Tea... lol..." sai see gan ".... aiyha.. I hope in the Winter I can work in Richmond... I really don't wanna quit... my job.. but then..... skool is too important!!!!!.. Had this long long long conversation with Suki about things....."sum see",,,,,... and ate " teem but lat" :P.... and like two vita boxes...lol!!!.. ahahah... yummy la..... Richmond is soooo good :).... lol.... way better than metro... and definetly better than surrey la.... ---->>Thoughts??!?!?!<<<----- Some questions.. are too scary to ask.... some answers...... were never meant to be heard..... i wanna ask u sometime..... but not a answer.... a "hi" to emptinesss.... so.let it be .......... what happens happens la.... "dai mong yun"..... always waiting.......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
October Monday, 10th->>1:30am
Can't sleep can't sleep.... wah it's thanksgiving la...... hmmzzzz....... thinking soo much .....but anyways.... Sunday.. did the same stuff la "dimsum/gun club/ puretea/dinner :P.....lol... all the same la..... tomolo i gottz to study in the morning.. then heading to Richmond :)... i shhoudl really live in richmond la.... then it would be great.... han gout all the time:P... surrey so boring.. and away from everyone........ especially important people --------.--------- --------->>>Thoughts??!?!?<<<------- "sum tong"......... can't help it....... so happy just thinking about u... dan hai gee doe moe haw lung geen doe lay....... geee doe lay yao lay gaw world..... gee doe lay wui mong..... gee doe lay dd little spare time.... mm sook yu aw gei la.......... dan hai.... doesn't matter... because.... aw gee doe aw jon gyi juw duc ga la......:).... deem guy jong yi yut gaw yun yee mm hoy sum lei.... deem guy chi chi yut gaw yun wah " aw ho gwai ju been gaw been gaw...." juw ho chi ho mm hoy sum gei???... dan hai...kay sut... aw gwai ju lay ho hoy sum wor.. even though geen doe wui hoy sum dd... dan hai........ day dreaming.. ho chi dd taiwnese drama gum.... always feels like your floating... deem wui sad lei.... :P.... school work and all that is so important.... time... we need time... aw doe mm wui gum gee see yeew all your free time gei...."""""""""" one week moe 2 weeks moe geen... lay ayo moe been jaw ah..???
-Cari
-LayGaLei
October SAturday, 8th->>8:02am
Wow.... didn't blog for like a whole week... soooo busy.. but really wanted to blog.... cuz crazy week ..... yesterday was fun .. at least at nite it was!!!!! :P.... I unno.. at first it kinda sucked cuz all of us (Me/Alice Feng/ Jonacy/ Tissue/ Emily/ Christina + Ryan)waited for Grace CHun for an Hour at Surrey Central... so worried... she's like never like this... it came to the piont where we had to leave... cuz it was obvious she isn't coming la........ wondering.... is she mad? .... is she hurt?.... how come she didn't call?...btw..... someone... that was being super mean.. when I said let's wait till 3:30...... and told me to leave... was being very .....l;lakjdlkasjd;lajldkjaskl......... not like I wanted to leave but had work... and plus we even left before..... u say your scared that she'll be mad.... but u really don't care..... "and I felt that"---.---" When we all got to Metro... we went to Crystal first --->>Food Court.... pretty boring la... Crystal... I unno.....I mean I like Crystal... but it was really boring......la... and I wanted to knoe where Grace was ---.----"....called Flora.... she didn't want to come...... no grace...and certain "inconsiderate" people...... people can be inconsiderate without knowledge of it...... and then blame it on others.... why?.... We got there at like...2 sumthing... so after like.... few min.. had to go to work... blah ---------.----------" sucks... ahhhhh My Boss was there the whole time :(....... so I ironed the whole time!!!...... ahh "legs hurt"... but good thins.. ALice/Tissue/Jonacy came.... muwhahaha.. I got to serve them instead of ironing... :P...... Nice... each bought "2 pcs" :P....lol......OMG.... ALICE bought a mickey and minnie from the Disney Store.... soo cheap 2 for $25.... I wanna buy it tooo :P.. hehee..... and I wanted to give mickey to sumone... but then............................................"sighs"..... it probabaly wouldn't mean anything la........ but I really really wanna get it loh....----.----".... but another happy thing yesterday was I bought 2 jackets :P... muwhahaha Yes!!!!!.. hehehe...---.---" even though i wanted to go shopping with... someone else...... "we were suppose to go shopping for my jacket together ah ma.....--.--" sooo busy... I guess me tooo la...... since I had to say at work till 8:30.. cuz joey needed to buy a b-day gift----.----".... but soo sad.. cuz if I left exactly at Ate.... we could of had dinner at the korean hot pot, but it closes at like 9pm ---.---".. so we all went to Hippo Cafe... which was nice ..... :P.... called grace like crazy there :P... but no answer ----.---" .... ahhh Hippo Cafe has such a nice setting :P......i hope i can go to hot pot next time la ..."yummmy...... ho ho may ah "..... wow... stayed till 10 sumthing :P....and... talked soo much on the skytrain..."suddenly".. I had to leave already.... aiyha.. lol.. we decided... that from now on we all call by chinese names.. but like chinese "nicknames" la ..... "I am obviously Curry la" :P.. muwhahaha.... sad yet true... both my chinese/english name sound like Curry..:P "Ga Lei" --->> "Ga Lay" (Curry) Carrie ----> "Curr-ie" :P.. hahahaha...... yes yes yes :P...... Alice = Xiao Yu Jonacy = Xiao Ke and Tissue .. alwyas be Tissue:P ...lol..... (Lao Feng Lao Lin Lao Tsui :P... muwhahahaha...) ------>>Thoughts?!?!?!<<<----- Need time for some serious thinking la..... how come somethings that seem to be soo right...... or something that seem so worth my time...... hurt me soo much ----.----" ....... deem guy ah ???.......... kay sut... "falling deep".. is my fault la.... mm ying goy.... may hoy chi juw "fall".......... dan hai.... even though i'm falling.... I don't regret falling la.... yun wei.... chi chi... aw lum hay ... seew seew "memorie".... aw juw wui saw seew... yao yut gaw "ho warm ho hoy sum gei gum gok" .... ho daw yun mm ming bac aw la....... dan hai.... serng geee aw day match mm match... serng gee aw jun hai lum mei.... deem guy yeew spend time apart ga......??...----.----" unless... lay yi ging moe "feel"...... "Sighs".... if evey love story in life.. happened like a taiwanese love story...... that would be sooooo sweet la ^----------^" ...... just the feeling of watching it...... sure.. tvb shows had great plots..... but the taiwan love stories.... are soo sweet......this feeling.....jun hai ho ho sweet ga :)......!!!!
-Cari
-LayGaLei
October Monday, 3rd->>6:24pm
Wahhh... soo sick.. coughed like crazy today ---.---"... and Maxim's Green Tea Bread..... only tastes like green tea if u eat like 6 at once :P!!!!.... man... but pretty colored :)... ahahha....and " cha seew bo law bao"... sooo good :).. muwhaaha..... hmmmmzzzz..... I unno.. good day today.. I realized I like walking home :).. hahhaa.... listening to music..... and thinking la.. wahh... i realized a lot of people.. think i'm crazy when I walk home.... always "saw seew" ...:).. hehehehe.. but that's okay... " hoy sum mie suc lor" :).. lol......----->>Thoughts??!?!<<<---- Have I matured... not sure... appearance-wise... nope..... thinking-wise... maybe...----.----" hmmmzzz.... I was thinking....aw ho chi sing yut doe hai wan wan ha gei.... even though I'm not people.... think I am.... la... cuz... i seem like wan wan ha.....worst is I'm a "see ji jaw (leo)"... la.....always like to play... but then... soo easy to like someone..... and jong yi jaw yun jau.......sooo hard to like others ga la--------.--------" ..... ahhhhhhh.... and like someone for not long but ho deep gei... and i don't like to be clingy.... but i realize.... i get clingy.... and it's like a reflex ---.---" and then it's like they repel or as least.... yao gum gei feel....aiyha ...... mmm gee ho see jing hai ....... wai see ah ---.----".... dan hai... mmm gee deem guy ga..... dan hai.... ho chi..... aw fut yeen gan "step" jaw ho deep ah -----.------"..... people.... say it's not till u start a relationship that you can let down your gaurd and let yourself fall....... dan hai..... aw gok duc.... too easy to " fall before u even know you've fallen".....and then u wonder ... who'll be at the bottom to catch u???......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
October Sunday, 2nd->>12:20am
So sick today.... but didn't realize how sick I was till I started wokring.. I thought I jsut had like sore throat, but then...... I started to get a stuffed nose.... and i had to call 4hours before my shift at BC place and have a doctor's note... to skip my shift... which was too late la ---.----"...... I worked sooo hard today.... no idea why.... my eyes were like watering... but I think I tried harder today than last time la :P..... ahhh and My dad forgot to pick me up from BC Place... i was waiting for soooo long la... which in the end.. made me more sick... now I am about to die ==========.==========
.... that's how sick I am.. I dont' even knoe .. how I can get my hmwk done... cheee seeeeen ga...... ------>>>Thoughts??!?!?!<<<------- Even though... u might have not knoe it was me....... i knew it was u la..... GOOD WITH remembering voices gwai .... ====.------""" ... at bc place outside... chiew bang.... and chiew dong....... gaw jun seee... lum gun.... yao lum gun....... ying goy call been gaw......serng calll gei.... juw yut ding mong....la... aw yao mm serng fan....... dan hai aw lum gun call gaw jun see.... juw hoy sum.... yun wei gee doe.. yu gaw .... mmm mong.... juw haw yii chat ha.... dan hai... yao lum ha.... fan ju yun is not good la... or.. busy.... yao sut mong......--------.---------" ho chi hai msn la... msg lay... dan hai lay yao away.... mmm msg yao gok duc maybe u are there..... dan hai.. mmm gee aw online jing hai mmm lay loh........... lum too muchie la ----.-----"but everything seems soo neutral.... but this means... moe jun bo.....dan hai... yao see yao lum... moe jun bo.. ho gaw "tui bo" ....... arm mm arm ga???
-Cari
-LayGaLei
October Saturday, 1st->>1:42am
Hahahha.. had fun..... at metro... before work.."I Guess".. hmmzzz.. bot use to hanging out with..... people younger than me....but so "ming heen" those gr.10 girls are playing id to "kao jai"......... but then u never knoe la :P.....ahhh but had like no time to shop :P...... although Eating at Sui Shi Ya... was fun :).. ahah All you can eat ... ahaha I ate sooo much noodles --->> udon/ fried noodle/ cold noodle..... yummmy!!!! :)... omg....... that eel congeee is yummy :P.....hmmzzz.. lots of yummy stuffs :)... too good :P... hahahaha... but my throst hurts even worse now... ahhh.. but worth it gwai.... good foood :P... ahhaha.. after sushi.. walked around..... Andy bought like this hello kitty wedding doll set for his parents anniversary... wahhh.... soooo cute :).. hahahaha.... ahhh but then I had to go to work la...... aiyha... at work... like all joey's friend's came..... ----.-----" they talked about stufff that is definetly not rated "PG" la...... aiyha......ahhhh.. not to mention I saw people I dont' wanna see... ahhhhhh... sooo mad.... I unno to like hit sumthing or like... cry.......CARMAN...... i thought we were friends..... hanging out with edward and not saying hi....... why??????????!?!?!?!?!?!? ......:(......and cindy...... ahhhhhhhhh.... k fine -----------.----------"...... but thanx flora for telling me la......yao see mm hoy sum jun hai mmm gee ying goy deem suen ga....... faat seet yao mmm gee deem faat seet..... keep it inside... but for how long ah........and watched Corpse Bride .... it was as flora said "cute" la.... but the story could be better gwai ... I still wanna watch flight plan..... but waiting.... for someone to be un-busy...loh ....---->>>>Thoughts?!?!!?<<<---- ....... thinking....always thinking... wouldn't it be great if I could live ina my own reality... where I can feel 100% protected fromharm... physically and emotionally..... aiyha..... dan hai... real life is not like that.... I mean in reality.. I can carry on thinking that everything is perfect.... that...when your sure about that "feel".... they'll have it tooo..... but.... in truth.... no matter how "teen jun".. u are.... we can't escape the fact that.... there's sumthing that hurts inside..... when in doubt....... and when the truth comes out.. that u were a "sui po" or " the feelings faded"..... I just wish mine could have faded as fast as theirs..... but...... what if it never fades... when someone seems sooo perfect.. they may not be perfect to others... but they're your perfect..... it's sooooo difficult to make those feelings fade.....always thinking.... time is a precious thing.... everyone is soo busy..... too busy for love.. i think not..... love or like... is a feel that as long as u knoe u have the feeling inside you... no matter how busy u are.. it'll always be with you.... thus... the one person will always be with u........ believe ma??
-Cari
-LayGaLei
September Friday, 30th->>8:17am
Aiyhazzz..... I realized... I can be happy sooooooo easily these days.... I'm soooo busy...... Monday I have nothing but I gotta design spirit wear for the spirit shop this week.... (good day) ./ tuesday- Sutdent Council and Work after school/ Wednesday - hARMony in Action and Portfolio/ Thursday - Spirit Shop and Portofolio planning and work after school/ Friday- Work after school loh...... so like.... Monday when I have no work.... and only hmwk...ot friday when my lunch is free..... I can be like super happy :).. ahhahahaa........ I knoe sum people don't like to be busy..... but i'm thinking all this will help in gr.12.... I mean....good grades aren't everything.... just cuz u get good grades doesn't mean your not lazy...... but then I guesss i'm too busy la....can't wait till I quit my job :).. then I can have more time to hang out :).. muwhahhaa....... and plus... gotta concentrate on school more la..... and plus.... probabaly less gun club in winter ..---->>cold ah ma!!!! :).... plus.. work is soooo frustrating on thursdays.... ahhhh.. I hate working with that lazy lazy lazy lazy old old old old lady... so lazy and mean..... I come to work yesterday and she didn't even sell one shirt----.---" sooo stressed...... it's a good thing I sold 12 before the boss came to check on us..... and when I came... she went to sleep on the counch !!!1... grrrrrrr...." mei yun lai ga" ....--->>> answer .... mmm hai yun lai ga.... ------>>>Thoughts?!?!?!?<<<------- fat gok..... kay sut gwai ju yut gaw yun..... mm hai ho sun fu ga....... kay sut.... aw gok duc gwai ju yut gaw yun........ like "haw yi" gwai ju yut gaw yun.... gay ho ga wo.... even though.... it might seem sad that u can't be with that person..... and u can'
t really see them...but when you reminise through memories.... kay sut.. gay hoy sum ga...... yao see aw mm hoy sum.... yut lum hay dd memories..... aw juw wui seew..... saw yi even though.... i can't see u la...... aw doe wui gay hay lay gei "words"... tong...... memories.... "saw seew"....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
September Wednesday, 25th->>3:39pm
....sO TIRED. TODAy... but at least I don't have work:)... hehehehe...... I unno.. all I can do is look forward to Winter break!!!.. then I can relax..... working at Estea and hanging out with........." aw serng hang-out with gei yun" ....... aiyha... "sut joy tai ho la!!!" ... hehehehehe....hmmzzzz.... so nice... no skool this friday :)...... too bad I have work la..... and work on saturday..... so wanted to go to Pure Tea... on Saturday... and gun club.... but then...... work work...... good thing football season is almost over :)... ehehehee........ so tired yesterday at work.... was so mad....before work.....---------.--------".... ahhh... but then..... might as well forget about it la....not important la......hmmzzz..... but totally dislike walking home in the dark..... dan hai.. ho choi Ar Ju....was on the phone la :P.... hahaha....... dan hai where's my email :P!!!!....... but everyone is busy la...... I realized I don't go online as much anymore.... hmmmzzz :P.... anyways.... work work work this long weekend.... dan hai... next week....hay mong"free" dd la :) ---------->>>Thoughts??!?!?<<<-------- If I want to spend all my time waiting for something that might neevr come.... is that crazy??.... if even though people... say it's a waste of time and that it's not worth it....but yet.... i'm still waiting.... always waiting..... people cant control what u think or do...... no matter how logical... or obvious the outcomes are..... but...in general we do what we ourselves feel is right, not caring what in reality is really right. gum aw hai mmm hai tai "teen jun" ah.... dan hai... even though..... waiting takes time....... somethings... are worth the time.......time passses by so fast sumtimes.....always wanting more time..... but...... deem guy.... time can pass by the fastest when...... your just suddenly thinking.... thoughts... wandering through..... and suddenly.. hours have passed........... hours... just thoughts..... what can I say....."Time Well Spent" ^..............^
-Cari
-LayGaLei
September Sunday, 25th->>9:01am
WOW.. YESTERDAY.... was like... packed la :P...... did sooo much...... hehehe.... good food :)... I ate at "oy mo ok"....--->>Jang Mo Jib..... for lunch...... yes!!!! SEAFOOD PANCAKE:)..... mmmmmmzzzz....:P .... and it's fun hanging out around Mix... with Suki... lol....:)....... oo and DInneR... i went to Feng Shern ---->>Vogue.... taiwanese food :P... yummmy...... Red bean... ckae thingy... hahaha... they make it way better than Traditional :P...... hahaha... yummmmyyy.. such good food ah :)... ahhahaha happy :).. hahaha " chong gay bong doe jick la"...... hehehehehe... yummmy "Ho Ho Mai AH!!!! ".... SO YUMMMY......heheheheh...... hmmzzz.. next time I wanna go eat Chocolate Fondo... :).... muwhahahaha... eat everything :)..... and yes.. next week.... after school pics.,.... I can eat "JAP PA"..... hahaha.. Gum doe... jap pa:P... yes !!!!...... hmmmzzzz....... but sent a text to someone.. but no reply..... hai mm hai... aw gok duc ho wan...... dan hai..... i was too boring ah ---------.----------" ----------->>>> Thoughts?!?!?!?<<<<------- ..... lots of thinking ....do we match...... mmm gee deem guy..... dan hai.... aw gok duc......lay hai "most" am aw ga... dan hai...... i thnk..... maybe.... I'm not that great..... la..... saw yi..... lay wak jie "fong hay jaw" aw la.... aw jong yi tong lay talk..... aw jong yi lay teach aw yea....... aw jong yi tang ur jokes... even though they are sometimes...."cold jokes" :P..... tong my yao gaw gum gok...... lay mm wui teach bad aw.... tong my..... chi chi we hang out... aw doe sing yut laugh... and hoy sum loh..... but most importantly... I know aw mmm hai sing yut yao lee gaw "Feel" ga..... dan hai.... lay wah yeew more than "Feel"......aw jing hai shern gee doe.......lay lum mei..... No one is perfect... even if your with someone.... you never really knoe what's going to happen..... you might think at first that they are totally different from you... or maybe.... everything seems.... too unpredictable...... but... remember.... people develop over time....... it's the people that enter our lives that mold us into a new stage in life... you can't force change on someone...it just happens naturally.... but u can learn acceptance of someone's faults....... then you ask .... is it more important to match 100% or is it more important that.....there's a feeling that we should be together.... No one knoes... someone who u thought matches can change into someone that doesn't... and maybe.. someone who u thought was sooo different from u... can become.... someone.... that matches you to a piont, and teaches u that as long as your happy together.... certain qualities can be accpeted :)..... just wanna knoe what your thinking.......-------------.-----------------"
-Cari
-LayGaLei
September Wednesday, 21st->>3:45pm
ahhh/// o got like blinded yesterday!!!!... ahhhh... omg....... I went to the storeroom and Joey's "guy" friend was changing!!!.. wth!!!!... why didn't anyone tell me.... not to mention the dude was chubby so nuthing to see!!!1..... ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww........ blinded for life man!!!!!!!...and everything is skool is sooo.. ummzz"neutral".... I unno.... I'm super busy... I've got like sumthing to do everyday... I unno.. eveyrthing is becoming...... crowded....... but I hope I can handle it..... ---->>Thoughts??!?!?!<<------ how do u knoe when u actually like someone.... I mean...... if u only knoe someone for a short amount of time..... not even a week..... they say they like u.... they say... they dont' wanna lose u...... but.... then.... they dont' really knoe anything about you..........so.... you stand there thinking... thinking..... but.... then knowing that..... I can't think forever...----------.-----------".......... I unno....... I never realy know............. but really...... acting too fast just makes u think wat if.... over and over..... what if..... what if.......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
September Sunday, 18th->>9:44pm
lol... happy mid-autumn's fest!!!... hehe yes!!......MOONCAKE :).... yummy.. lol... Pretty good day ..... not bad not bad :)... hehehehee.....ummzz.. went out for lunch wit my dad.. then emt up with Richard... to by b-day gift for people :P....... hahhaa.... someone will be a lucky girl :P.. hahaha..... yes... i find that most things I buy for peopel are useless... but agian...... at least it's sumthing right??? lol... hehehe... ahhh.....hmmzzz... lots of thinking to do tonite..... but.... a break from thinking..... DINNER!!!... yes!!... sharp fin... and everything!!!.. hehehe.. love big dinners... lots of food... :).... but after..... had to finish my long forgotten hmwk....... good thing it's easy..----.----"... lol.. anyways.... ----->>Thoughts???!?!?!<<<---- too many things happening at once.... HMMZZ...at first I knew .. 100% what i wanted.... but when I actually got to that piont.... wat I wanted wasn't 100% there anymore... so then.... I started to give it time.. cuz i "thot" it was worth it.... and then.... something else came along... I didn't knoe if I wanted it or not.... but it just never seemed to go away...... and..... then I thot that maybe it deserved a chance..... and some how ... sumthing else comes along..... something.. I would have never thot would..... and it's sooo direct and... it knoes it wants to stay..... but..... once all these things piled up.. it's hard to decide which one to keep..... one must not be greedy....."Must keep one and one ONLY"!!!!!......in this case.... there is only 2 choices.... choose one or lose all....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
September Saturday, 17th->>1:20am
Hmmzzz... super tired... I went to dance like everyday ...... and like at lunch and after skool man.. like 2 hours.... of dance a day!!!..... yet did not make the hip hop team..... I finally got the steps.... cuz I practiced like.... for 10min in the morning before skool.. but it's not enough...... when there is only one spot left..... it's not jsut the steps... it's everything... but ya.... I guess I have more time to do other stuff.. student Council..... and harmony in action.... ohh right and the envirnomental club.. yes I'll join all of them.. nerdy "yes"... btu also... super good for getting into University :)... hahahaha........ and it's okay that I didn't get in.. cuz I knoe I wasn't the best.... and I knoe I probabaly couldn't have kept up... everyday after hip hop at skool I go right to work.... like zero time to practice dance....... and I'm not naturally good at it.. so no practice no good!!!!..... but there is always next year :P... I'll practice :P..... but then... I'm pretty into gun club right now :P.... hahaha.....ahhh...... after improving but still not up to "par"...... in dance..... I went to work right after skoool... hahah had this long convo with my cuzin on the bus about how.. his mom is marrying agian.... to this rich guy.. and ahahah "laughs" ....then went to work..... hmmzzz.. not really tiring... but not very exciting..... First I was suppose......."tie hay"... with ... someone........ dan hai...."We need more time and space..... I guess" ... and then... I was suppose to "sick yea" but no.. "yeew fan gong"..... and ended up hanging out wit Richard... wahh so popular lol..... "rightz"... ahha kept bumping into people he knew.... dude...... small world...lol.... some hwo alll chinese friends ... ahahaha.... ahhh... so bad.... " I lost the stickers..... man never done that before" ... hahaa....it's okay next time :P and wow.. hippo cafe is actually kinda pretty ......... I like the couches and lights...... "nice nice" .... lol.......ahhh tried to retrace some steps..... after eating......( btw seriously.....i don't eat like a mouse)...hmmzzz... and I don't think walking home is that scary.. I mean it is scary.... but as long as u got a phone it's okay.... but.. I guess safer with someone else :P.......---->>>Thoughts?!?!?<<<------- I realize I really shouldn't be commenting on this since...... some chances I don't take too seriously.... but anyways.... Chances dont' just coem along whenever u want them to.... if u really want a chance at something... u gotta make sacrifices.... and if your not willing to make sacrafices.. then I guess this chance isn't worth much to u..... if u keep saying hwo much u want a chance... but your too lazy or... u just can't bring yourself to do anything about it...... then this chance is obviously not very important..... so why do people always ask for chances.... when.... they dont' plan on proving they deserve a chance....... all talk and no action.....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
September Wednesday, 14th->>9:38pm
AHhhh... sucked at dance today.... but I guess it was expected.. I am not a natural dancer./////... i didn't even practice like I should ahve :(...... and.. then bad luck already this morning.....I burnt myself with a curling iron.... ahhhhhhhh.. bad day.. even worse la.. recieved an email......why.... are guys so complicated yet they say girls are complicated...... "haw yee one day wah...... ho ho jong yi"..... next day "wah.... ummzzz.. maybe aw mm arm lay"...... I dont' think anyone really knoes who's right for who..... there's nothing wrong with taking a chance ah ma.... dan hai... I guess feelings can't be pushed...."been jaw sum juw beem jaw sum....."... everyone has a change of heart... but ..some people change soo fast,....... faster than...... all those steps in hip hop... aiyha.. things are soo complicated......... everytime someone says we need "time".. it's not time that they want... they jsut want... to end anything from starting..... ---->>>Thoughts??!?!?<<<-----..... actually... happiness doesn't last for very long.... happiness only exists within our own minds and soul..... but to experience it... is another story........ relationships are temporary happiness.... everyone changes sooo fast...... guys say girls are flower hearted ...... look at the guys..... one week like.. next week don't even care......----.----".... one week wah.... i'll give u time..... next week.. time out.......... one day wah.. we need time....... next day...... the only time your spending is the time... u are waiting for when they'll talk to u........ " aw hai mm hia.. gong chaw yea........ lay hai mm hai jong yi jaw someone else....... lay wah wui bei time aw....dan hai.. aw dd time hai mm hai run out jaw ah..........hai mm hai ... aw mm jick duc lay dung la........"
-Cari
-LayGaLei
September Tuesday, 13th->>6:43pm
September Monday, 12th->>6:43pm
September Sunday, 11th->>12:47am
September Saturday, 10th->>1:16am
September Wednessday, 7th->>3:40pm
September Tuesday, 6th->>8:44pm
September Monday, 5th->>9:03pm
September Sunday, 4th->>8:41pm
September Saturday, 3rd->>1:33am
September Thursday, 1st->>7:28pm
August Wednesday, 31st->>7:38pm
August Tuesday, 30th->>7:47pm
August Monday, 29th->>7:28pm
August Sunday, 28th->>9:03pm
August Saturday, 27th->>7:35pm
August Friday, 26th->>8:51pm
August Thursday, 25th->>9:13pm
August Wednesday, 24th->>8:08pm
August Tuesday, 23rd->>11:59pm
August Monday, 22nd->>10:30pm
August Sunday, 21th->>8:20pm
August Saturday, 20th->>10:15pm
August Friday, 19th->>11:42pm
August Thursday, 18th->>8:37pm
August Saturday, 13th->>11:59pm
August Friday, 12th->>11:39pm
August Thursday, 11th->>3:33pm
August Wednesday, 10th->>3:33pm
August Tuesday, 9th->>8:17pm
August Sunday, 7th->>8:40pm
August Saturday, 6th->>10:19am
August Thursday, 4th->>6:20pm
August Tuesday, 2nd->>11:59.pm
July Saturday, 30th-->>1:05am
July Thursday, 28th-->>9:33am
July Wednesday, 27th-->>1:18pm
July Tuesday, 26th-->>9:33pm
July Saturday, 24th-->>12:39pm
July Saturday, 16th-->>8:37am
April Sunday, 10th-->>12:49am
March Monday, 28th-->>09:41pm
March Saturday, 27th-->>02:03am
March Monday, 21th-->>10:19pm
March Saturday, 19th-->>11:02pm
Febuary Sunday, 27th-->>1:15am
Febuary Sunday, 27th-->>1:44am
Febuary Saturday, 26th-->>10:30am
Febuary Friday, 18th-->>10:22pm
December Saturday, 25th-->>11:12am
November Wednesday, 30th-->>4:12pm
November Wednesday, 17th-->>5:32pm
November Wednesday, 10th-->>5:32pm
November Thursday, 4st-->>8:33pm
November Monday, 1st-->>8:33pm
October Thursday, 28th-->>5:33pm
October Wednesday, 27th-->>9:33pm
October Tuesday, 26th-->>3:33pm
October Thursday, 21th-->>9:33pm
October Wednesday, 20th-->>4:23pm
October Tuesday, 19th-->>6:33pm
October Tuesday, 19th-->>5:34pm
October Monday, 18th-->>6:34pm
October Wednesday, 13th-->>5:30pm
October Tuesday, 12th-->>4:12pm
October Wednesday, 6th-->>5:23pm
October Tuesday, 5th-->>5:01pm
October Friday, 1st-->>3:32pm
September Thursday, 30th-->>3:59pm
September Wednesday, 29th-->>3:36pm
September Monday, 27th-->>3:43pm
September Sunday, 26th-->>6:21pm
September Saturday, 25th-->>1:01pm
September Friday, 24th-->>8:34pm
September Friday, 24th-->>4:02pm
September Thursday, 23rd-->>6:14pm
September Tuesday, 21st-->>3:48pm
Sooo... much things to do now... I'mma join all the clubs....and.... I think I'll quit work soon la... I need to do school stuff.. and need to time.. to hang out with people :)... hehehehe.... ahhh so confusing.... so... I've given up trying to get into dance class la.... although art is soo annoying.. ahhhh........ but w/e la :P...... academic is most important :P!!!! ..... hmmzzz.. went to student council today..... lol..... just talk talk tlak :P!!!!..... and HARMONY IN ACTION tomlo... wow.. so many clubs :P!!!..... hmwk is sooo overwhelming... but no worries.. it's almost wednesday... :P..... mid week!!!.. yea!! :).. hehhee...... and I don't have to go to yoshi today sooo hapy :)... lol.... I wonder if I'll even work this week... hmmmzzzz... but if I don't work Thursday I can go to DANCE without a problem la :Phehehe ... hmmzzz.... wierd day.. today I kept losing my binders everwhere=====.=====" sooo fa man......Aiyha I need to go shopping soon.. need to buy winter clothing :)....... white white white :)... yes... winter...... :)... hehe nice warm clothing :)...... and snow ball fights... and cute snow men ..... aiyha....winter should come faster :)....... and then winter break.... then I can hang out more :).....------>>Thoughts??!?!?!<<----- What does it mean to be official.... like to be known as a couple.... is it when the guy asks the girl out????... or is it .... when u knoe u have that feel??... what if it feels official when ... but the two people never even talked about being gf and bf...... hmmzz I'm thinking...... that... a relationship.... or a girl definetly can't feel secure unless it's official....... but is it crazy to not be official... but wanna be loyal... and only think and wanna see that one person........ even though u don't know if the other person only likes u.... and only wants to be with u...... When it's all official.. there's a feeling of safety and at least u knoe that the other person is serious and feels the same way....right????..... but is it asking for too much???......."thinking"la........ hai mm hai ho ma fan ah......
-Cari
ahhh.... i'm so stressed.... not even funni.... hmwk and all the things i need to do.... i can't wait till the weekend... when icna just relax... and maybe hang out with people :).... or person..... or w/e.. la .... lol.... I have to finish hmwk.... and . all.. ahh and dance try out Wednesday.... but soooo not very confident... and my work hours are lowering... yet i'm happy... then I can do other things... sumtimes I think it would be better if they fire me... but then....... how do i go out wihtout money..... my allowance.... won't last very long ----.---" .. ahhh..... sucks... how could I have handed my resume in at Pearl Fever sooo late..... hopefully the new trainees suck :P... lol..... but w/e.... la ........ but then without work I can do a lot more things wor.... hmmmzzzz..... today was soo boring...... just got hmwk ....... ahhhh worse class ever!!!..--->>english..... I'mma Kill EDWARD!!!....... yes..... not nice.... but..... he pulled the chair from under me... and i fell.. I hate him....!!!!!.... ahh.. he's worse than Seyoon.....who does that???.. what grade are we in???.. hurt soooooo much!!!!... and yes... almost cried.. cuz my tailbone hurt like aksdlkja;sld;asl.... but then.... no way.....!!! ----------.----------" ...... but then at lunch time.. I got a txt which made me happy la :P.....lol....anyways...... I better do my hmwk :P-------->>Thoughts?!?!?!<<-------- Hmmzzz....... facing problems with a friend..... ahhhh... constant.... negging.... but yet I knoe it's necessary gwai.... but all I can do is.... stop the stress...... by thinking of u...... looking at sticky pics ah!!!!.... hehehe... when everything in the world is a blur and everything is cluttered into confusion..... comfort can be found in the past..... reminising into the memories... la :).... as little as there are... they are worth so much ^---------^""....... soo little time... I wish I could stretch each second of the day... even if i could only get one second more...... or a half.. or even nano-sec..... :).... I can't wait till it's the weekend.. cuz school is a must.... but at least.... a weekend is my time.......!!!! if everyday could be memorable..... i'd want every memory ....... to have u in it....... dan hai........ dream ja gwai.... ho sor ah.. hai mm hai lei.....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Went To BC PLACE... to get my picture id.. i realize I really hate id cards... they take the worst picture of u possible.... great ---.----" hmmzzz.. I unno what to say .. la... got an email la.....which made me think a lot... but about what's important la.... but still.... there are things that should just happen I guess..... I unno ---.---" I think that school is sooo important..... but then.... I can't let school be my whole life right??..... I think no matter how hard school is I should be able to do what I want ah ma...... hmmzz.. speaking of school..... Chem is such a downer.... a project and it's the first week..... ---->>Thoughts??!?!?!<<<---- What is time???... is it really better to have more time.... we waste time anyways..... the more time we have the more time we like to waste doing nuthing..... I'd like to have more time to do things I wanna do... but think of it this way..... if your time is limited.... wouldn't u make better use of it??? it u could only spend 2 hours with someone wouldn't u cherish those two hours..... more than... if u had a whole day.. I mean a whole day is great... but I bet not every minute.... was remebered as each minute would be in a short time of two hours...... so... to say there's not enough time..... it's not true.... as long as u make whatever little time..... worthwhile.. the shortest time will be able to last days through memories that are endless......right^---------^""~!!!
-Cari
-LayGaLei
School.. sucks... couldn't switch into Block D Dance!!!!... why!?!?!?!?!?...... ahhhhh...I want HIP HOP!!!!.... ahhh but I will not give up!!!... i'mm try agian monday!!!... SOMEONE HAS TO SWITCH OUT OF SOCIALS BLOCK B!!!!..... HAHAHAH.... but english was all good fun ... yes... me and chad went 5mins early and go tthe back seats.... yet..... I was and pushed by Se yoon.. (loser)!!!.... aiyha... so desperate for the seat.. which made me want it even more.... but then... he asked Dan to help.. and they lifted the deak.. with me in it.. to the middle of the class... but yea... I won in the end... when.... Seyoon left the classroom.. and I stole the seat!!!!... heheheh...... fun fun fun!!! ahhh.. went to work... boring... ate peanuts.. the whole time :P....... during work Victa called while I was upset... so decided to come to metro after I get off la...... Walked TO all the sport stores looking for all white Adidas Suit...... moe leew.... aiyha.. but then couldnt' find it... and then ended up..... out side... metro where everyone smokes!!!"bad air"... btu good view.... loooking at the " night sky" I guess.. I unno...Victa trying to force me to tell him what's wrong......hmmzzz.. stood there for really really long time...... Wanting to go home on skytrain cuz fast and easy.... but ...... super lame....Victa wanted to drive even though....he doesn't even knoe hwo to drive to Surrey.... aiyha...... went to play on the swings...... I haven't played on the swings for soooooo long......... and I finally told him what was wrong.... no help at all..... how could he.... he's a guy.... Flora... why did u have to be @ work?!?!? ----->>>Thoughts??!?!<<<------ Aw jong yu faat gok aw jong yi jaw lay...... before.. aw yi wei...maybe hai.... for moment... and I'll get over it.... dan hai.... mm hai ga....... but gaw....maybe I thought too long gwai.... yee ga... aw doe mm gee lay deem "Feel" gei..... bei dd fan ying la....---.---".....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Ahhhh sooo many courses to switch... first I switched to Art Lv.3.... now I wanna switch to Dance and Socials Block B.... great....ahhh Dance is sooo full though... I hope I get in!!!!.... ahhhh...... all I'm thinking about is New classes.. and hopefully I new job ^..........^""".. Yoshi is killing me la!!! ahhh... anyways...... schoool schoool schoool.. it's okay I guess... can't complain... not official first week yet... but... if I get into dance i WILL BE SOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!---->>Thoughts??!?!?!<<<------ Being happy is simple.... just let things go the way.. they go... ... when a depressing event in life happens..... we can spend the rest of our days.... pondering what could have been if this event didn't happen... or what we could have done to prevent this event..... or even..... at this moment thinking what we can do.... However ..... while all these thoughts run through our head........ what we're really doing to ourselves is isolation.... when your sad and depressed... u hide yourself..... and u'll act like nuthing is wrong.... but really... your on the verge of breaking down....... there's no instant way to recover from an unexpected upset..... but..... "time" will heal all......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Aiyha... first day of school so gay..... but after school.... I went to Pearl Fever and I drank Strawberry Green tea.... and it made me all happy :).... but thinking about school tomolo.... ahhh wanting to die la... and realizing I can't find my backpack... what to do ah!!!!.... ----.----" ----->> Thoughts?!??!<<----..... lay hai been doe ah...... lay gay see wui tong aw gong yea ga...... Answer ....: mmmm gee.. mm gee... mei doe mm gee...... school officially starts tomlo... I guess what I really need to do is focus on what's in front of me... and what will happen.... happen la...... :)..... "think happy ending "
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Ahhhh...... last day working in richmond..... last day of summer break.... last everything...."why"???....Although today @ work was pretty good... I was super tired.... but still lol... fun... #1... Suki got a calll from someone that we were both waiting for :P.... hehehe.... ahhh... my I didn't get a txt reply from someone :(....."sighs".... busy people.... ahh w/e la... anyways.... a lot of crazy people came into Mix and Match today..... kinda scary.... but really more sad..... aiyha..... and ahhhh stupid cbc guys.... like 8 of them came in ..... and wanted to buy deisel bags.... god.. so "ma fan" ... and SUki was suppose to look after those bunch of guys.... but they kept staring at me.. so SUki made me help them... ahhh.... no coool.... surrounded at the counter by like 8 guys who are such perverted idiots.... god specially the short one..... ahh... swearing non-stop..... and kept talking about.... condoms... and stuff... what a freak.... ahhh... so akward..... especially at cash ---.---".... but anyways... the jap/chinese guy at ECO is cool.... always waves :P.. hahaha... funni :P.... and Gary is the meanest!!! "Say Fay Jai"!!!.... ahhh SUki pulled the curtain on accident when he was changing.... "I'm blind ".... ahhhh FAY JAI ah ----.---".....so sad...... everything is gonna be so different this year.... I don't knoe if I hate it or wat....... I knoe this year will be different... but don't knoe how ah ------>>>Thoughts?!?!?<<<--------- Neeed to figure out...... what's real and what's not... i think that liking someone is to be with someone that in our minds is perfect... my perfect is someone... very tall/ good looking/ smart/ have heart.. adn etc.... but that's soooo "teen jun" ... yet.. really... even when someone that seems so perfect comes along..... good looking and everything...... nothing happens.... yet I "but gee but gok gum....." like the someone.... who has heart... who's smart....... who's fun to be with... but not 100% prince charming.... but in my eyes.... he's perfect....."my perfect"......yet..... when though I knoe that... so confused gei.... y?? ah... waiting... for a sign to show that it's real la...... Thinking la ..... thinking.......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Omg I just realized I was so tired yesterday I didn't even save the entry I wrote in yesterday.... ahhhh..... great...... and anyways...I had the busiest day at work yesterday and then me and suki was like suepr tired!!!!... but then.. after I went out for dinner... and then to Pure tea lol.. met up with ANdy/Tim/Julian/Alice... talking abotu how ANdy is this majopr flirt who deosn't kneo he's a flirt.... and he kept trying to hit on me to prove it..."barfs" ....anyways... today was a good day too.. hehehe.. I went to dim sum with my dad/Ah Yuan/Kathy..... lol..... and then after I went to GUN CLUB!!!... YES!!!... again my shoulder is bruised but that's okay la.... hahaha yes I am getting good:).. well better... at least I can shoot the target most of the time!!! :)..... yes yes... but since I got better with single direction targets..... AH YUAN MADE ME shoot on an angle:P!!!... but I hit it like twice...... but still.... lol.. I'm getting better than last time la :P... yes!!!!>. and I can learn gun every saturday and sunday soon :P.... hahaha.... joy joy joy :P!!!..then after like 2 hours of shooting.. I went to Pure TEA... for honey Green Tea... and then Nightmarket.. haha jsut bought skool supplies and shoe laces... but need new shoes... my pumas have gun powder on them :P aiyha......Now I'm back at Pure Tea :P...lol.. waiting for my sister so I can have dinenr :P------>>>Thoughts?!?!?<<<----- How can you really tell that someone likes you... or if they are a big flirt ( like Andy lol.j/k j/k ).... ahahha hmmzzz... aiyha.... so many things are decieving in the world.... how can we ever tell when someone is true or not.... but what's even harder is to tell if we ourselves are feeling our true feelings or a splur of the moment.... How can u be sure ... that u really like someone and they really like u??.... if one feeling to be hurt... btu it's another to hurt someone...."Ponders"....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
lol.... FUn day today :P ...lol...but so sad.... I almost "note" ALMOST missed the bus I had to run..."sut lai" .... man..... but at least I got to work on time la:).... Ah my Third to last day at Richmond Centre... soo gonna miss Richmond onces school starts :P....aiyha....lol...Mostly just chatting today.. no like... big news but still good.. and then Suki's friend was gonns bring stuff for High Tea....but I got off work before he came :P....aiyha.... and Ar Ju was LATE!!!... SUki said ... bad person.....hahahaha.... late soooo long ... lol... Suki was gonna hide me in the room and say I left :P... hahaha... but I'm too nice... and was busy arguing with Gary :P.... lol.... so didn't hide la :P hahaha.... so left Mix and Match at around 6:30.... maybe a little before la.... and then shopped around Richmond Centre...ahhh.... went to all the mian store "Below The Belt" "Latitude" "Plush" "Plenty" ... man.... nuthing really good la... :P...... But Ar Ju Bought those really cool eggs for a His Friend ....cute cute cute :)... hehehe..... Hmmzzz.... Went to Aberdeen la... Tokk Sticker pics... btu I really really hate that machine.... takes pics sooo ugly!!!!!.... dislike that machine ----.----" it looks nice inside though... but really crappy man!!! hahaha... Saw Sie K working today I think with Winnie gwai.... but didnt' wanna both them :P..... so went shopping at Aberdeen after pics.. but seriously... unless u wanna buy honger clothes..... Aberdeen isn't the best palce to go... all the T5S are like "out jaw" Style... man.... :P but I really really really need clothes ah ma ----.---"...lame.... I wanna go to Robson :P..... ooo.. then After Ar Ju took me to "Man Zhong" .... this Japanese Restuarant.. the food is soo cute and special :)... man .... wahhh.. so duc yi :)... lol.... there's like Chopped Scallop Pizza :P.... hahaha soo cute :)...and I like the Hot Pot.... it's pretty normal.. but I like how they serve it to u :).. hahaha... even though we waited 20min for a table.. it's all good la :)...heheh... yummy :P..and SUki CALLED ME!!!... FROM "gUm Doe"... SO.sad.. she was proabably eating Jap Pa!!!... MAN :(....... I can't eat it... pimples man!!!... ahhhh.....but hahaha her call had better news ...lol...haha "Laing Jai" called back wor... hahaha... wow.. so many surprises at night :P.. lol... Then NIGHTMARKET :).. hehe yes...I haven't been to nightmarket when it's actually dark before.. especially stayed till it almost closed teem...:P... I thought it would be harder to find my way.. but it's okay la :P...lol.. hehe Ate "Mango/Strawberry and Pistachio Gelato"... ahah.. the Mango/Strawberry was okay but too sour.... the Pistachio was the best... too bad they didn't have strawberry shortcake and Tiramisu :)..... lol.... then I drank Fresh Juice... like I do everytime I go to the Nightmarket :P.... this time "Honey Dew Melon" and Ar Ju had ummzz.. Lychee la :P.... so sad.. didnt' find Glass Chess for Ar Ju... hahah but I found the Graffiti Von Dutch Hat :P... hahaha ya.. Von Dutch Hat is a little out... but I like it :)... hehhee.... walked around whole nightmarket..... saw a lot of Hello Kitty Stuff... btu nothing I could really use la..... mostly look at. :P...... at the end We bought a puzzle ... lol... but there's like cheats on the back ... hahaa....ooo.. saw Ar Ju's friend...haha carrying a really cute Pig stuffy :P... lol... and then when we left... he almost ran over them with the car .. hahaha..... and we got lost getting home...lol.... but overall fun day la :P----->> Thoughts??!!??<<----- I thinking that I'd like to believe I'm a really simple person..... and can be satisfied... but really simple things... and I can be... but..... I also realized no one can really be satisfied with simplicity 24/7..... because through simplicity I think a person must enjoy the times of boredom when there is really absolutely nuthing to do..... yet...I personally... Prefer surprises... and such... and sometimes.... simplicity.... can come off as settling for something lower than expectations..... no way!!!.... sO i realized... yes I can be simple...but there are degrees in simplicity...... therefore...... I realize that satisfaction is really hard to find... I mean... you can possess one thing.. but in a few minutes... you'll see sumthing better.. and feel unsatisfied... when will it all end ???
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Hmmzz. got my pay from Mix and Match today... but still didn't get my paycheck from Estea Express yet...ahhh... I thought I worked sooo much... but actually I didn't work very much at all..... didn't get paid much.... exactly enough to help pay for Flora's K750i:P.... seeee..... "aw gum ho yun" :P... my whole paycheck man!!!!.... sooo can't believe so much work... ahhh but it's okay la.... not like I do a lot of actual work at work :)...lol.. ahhh but Jessica wants me to work Tuesday/Thursday/Friday @ Metro... when school starts... ahh life.... great... my plans of hanging out more is not going well.... so work Tuesday/Thursday/Friday then dance/GUn Club Saturday........ and hopefully hang out on Friday after work.... or saturday before Gun Club la :P.... aiyha..... busy busy busy.... but it's all good.. although I plan on only work Two days when Jessica (the boss btw) comes back from Hong kong!!!!>... can't take all that work.... ah ma.... especially on Thursday... I have to work with the old lady.... aiyha.... "Tired say aw"...... ahhhh I'mma miss working at RICHMOND CENTRE!!!.... more relax and smaller...... hahaha.....and plus.. I meet so much more people... ahhhh..... and way more fun customers..... aiyha....Man... I walked all the way from Richmond Centre to Pure Tea... not a bad exercise though.... but a... sooo mean... Ah Dan...!!!!!... I waited like 30mins,..... so I chose to walk... than wait for a ride la.....lol... I realized I can walk to Pure Tea from RC in around 25mins.... too many traffic lights though..... hehehe and the only thing I can make 100% right at Pure Tea is Honey Green Tea... but tastes good :)... lol...... I drank tooo much slush last week ... aiyha..... ----->>> Thoughts??!?!?<<<-------- Have you ever just sat down and started to day dream out of nowhere...???.. I realized I day dream a lot...... it's when things around u get boring.... and u try to think about sumthing interesting to stop you from.... dying of boredom :P ...lol....... like at work... when there's like nuthing to do.. meaning at Yoshi @ Metro.... sometimes sooo boring.... I day dream... ahhhh... good times.... thinking about past.... thinking about what if's... thinking about someone... thinking about what I can do after work.... or what to eat ...... hahah I knoe what people think" sor jaw"....lol.. but that's okay la... lol.... "hoy sum juw duc ga la"....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
So last day at Estea...... soo busy.... and when Heidi Left only me and Sie K... ahhh god.... I tried.... to make Honey Green tea soo many times.... I unno why it's sooo hard ----.----".... but I'll be better in the winter... can't wait..... ahhh lol....ooo saw Sie K's gf.. wahh so pretty.. " kui jup doe la" ...lol.. ahahha... they are soo cute..... "ching lui" cellphones.... wahhhhh... lol.. ho sweet wor.... "sighs"...... happiness like that is sooo hard to find la... but.... nuthing wrong with waiting... until something perfect comes along :)....so far I have plans for Friday/Saturday/sunday...... I wish I had plans for tomlo... I don't wanna waste anymore time ah ma..... hmmzzz.... think think think la......I guess I can plan out all the things I need to buy tomlo.. ahhh so much I NEED TO buy ---.----".....not to mention so much to do... I don't even knoe what to wear on first day of school yet ---.---".....ahhh and need to change courses...... ohhh great..... ahhhh but after I get use to everything... it'll just become routine... then I'll just have to plan out my weekends... which will hopefully be dance/gun club/HANGING OUT <<--- TRES IMPORTANTE!!:).... All I plan to do is focus on school.... but keep some leisure.... perfect.... and I wanna become closer friends... with people who I've drifted from last year.......... goals are simple = friends and school.... ----->>>Thoughts??!?!??<<<-----..... why do people drift apart???..... I remeber last year... one week our group was super close..... and the next week... I think I drifted.... alll of a sudden... no one even told me what happened.... ahhh life.... lucky unlike the others I'm not dependant on one group of friends..... sure that group of friends is extremely important to me..... but when things drift.... w/o warning w/o explaination w/o even the slightest sign of recovery... then sometimes.. u just have to ....move on..... At first no matter wat the situation is.... you'll try really hard to pretned that nuthing has happened.. and hope that this is only temporary.... but..... when weeks pass.... and it's gone downhill nuthing left to do...... the main thing is to be happy..... if your not happy with the people your trying to regain acceptance from ... then these people aren't worth your time....... I personally I have been in denial.... maybe I'll stay this way...... since I stilll haven't decided....if it's a lost cause or not... all I knoe is that when I reminise over the past ... the fun... the laughter... the memories.. we shared as a group together.... I think.. it'll all be worth it...... to keep the group close together..... but maybe I've changed and drifted without knoeing........... so many maybes....... but all school usuals "the usual Crowd" "the usual lunch activity" "the usual lunch hang out".. in the official first week of school everything will be determined....... and hopefully all the maybes will disappear la....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Today is my second to last day at Estea Express till Winter Break... so sad... I'mma miss it sooo much....... when I go to skool I'll have to work at Yoshi... I don't really like it... but then... it's money to play ----.----".... Just looking forward to winter break... no skool.... Estea ... and.. I can go hang out with my friends... lol.. made lots of drinks today... lol.... not too bad la :P... need to be faster :P summer will be officially over... in a week when skool opens....and we have to sit in our desk... find out homerooms.... and see the same teachers standing in front of us.... all over again... but then there'll be one thing to look forward to... December 16... the being of Winter Break.. when I can go back to Estea.... and.. I can hang out with all my friends.... and do w/e.... jsut waiting... I unno.. but just thinking about skool..makes me stressed out... super stresssed out !!! ..... homework... and everything.... how do u suddenly turn from SUmmer "free-mode" to School "jail-mode" .... ahh... and I have so much to get ready too!!.. binders/paper/ pens/ everything.. locker decor :) lol.... man.... and I need to buy clothes.. and get my shoes... and..... hair ... ahhh... so much to do all at once..... I didn't even notice school was starting soo fast ---.----" Not to mention... I met so many people.. this summer.. all my new friends.... so little time to hang out with them when school starts.... although.... I guess I will try really hard to hang out with some people.. even when school starts ^----------^"" .... ------>>> Have yopu ever felt like ... there's been a period of time in your life when everything is just perfect..... Like you can live in this state of life forever.... just be frozen within that period of time..... I feel that now.... I can't even imagine.. how it's going to be like when school starts... cuz I just wanna be in summer.. forever..... I remebr last year.. summer sucked... cuz of all the work in summer school.... and when school came .. I was okay with it.... btu this year... I wanna stay frozen in time...... I wanna be happy... I got work... I got new friends.... I time to play.... it's been great.... reminising over what I want to stay my reality.... but knowing in concious thought that it's not possible to remain.... here... czu reality is ever changing......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Lol... started off this morning not wanting to go out... the rain was sooo upsetting.. but ended up going out anyways... hung out with my Best buddy Jsn :P... lol... hahahahaha... wow... Known Jason for 3 years now....not even same school... but close friends"lan duc lan duc".... ahhaha wow... can't believe he got me a hallmark card .... lol..... and yes.... jsn your writing could use a little work :P....lol..... ahhaha but Tweety Bird is soo cute.... lol...!!! ...lol... anyways... chatted the whole time... like walked around everywhere... I didn't even notice where we were going ...:P..... well Besides Starbucks... btw the Shaken Ice Green Tea thing... really doesn't taste very good ....---.---" I guess I'm use to the green tea at bubble tea :P..... cuz I htink it tastes wayyyy better :P ...lol.... ahhh too bad had to go home early "sister locked outside house" ...... it's nice to sit at Starbucks.. and talk :P.... hehehe..... hmmmzzz......yup yup... and I bought hair dye today too.... I have like no time.... to get my Hair dye professionally... and really need it dyed... so w/e..... DYing it myself :)...."Deep Purple"... which is like... Purple-Black :P.... I was gonna dye it red... but I've dyed it red so many times.... try sumthing different I guess :) ....I unno... if it'll look good.. but... no harm in trying..... :P..lol ----->>>Thoughts??!?!?<<<<------ Why does just thinking about school starting give me the sense of stress.... ahhh.... the classes all coming at me all at once ---.---" what to do !!!!!!.... ahhh.....and.... being frustrated about changing courses.... god....all this jsut to start off the year.... but then I think agian.... Last summer was soo unproductive... and pretty boring...... so this year I promised myself to keep myself busy and do things that I wanted to do to have the best summer :).... and I did... it's been a great summer :).... so great I never want it to end!!!!.... But then I think... if I can make it a great summer... I can make this a great school year... well hopefully......"Life is always going to be filled with obstacles.... but as long as we keep focus on what we want and set that as our destination.... everything.... will end up the way we want eventually....."
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Ahhh........... I wanna go up to a hill or mountain or sumthing ansd just scream..... sooo frustrated....- -----.-------".... Today was an awesome day at work.... even though I had some mistakes... but it was fun cuz there is a new girl who knoes less than I do.. but will soon knoe more than me... since I can't work there till winter :P... But John said he isn't firing me.....and I can work in the Winter without training :P.....hahahaha... it's all good la :)....And I made soo many drinks today lol.... although.. some were more popular than others :P lol... I mixed Lychee and Strawberry SLush together :P...I thought it was good... Although Lo k thought it sucks :P!!!!!... w/e man :P... and ya... the "green apple/lychee/strawberry slush"... might have beeen tooo unique to acccept but hey.... if I CAN DRINK IT AND NOT DIE IT CAN'T BE THAT BAD.. IT'S LIKE..... "DIFFERENT" tastes that's all :P.... and I made Strawberry milk tea... which was okay la :P... lol.. oo and original Bubble Milk Tea... :P... Which Lo K drank.. and disss :P..... some peopel just can't take sweet.... :P.... lol.....and I "Tried" to take pics today... but some people only like to run away ... Sie K :P..... looks like he was hiding from cops :P... lol.... and It's nice to Work with Winnie :P...lol...cuz... i finally knoe more than someone :)... hehehe...... although I'm still the youngest :)!!!.... yes :P ...lol......and now I'm @ Pure Tea Pub:P!!!... haha I learned how to make Lover's Fruit Slush and Crysanthemum Tea :P....lol... and coffee... but that doesn't relaly count :P ..... and yes "jap pa fan " amercian mix steak ...lol.. agian .... I ate the whoel thing :).. yes!!! ... soo good.... sooo fulll///// I knoe your suppose to only be 80% fulll.... but seriously... how do u knoe ??? :P...... ----->>>Thoughts?!?!?!<<<--- Frustration.... why does every happy day have to end with sumthing sooooooooooooooooo depressing....... thanx a lot ----.-----"... Had lots of fun... then depresssion.... great..... ahhhhh....... is this the way for god to be fair.... for every good event u have to experience sumthing bitterly unexpected.... ahhh say la ----.-----".....And at the times when u jsut wanna go somewhere to let out the frustration...... u have to feel trapped.... and unable to move..... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..... so frustrating....... but then u think back tomlo is a new day...... and thus..... everything will look brighter in the morning .... cuz u can't let every event.... bother u ...!! :P....... although the best medicine..... in my opinion... is food :P.... yea.. like cake ice cream......... chocolate... chips...... anything fried and bad for u... to make u forget everything :P
-Cari
-LayGaLei
It's my Sister's b-day today and thus I'm waiting for my mom and sister and aunt uncle etc. to go have dinner... although agian I'm at Pure Tea waiting..:P...lol... but good good.. more slush :P....eheh... yes yes good day at work today.. I guess.. except some like...... "work place" gossip.. some people seem so nice but is sooo not.. dissappionted.... but not too unexpected I guess..... but anyways.. the really really "serious" customer.. that stood up for me and suki yesterday came abck today :P lol... not only did they buy 4 shirts.... I realized that the guy and his gf are sooooo cute together... it's not like the guy is really liang jai or the girl is really liang lui... but they match....and he is the kinda guy Suki was talking about .... his actions are perfect .... so sweet.... practically the whole time he spent helping his gf look for clothing and like nuthing for himself... wow.... me and suki are planning to visit him lol.... ahha and say thanx agian ...lol...... nice nice.... and SUki is going to Bellingham... hope she can find a FCUK jacket..lol.. I wanna go to Bellingham too.. and eat fish and chips.. cuz.... SUki says it's really really really good :P!!!...... ahhh.. I wanna go everywhere... summer is so much work :P.... lol... needa relax :P.... and I don;t knoe when to tell Yoshi I wanna quit to focuz on Skool.... ahhhhh ---->>>Thoughts??!?!?<<<---- The perfect guy doesn't have to be wealthy...... cuz even though the guy is rich .. it doesn't mean he will spend all his money on u..... The piont is ... that if a guy only has 10 dollars in his wallet he's willing to give all 10 dollars to u... that's a good guy..... cuz if a guy is rich but cheap... then u might as well be dating a hobo .... ahhaha....sounds retarded but true..... therefore... money really isn't something to look for in a relationship..... most important is " oy sum "..... anyone can have money.... just in different amounts.... but "oy sum ho lan duc ga" ...like.. tooo actually be a caring person....... that's sumthing that u don't see very often .....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Ahh..... such a wierd day.... Kept Txting Ar ju until it got busy at Mix and Match :P... moe leew..lol.l. I realize I met so many people this year and especially this summer :).. but anyways.... we got really busy and.... like.... these four customers and there were two girls..they bought 2 skirts without trying it on. and after they paid for it and Suki swiped the Visa.....they chubby one tried it on.. and was like it doesn't look good.. balh blah blah...and then wanted their money back... but god... it's no refund no exchange and they knew it.... and we got into thie giant arguement and we had to call the security......anbd when the security came it was like the exaggerated everything!!!!..... okay... ya maybe I shouldn't be a sales.. cuz I screamed back at them.. I hate it that just because we're sales and we dont' get paid that much that they looked down on us... cuz one of the girls was like.... it's 50 dollars... for the skirt.. I don't want a skirt that I can't use blah blah blah... and we were like it's just 50 dollars and u saw the sign.... and she was like.. "how many hours do u have to work to get 50 dollars??"... ahhh... sooo mad ......!!!!!!... and in the end we had to Give money back.. cuz our boss is stupid and didn't go on our side....... it's like thanx a lot....... but when we were in the arguement.. there was this other customer and his gf.... I unno to call him wierd or "so MAN"...lol.... okok... he was over hearing out problem.. with the people and came up to me and said " if U need help I can get my friends to come in and take care of those people" and I was like omg.... no we're calling security.. and eh's like if u need it I'll be outside.. and he walked outside while his gf stayed in the store.... and he was making calls outside :P...omg... he looked even more mad than us.... and we told him to calm down and he's all like he hates to those kinda people.... and Ah Dan .. Suki's friend was there.. and he's like " he's just pretending to be "MAN"... anyone can make phone calls" ...lol... I guess soo.. but he looked so serious... whoa... dude...and the dude is coming back tomolo... cuz he put a shirt on hold.. lol.... soo much stuff happened today :P..and after that episode was settled... Another dude... who was trying to Find Winnie from SUnrise the store.. came in and screamed at me when I said she wasn't here.... I don't even knoe who Winnie is.. and he's like.... "ohh no... gary told me she is here.. so where is she??"... I'm thinking wtf... I don't even knoe winnie... ---.---" man... took awhile to get him out.....hahah but then after alll that "kjing choy"... lol...lots of good stuff la :) (1) I got a shirt from Mix and Match.. it's like dress type but u can match with jeans :P... so "Princess Feel" :)... eeheh if only I had my FCUK jacket it would match soo good!!! ..... but anyways it's nice :) (2)Suki's friend Gary came... and we had to long convo about guns :P...lol... wow didn't knoe other people play guns too but he doesn't have lisences tooo.... but has gun.... bad!!!! (3) I was gonna buy Shoes my Nike Air Force 1 (PINK/WHITE)... but they didn't have my size (6 1/2) ... but I met Suki's Friend Calvin..( IuNNO HOW TO SPEll)...and he's the manager of Foot Locker and Champs :P!!!!.. hehehe so I'm getting my shoes super cheap :).. eehhe but they didn't ahve my size in richmond.....so he's gonna track on down... if not I have to settle for a size 6.... but maybe a 7 :P!!!.... but still good :).... what a happy ending to an unfortunate beginning :).....- ---->>Thoughts?!!??!<<---- I never believe that there was always some good in bad situations till today..... like... everything bad that u could think of could happen.... happened to that degree of horror today.... but... in the end it all worked out....and super happy :) Clothes and SHoes:)Yes@@!@!!... WOULDN'T IT BE NICE IF EVERY HORROrable day had a happy ending and u didn't have to wait till the next day and start fresh ??? .....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
What is the meaning of "jeet daw".... I finally knoe... man........ I was at Pure Tea for like 2 hours without Lap Top.. I'm dying soooooo tired!!!!!.... and I can barely keep my eyes open!!!... ahhhhh... I txted someone... to entertain me.. but no reply... so bored for like..2 hours :P... ahh w/e..... it's all the same.. too bad today I'mmma getting picked up at like..12 or sumthing :(...... but .. drinking Lover's Fruit Slush makes me happy:P.... lol..anyways... worked with Suki today at Mix and Match... :P...lol..we closed the shop to go to the food court!!!.. and we passsed this kiosk and they sold these really cute eggs... it's like everyday u drop water on it and then.. when it hatches ... it's a plant.. and it has a msg on the leaf :P!!!....like "I love u"... "I miss u"... and more " cheee gick" ---->>" Marry me"... ehhehe.. but so cute... but this isn't the kind of think u buy for yourself... so ya :P... lol.... can only.... look no buy.... ahh went to Mantique in Richmond... okok.. I was gonna settle for a Medium FCUK jacket... but nope...... it's too big.. and besides that.... they don't even have medium... so gotta buy another jacket..... I guess it wasn't meant to be.... but now I want my Nike AIR FORCE!!! yes yes yes 30% OFF :).... lol..sooo happy ah :) but gotta buy fast!!!>... I've been wanting this shoe for like 6 months now!!!!!!!.... finally I can get it :P.... hehhee..... ooo.. and wORK WAS COOL TODAY... lol.. even though I stayed an hour more than usual.. who cares.... lol....And suki wants me to add this dude who she thinks is really really really "okay".. being not bad looks... and... good boy :P... lol....... right..... "suan kay gee yeen la" :P......----->>Thoughts??!?!?<<----.... Why is it that today... an over all happy day.. I feel really.. ummzzz.. well not sad.. but not as upbeat ... as I usually am.. crap... ahhhh...... I wanna see someone.... but that someone isn't here.... I wanna talk to someone.. but no one to talk to... what to do ??.......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Ahhhh.... went to the dentist today... no idea why my mouth stayed numb for like.... 4 hours!!!!... it was like gone in like an hour last time... so wierd!!!but anyways...... who cares about the dentist.... So after I went to work... but 100% scared of work after last Sunday... I messed up so many drinks... it wasn't even,.... funni.. man....okay... well I had to learn a lot today....well all I really learned was the basic bubble tea.... and I had to do a lot... lots of washing..... ahhh.... I have no basic skillls... I splashed like everything!!!... and I realized I fear mandarin customers... cuz my mandarin sucks... ---.---"still.. trying to figure out how to practice!!!....aiyha..... But I guess I'll improve :P.... anyways... at Pure Tea ... my after work relax place:P lol.. haven't been here for 2 days... wow sooo long lol :P.,... anyways.. I'm thinking I'll get the more expensive FCUK jacket even though I don't think... it's as good as the phone I like... cuz this one isn't simple enough.. but w/e....although... settling is so depressing....well.. all I knoe is that I have to go shopping!!!!!----->>Thoughts??!!??<<<------- My new favourite Drink is Lover's Fruit Slush.... and my way is that a new drink means a new.. interest.... ahh..... Interest.... hmmzz... too many interests... in hobbies... and people.... well guys :P hahahah... life is so unexpecting.... but yet I love surprises... I wish there was a guy that's not perfect perfect.. but my perfect... I want surprise!!!.. like... when I'm upset or tired getting off work...... and everything... suddenly see him there.. wahhh.... so nice....aiyha.... only in dreams.. people!!!!....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Ahhhh... I'm soooo disappionted!!!!! I went to Fench Connection in Downtown to find my WHITE XS FCUK jacket!!!!.. but no@@@!!!!.. they didn't have it... they didn't even have a small!!!! why!!???!?!?!?.. and then I went to Mantique Downtown....and they dont' even have any jackets!!!!....ahhhh.... and I saw an AX jacket.. it's nice and everything... but.... it's not even close to as nice as the French Connection Jacket!!! :(!!!!......so I walked down robson with Ar Ju.... Trying to find the fcuk jacket or a better jacket... couldn't find any better jacket.... ahhh... ooo Went to that japanese "corner store" place.... nice nice ncie.... lol... lots of candy and hello kitty stuff... Ar Ju bought Gaint... Pocky!!!!!... soooo.. yummy :).. hahaha... it's even betetr when it's GIANT:)... LOL....THEN WALKED... all the way down one side of robson.. and then went back up the other side...... and walked all the way to Denman.... to find Mantique....----------.--------" ... Although I wasn't tired at alll :).. ahahha.... walking down to Denman... Ar Ju finally remeber he forgot to pay the Time thingy for parking :P... lol..... so luckily his car wasn't towed :P......lol.... good thing it was only like 7:30.. so we decided to go to Metro... cuz Metro has the Mantique with the Jacket... I was gonna settle for the small.. in white.... too bad when I got there.. they DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THAT ONE ANYMORE!!!!.. ahhh.. regret not buying it the day before~!!!... so sad...... went to Below the Belt to see if any good jackets like Diesek or sumthing... saw a nice shirt :)... but really plain...lol.. and then showed Ar Ju Metro's SUP bookstore... wayyyy not as good as Aberdeen's bookstore :P!!!...lol.... oo but saw really nice cake book :P....ooo went to CHQ to take some sticker pics :P..... man.. CHQ is like sooo empty..... where's all those late nite gamers....???!!?? ...... ahhh and I went into Crystal Mall after parking... and I touched the stair railing!!!! ahhh I got red pain all over my sleeve!!!!.. ahhh I didnt even buy a jacket and I wrecked a jacket ---.----" and the red is sooo hard to get off!!!!...... when to "Hon Zhao".... but it was like closing.... so had to go to Pitsburg Restaurant.... which is really like nuthing special...ahhhh...... kinda disappionting today... but then it was fun :) ..... lol.... what can I say... shopping is good excerise :)... lol.. plus... we ate Chocolate Ice cream Pancake at Pitsburg!!!... lol.. pretty and yummy:)!!!!... wow.. how do they make pancakes sooo thin!!!... yummy ah!!! :)....lol... then Ar Ju and I found our way to my house..lol.. yes.. with my pro... directing skills..lol... although.. he had to make a couple of U-turns...lol.. good practice:) ....And now I looked up on the internet for my jacket.... well for fcuk... loll Holt Renfrew sells FCUk... but I think they might only sell like the older people stuff.. but I guess u never knoe :) * Cross Fingers *----->> Thoughts??!!??<<----- The feeling of not having in your grasp the one thing u want..... the peak of your desires... is such an extremely upsetting feeling.......... ahhhhhhhhh..... but it's true u can't always have what u want...... and that's the piont ..... peopel say something better will come along.. but u knoe.. soemtimes ... something better jsut doens't come... then what???... then u go erase all your memory.. of that inreplacable thing.... so that the next thine u see.. will become your not inrepacable thing...... lol...... life works in mysteriosu ways..... what once seems like... alll u can think about... willl soon become.... a fragment of the past......good or bad??
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Went to Mantique today...but they didn't have the WHITE fcuk jacket I wanted... I was soo determined to buy it too!~!!!!! I was gonna order it.. but they didn't have xs!!!!.....Thinking of settling for small.. but then....didn't kneo how it would fit... cuz they didn't have small anymore!!! in that store.. need to order... ahhh... and then work... okay okay.. work isn't soo bad!!!.. it was okay.. Joey is fun :P... lol..... I realized today there are a lot of guys.... buying clothes.... one guy bought 2 shirts then... bought another 2.... lol..... oooo.. Joey gave my Apple milk tea!!!... NO IDEA APPLE MILK TEA TASTES SOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!!!!.. hehhee.. soo yummy...People have got to try!!!!....... but so tired from standing.. haven't been to metro since forever:P... always in richmond now.... Estea - Aberbeen or Mix & Match - Richmond Centre or Pure Tea Pub - Alexandra Road :P!!! ....lol.... but so glad to be home.... Played on msn..... lol... yes!!!.. I beat Alex (Peaches^.^)... lol.....at Soliaire :P.. hehe I'm pro!!!...."SKills"...HMMZZ... too bad he won the last game... ahh nightmares ---.---" ---->>Thoughts??!!??<<---- hmmzzzz....so what's an acceptable age for two people to ge together " dating" not marriage talk here.... like u knoe... age difference.... I'm thinking... like 5-6 years of difference seems normal :P...but then I knoe there's a lot of people who have up to like 10 years of age difference...... it's all about feel....but then ... I'm thinking it'll be really when if someone was still like in the teens (14 15 16 ).. and the other person is like 30 .... that would be crazy!!!!.... I realized when people get older ... they never end up with someone their exact age/... and it's not like elementary school when your with only your grade....practically the whole time!!!... and your crush is most likely the boy sitting at the desk (at the farthest distance) to the other side of the room...But then High school comes and then University.... wow...... Connections... Knowing people.... as far as from another high school... to University... or even work... But the fact that we know older people.. does that mean.... we shouldn't have limits.... since I still think that 5-6 years of difference maybe 7 for max. unless.... the younger person looks older... since...it might look like... sibilings... sooo grosss...... right??~?~~?~?
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Dim sum in the morning :)... super good.. at like sweet"jong" ... like.. u knoe sticky rice but sweet... good good :)... and bbq pork bun but the baked kind!!!.. yummy.... and then went to work :P..... not good... I held a cup too hard and it exploded.... cuz the seal wasn't on tight enough... then I like tilt one over on the counter and it exploded.... ahhh.. and then I got like 3 orders wrong today ---.---" and my manager asked me if I understood cantonese.. screw it.... ahhh....... and then some one ordered a blueberry and I gave them a green tea... and if wasn't theirs but they took it... omg.. Iunno who's more messed me or them ... but.... I have confidence... I'll do better next time!!!!I hope at least.... soo bad.. and the Kevins tried to make my sill stuff when John was gone!!!!!.... so mean... lol.. I wouldn't answer the phone lol.... :P...and "lo" K... was trying to make me answer!! :P...lol.. but anyways it was "sie"K .... gei GF:P.. lol... ahhh it ended a good work day... but in mid work it was crap ---.--"" ahh can't complain .. and then... agian at Pure TEA puB:p...LOL.. it's become my second home!! ..lol.. ooo lol.. finally got rematch with Alex :P.. muwhahaha.. I won!!!.. YES!!!... but I couldn't give him a rematch because...I ate "jap pa" american mix steak... which is one... pork chop/beef chop/chicken chop/ham/large saugauge... along with mixed veggies and spagett////.... yummy... and 2 bbts... " white grape and passion fruit"... and yes I finished it all myself :)... and now all I want is dessert!!!.. GELATO ICE CREAM!!!....hehehe... good food :).. hahahah I wanna go have jap pa.. with friends :).. ehhee!!! ho may ah!!!.. lol.. --->>> Thoughts??!??<<----.... I'm a leo.. and although i'm not 100% into astrology.... I'm the type of person that likes someone easily......which is jsut like a leo... I unno.... I wish if the guy doesn't have interest don't be so nice... unless it's obvious it can never be... ahhh.... guys think girls are complicated..... w/e.... guys are too "Fa fa gong ji" style... aiyha.... too much lost hope la... I unno...... too easy to like someone.. too hard to stop thinking ah..... why did I have to be a leo....---.---"
-Cari
-LayGaLei
wah... super moe leew today....lol.. I was like alte for work.. so i DIDN'T even get to check out if the richmond mantique had the FCUK jACKET i WANTED!!!!... ahhh..... and today... it was like super busy.... but overall it was okay... I don't think we lost any clothing... so it's all good :P....hmmzzzz... hmmzz........ I ate so much today,.. good day... lol... "lie mien" " slush" "put jai goh ".... ummzzl ol.... lots.. anyways.....but then super moe leww.. I was at Pure Tea and still am at pure tea!!!!!.. pk la!!!.. I've been here fore like.... 4 hours already!!!!.. i htink I wanns die!!! .. okokok.. still good food here :)!!!..... lol....lol.... I want more slush :P .....lol....and I wanna get my gun lisence.... why sooooo cruel... Yoshi asked me to work on monday!!!!!..... shit!!!!... omg... I want my lisence --------.--------" ho cham ah!!!!!!.... I need my lisence!!!.. how else do I practice...!!!...man....... gay.. I'mma so quit Yoshi!!!!... ahhhhhhhhhh........ ----->>>Thoughts??!!??<<<-----money or happiness.. Last week I already turned down Yoshi to go play guns!!!... ... so I didn't do it this week.. ahhh but I rather learn guns cuz it makes me happy... but work... makes money.. which in turns buys me clothing.,... and which in turns.... makes me happy!!!.. hehehe.. soo ahrd to decide :P.. I want to go play guns!!!! say la ---.---"!!!!...... it's all good la :). I guess when i promised the boss I made my decision :)....:P
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Waited like 4 hours todau for a ride ---.----"I was plannign on going to metro early at like 2:30-ish.. but then ------.-----" so stupid...... I got there at like 6:30!!!...sorry Victa ---.----"... anyways.... I had to wait for him at like 6:30... TIll 7 sumthing.. cuz he went home to wait for a car.. blah blah blha... so then I hung out with Bard and his friend Marissa :P.. haha I saw the French Connection shirt I really really want :P..... been looking at it for awhile..it's a t-shirt that says "The best fcuk ever" hahaha... want it!!!!.. but then I need a jacket... so I unno.. if I should buy it.. but relaly really want it :P nice ans simple :).... then I watched "The Skeleton Key" at 7:45....lol.. yummy popcorn.....!!! ... lol.. we poured like... so much powder on!!!... lol... "all dressed" and "cheddar cheese" sooo good.. but it's super hard to shake all the powder to the bottom... I was like shaking it the whole time ---.---" and okay... since I scare easy.. I htink the Skeleton Key is really scary!!!!!... but overall the plot was good :)...lol... but Victa didnt' think it was scary.. lame...:P.. it was like 9:30.... and my dad didn't pick me up till 10-11 ish... so then went to CHQ... good thing about metropolis is thta it doesn't close early :)!!!....lol... wow... Victa is pro with drums :P... I needa practice my ddr...since I have nuthing else to do at arcade.. except take pics :P... lol... oo ya we took sticky pics..lol.. I liked that machie.. makes u super white!!! :P.. hehehe....and lots of stuff to draw.. well all hello kitty and sanrio stuff :)... hehehe..... but "Someone" looks the same in all the pics ---.--".... lol. anyways.... good day in the end :P... and it's like the first day thsi week I didn't go to Pure TEA pUB:p.. BUT I'MMA GOING TOMLO.... work work work :P---->>> Thoughts??!!<<<--- ... what makes someone so attractive... or sooo.... aluring.. that even though..they are taken....that they are able to use other people..... totally don't get it.. like even though that person issn't even very good looking... like works in wierd ways..... and another questions.. I have no idea hwy guys think girls are so complicated.... I knoe we are..... but if u think about it... guys are really complicated too... since they might think they are straight forward but nto at all!!!! ..... reading in between the lines is sooo over rated!!!!
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Hmmzzz.. at Pure Tea..I've been here like... what...3 4 days in a row.... now...:P..... lol.. I like it here nice and relaxed environment... lol..... I guess I still love strawberry green tea... but... I'm trying new stuff.. mixing lychee slush and blueberry slush.. was yesterday.. today I mixed strawberry slush with lychee slush :P... yummy and pretty :)...." may doe ho dup beet" ... hehhe.... my arms kinda hurt still.. but really felt like blogging... yesterday went to the gun club it was awesome!!!.. I really want my lisence now :P.. but it's like a 16 hours training course.... and it's all about safety....great :P...lol.. but shooting is super fun... too bad my shoulder is like super bruised from the recoil... I guess I didn't hold it right.... ahhh.. need to practice!!!! :P..... lots of practice!!!!... I wanna be the best... okay maybe not the best... but I little more then "sucky amateur" :P.. ahhaha.. and I need a lighter gun!!!! .... hmmmzzz.. wierd.. I like guns and hiphop.... lol... yes hip hop when school starts!!!! .... so I've decided when school starts it's gonna be school/work @ Estea/ Hip Hop/ GUn Club :P..... good good :P.... gotta study hard!!!.. lol....School is in exactly 20 days... or so... great --.---"... anyways.. g2g ready.... I didn't even get school supplies yet :P....... so much to do sooo little time.. make the best of it I guess.. ooo.. and soooo wierd.. i got invited to this party.... by the dj.... "Retarded".. I'mma not even close to legal age.... no id tooo :P.... lame!!!... anyways.. I gotta plan out my summer... and... what to buy :).. ehhehe.... update tomlo --->>NO WORK!!!!! --->>Thoughts??!?!?<<---- life is so simple..... hehehe..... just need to live it the way u feel most relaxed.... and.... not complicate it by causing your own problems... right???
-Cari
-LayGaLei
heheh this today was the day of my second B-day :)...lol.. awesome.. some of the most fun I've had... this summer :).. heheh.. I met up with Julian and Alice at like 10:30 at Guildford.... under the bridge thingy.. and Bused to surrey central then 22nd then to Richmond... lol... cuz Andy and Tim were gonna meet up with us later :P... lol..anyways... ALice ate breakfast at Parker :P... and then off to DiDaDi for all you can sing :)..... LAlaLALA.... at first it was kinda boring.... and I was kinda like third wheel cuz Alice and Julian... are "together" ..lol... but ti was okay... but it got more fun when Andy and Tim came :P.... lol.. it was crazy...lol... jumping around :P... lol.. and "hup chern"... and ..lol.... "GING GAW GUM COOK".....lol... soo.. funni ....the guys singing "A whole New World" ...lol... love the song :).... and then singing "gee hay hay yun" :P.... lol... Juliand and andy singing the girl part... lol....Ging gaw gum cook is the best :P... 10min.. each person one verse...:)... heheeheh..... best group song ever!!! :P heheh and " hong yut" was crazy... all the guys jumping around:P..lol... " gum daw jing choy" and alll video recorded.. by me and Alice :).. ahahha...the guys are tooo nice.... they paided for my karaoke.. which I feel bad for ---.---"... but they wouldn't take my money ---.---".. after we went to Pure Tea Pub :P... heheh... lol...we sat there for awhile.. and I kneo I like pissed Fiona off ( the girl working) ..... Julian and Andy went to Gum doe and bought take out back :P~!!!.. yummy :)... lol.... "law hon zai chow mien" ..lol.. sooo good :P!!!.....and I asked Fiona for plates... and then I pissed her off.. cuz we're not allowed to eat take out there... cuz that I always do... :P... and she doesnt' kneo me..... so blah :P.... but it was fun :)... we ate and then.. after Andy/Julian/Tim went outside to take pics with Andy's car :P... lol.... and then came back in and My dad's friend finally came... lol..... and we took group pics.... so funni.. Andy went outside... and... my dad's friend was on video record... so Andy was like outside.. standing still while it was recording lol... like for 2 clips.... :P.. and when he came back in we finally took an actual group pic :P!!!.. hehehe.. the was super fun :P..lol... then we all went outside and took pics:P..lol.. I took this super cool "Intial D -Andy Style" pic... totally Intial D... looking... and lol.. we went back in to play big 2 and.. I got chocolate money and a balloon.. from... My dad's friend.. lol.. but we didn't even us them... for like.. betting money.. lol.. instead we did dares... my dare was to run.... around the parking lot in 20secs :P.. lol.. didn't make it.. so.. I had to go into the guy's washroom...... which is not hard .... lol... and again as a group....... I signed in a new menu.. and we all wrote on a whole page....!!! :)... lol.. too bad they left so early.. But after they left.. I ate THICK TOASTE/CHICKEN WINGS/my usual STRAWBERRY GREEN TEA :p!!!... lol.... and I met Victor "Ah Ju"... lol... I showed him my skilled Intial D pic.. and then guys singing HONG yuT:p!!!... LOL... GOD DAY :)..lol... and I'mma going to go play with guns at the shooting range on wednesday:P!!! ....hahaa.. after work.. that should be a good day I hope :)!!! ---->>Thoughts??!!??<<----.. life cna be so simple and so fun ... money is not happiness... serious.... I mean spending like 20 dollars in one day and I can be happy jsut as long as I'm with friends that can have fun :P...because it's the memories we create together that ....show hope much fun we have... not the amount of money we spend trying to make ourselves happy :P
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Woke upat like 8am this morning :P....man.... good thing I slept at like 1 am last night..---.----"....LOL.... gave Victa a morning call at like 10:20am..... but someone..... was so out of it.. barely woke up!!!anyways skytrained to Joyce to get picked up by Victa :P...haha followed him to work :P..... bad bad bad ---->> smoking when we met up
!!!! .....Went early to Kingspark.... so went to Wonton restaurant..and then Victa smoked again!!!!!!!... bad....lol.. Then I ordered Red BEAN ICE.. and Smoked Salmon Salad... yummmy :)..lol. I was plannign to stay for like at least an Hour... but I only stayed for like half an hour..... which tells u how fast I get bored ---.---".... lol... but the food was good.. although too much dressing on the salad !!! ...lol.. ahahaa.... I realize... Victa never smiles while he works..... :P..."downer" ah!!! :)..... lol.... but 13 hours of work can do that to a person.... anyways... I went shopping after ... and then to work at 5 pm:P.. lol.... good day..... Me and Sandy spent the whole time... talking about lol... liars"""...... ahhhhhh.... good times :P... lol..... after work.. went to Pure Tea Pub..... I met Kelvin.... one of the workers..... lol.... the people who work there is cool...lol.. andthey shoudl knoe they have like the best boss ever... it's my dad's friend.. and theya ren't workers to him but like co-workers.. and it's awesome... lol..... I think Estea is great too though We're like one family too .. gotta upload our family pic :P..lol----->>Thoughts?!??<<---.... Why do hongers and other people hate china people... like "die look yun"... I didn't really get it before though.. cuz like.... I have nothing against china people..we're all chinese right... and I hate those hongers that think china people are any less better than they are...... but I realize China people.. or at least the ones. I've met are like super big liars... and if they dont' want people... to hate them.. and think they're inferior... then why do they lie so much.... even about being china... they say they're taiwan or honger.. but they're china.... good... I mean.... who cares!!!..... have some respect for yourself....... "dui bu dui"??? :P
-Cari
-LayGaLei
wow.. wierd day... today... was my dentist appiontment... and first b-day party.... at the dentist....like half my face got numb... and like... annie went with me!!!..lol.. she kept taking pics!!!... btu wierdest thing is.... while I was htere.. Yoshi called me... and they rehired me.... wowzzz.. neevr would of thought!!!!and then my party.. actually it was upser fun :)..lol... but they all got me bw2 necklaces.. ahahah"GReat minds think alike??" ...lol...... shopping was only fun cuz we took pics a lot.. but DInner at Homiya was awesome!!!.. the best service ever... I've been looking for a hang out..... jsut for me and friends.. I htink homiya.... is like.. awesome... :)... and the dude that served us.. is like 100% good service!!!!..and the food was awesome.. and soo much.. and me/luke/dk all ate out of the big bowls :)...lol.. I ate soo much!@!!!!..... After ... dinenr... we went to bubble tea.. @ Pure Tea Pub!!!..lol.... omg.. worse service ever.. I wish the boss was there.. then.... I would "port" ehr.. proabably not.. but... she is super lazy...... but "white grape green tea" tastes super good :P!!!... hehe.. and playing big 2 was fun :)...lol..... I also liked the ride home... ahhh... recollecting our last year's summer shcool memories...lol.... and playing zero.. ahahah.. finally "PAY BACK".. ahaha.. DK got hit the msot!!!1... man.. last year.. I lost so bad my arm was red for hours!!!...lol.....---->>Thoughts??!?!?<<---.... no matter where I am as long as I'm with friends.. it's the best place in the world..... and i think today..... is awesome..lol..."" remebr our tradition.. sign menu....every year!!!"
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Hmmzzz. watching yummy... after about an hour at the sauna:).... ahhaah hungry!!!!...lol...today is.. more of a relaxed day.... so..... I'mma intro some "MUST EATS":)....
´ö¶ê- Rice Ball Dessert
-Yummy rice balls :).... not just for Chinese HoLIDAYS... hehe...thinking...lol.. need to eat some now... good cold and hot..."eat eat la"..
ÒÜ¥J¿| Chinese Pudding
-Eaten this since I was small.... hmmzzz but haven't eaten it for a long time.. browsing through some sites... and jsut reminded me.. gotta go find some :)
Coconut Surprise(ice cream)
-My all time fav ice cream... not comes close la.....flakes of coconut on top... and then.. creamy gelato vanilla ..... and wowz!!!!...MANGO FLAVOUR IN THE MIDDLE:)!!!!gotz to try @ Amato Gelato:)!!!ONLY $2.50 :)!!!
Must See:´cÅ]¦b¨Ãä - Devil Beside You
-One of the Best Taiwan Idol series I've seen in awhile :P
Must Browse: Real Brewed Tea
Official Real Brewed Tea site
-All the drinks and food at super cute:)... u might not be abel to eat it... but "ho yao Feel"...
Must Eat:¬µ ÄC ÀY - Fried steamed bread
- Sooo Tastey... jsut thinking about it.. I ate two plates....lol... although they only place I knoe is "Bubble Zone" near Patterson station :P....YUMMY!
Must Use Skincare: H20 Masks
-lol... AFter all the food I eat... gotta to get rid of the oil!!!... I unno what type u are.. but i'mma "Combination"... soo -->>SEA MINERAL MUD MASK..is PERFECT!!!.... mud masks really gets into the skin ..."try try la" :P
Must Listen: Soler - 雙聲道
Official Soler Site
-Soler... is super hot in Hong kONG NOWZ... crazy group... this is their first CHinese (CANTONESE) CD!!...but most amazing thing is that they can sing in 7 langauges and are fluent too!!! --->>English, Cantonese, Mandarin, Italian, Spanish, Portugese and French.!!! gotta listen :P!!
Well... I the really only "productive" thing I did this year...was my interview at BC Place... technically.... the only interview I've ever taken seriously... and Liked....OTHER INTERVIews.. not so great.. but anywas.. I go tth ejob... even though it's on call :).... lol..."foot ball games " ..... hmmzzz... oo can't wait till my b-day :P.... and my first time celebrating will be on thursday :)... hehehe..... it's gonna be great :)!!!... oo I still gotta study for my "L"... but the book is soo thick ---.---"... aiyha.... ---->>Thoughts?!?<<--... I was thinking I can always get rides somehow to places... so why do I need a lisences... but then... I'm thinking....." kow gee gay ho dd".... then I can jsut go anywhere:)....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
lol..... The best thing about today was... dinner:).. I had MCDONALDS:).... AHAHAHAH.. i FEEL THINNER ALREADY :)... ahahaha.. muwhahaha.. fast foood is super yummy... and the fries were super fresh :)... hehehe..... and the ironic thing is flora called me from mcd when I was eating.. hahaha.. yes gay..... anyways... I realized I should ahve went to fireworks yesterday after all I did go 3 times already... welll.. tooo bad la :P.... there is always next year :P....lol... I was sweating like crazy today.... my dad and grandpa.. was looking for a car together... gay gay gay... i stayed in the car... and it was like sauna... "chee seen ga"... w/e la .... anyways.. ahah my b-day is only .... 9 days away.. and I'm so unorganized!!!!..... and I unno how it's gonna turn out too.. say la!!!..... anyways.. tomlo is monday.. my relaxed day.. nuthign to do.. or .. worry about :)... heheheh ---->>Thoughts??!!??<<--- Life is simple..... some peopel may say life isn't fair..... blah blah blah.. and then say " nothing is ever fair"!!!.. but think about it.. time is soo fair.. no matter... if your rich or poor... everyone only gets 24 hours in a day...... so when u think nothing is fair.. as least u knoe...... :) ...^----^
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Yesterday was like super tiring ----.---" "Interview at 8am" then dentist at "11am" then chinese school at 2pm... then " Training at 5pm" and I was out till 11.... man.....but Training was fun fun fun.. although I had a tough time.. with the register....and I really gotta practice my mandarin ---.---".... and peopel are right.. I have hearing problems... I couldn't hear....like so many orders.... ahhhhhh...... but overall it was fun :)... Sandy and Kevin is fun to work with.. I wonder how the otehrs are :P....lol.....and my Interview at town shoes totally sucks... but w/e....ahhhh...... but after work... I got to go to bubble tea... the most relaxing place.. I can think of.. just bubble tea/ milk toast.... and magazines :).... aiyha... soooo su fook :)..... hahaha....---->>Thoughts?!??<<---- Life is actually so simple..... the complications that we complain about... are really the complications that we as people make towards ourselves... so why can't we just be satisfied with the simplicity of life.. and live it.. the way it goes.....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Welll.. so far I went to all the fireworks :).. yesterday was a very veyr interesting day... i think I learned a lot...from the person I went with... but..... I htink "some people"... think everything is so complicated.... why can't everything be simple???lol.... but I ate sooo much that day.... we went to japnese restaurant after fireworks.. the food was okay :)...lol.... and we ate all u can eat :)... lol.... and I ate cotton candy at fireworks :)..lol...... I want more UDON!!!:)... yummy :)...... but yesterday's fireworks were really pretty.. I htink China did great.. although I didn't see them with the person I wanted to see them with most.... but.... that's life :).... I hope I get to see the finale.... though.... !!! :)
-Cari
-LayGaLei
omg!!!.. I've been sleeping over at my mom's friend's daughter house.... for the last day!!!... omg!!!... want to die.. her stepdad doesn't elt peopel us ethe comp..l.. and is such a big "knoe-it-all".. screw him!!!!!... he even pisses me off.. btu I pretend not to care!!!!.. ahhhhhhh......and her mom constantly pushes me to to change her daughter's rebelious ways... btu I'm thinkging if... the step father isn't such an "Ass".. everyuthing would be good!!!... but no!!!!.....the dad acts like.. a big fag.. and even I want to slap him... quote ".. why do u need to look nice, it's nto like you have a bf" .... he said that to me!!!.. wtf!!!!.. screw him!!!!.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............. I wanna killl him... and I didn't go on msn for soo long!!!... the best part about yesterday was... me and brandi ( mom's friend's daughteR) went to bubble tea :)..lol. at first we went to bubble world and sat down.. btu then there was like nothing to eat... so we left... first time I left a restaurant.. adn then went to bubble Zone!!!>.. omg... drinks are good.. and.. like.. I love... "JA MAN TAO!!!!"... fried buns with evaporated milk!!!.. so yummy~!~~~~~!!!!.... ahhh... i want mroe!!! :)... hehehe.. and we went to the pool/ hot tub/ sauna too :)...lol. I love the hto tub!!!.. best place ever :).. ehehe.... but .. having to deal with her step dad.. si like hell... he thinks he kneos everything.. fi he didn't.... he would be rich!!!!!!!.. so screw him!!! ---.---" aiya... not gonna thinnk about him anymore!!! Anyways.. too tired.... btu finally home....... so gonna post my "b-day wishlist" tomlo :).. muwhwhahaha :)
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Today's day started out great... but somehow it ended like.... a really really really bad nightmare..... I mean it was so fun in the beginning.. I went laser tagging with Alice Feng/Grace/Daniel/Joanne/ALice's Bro/Ken...... and even though I sucked at laser tag.. ahaha.. good excerise... and fun fun fun.. and lots of cool pics :).... and then meeting up with Andy/Julian/Tim/ALice Wang... at Chq.. still pretty okay day la.... although when we got to the beach it was really wierd.. I never wanna sit on rocks again!!!!.. and the Sweden fire works were awesome!!!!... totally betetr than Canada!!! But I hope CHina wins !!!!.... HEHEHE..... but during the fireworks sooo.. grosss.... I unno which came frist .. but (1) a rat fell on my shoe then crawled underneath Andy's arm and like Touches someone's hand.....and this lady dropped her beer... and the shirt that I was wearing... smelt like bear.. and it got all over my Von Dutch bag!~!!!... dman it!!!... but that night.... other things happened.... first.. Andy got a call saying that.. their friend..... got pepper sprayed randomly..... and then on the skytrain.... this drunk started talking to the guys... and then... the worst thing that ever happened.... was that.. like they all walked me home... and just as we passed the corner....""Singing BANANAPHONE" .... this white car came by and shot at us with a BB gun..... omg... I felt so bad..... I mean they were walking me home!!.. and Alice got hurt..... ahhh.... I mean... I didn't even get hurt.... I know that if I did... I would have been like dying....---.---"... but I felt so bad when I saw Alice cry.. and then .. Wayne.. was bleeding.... and like.. practically everyone got shot.. ahhh.... I'm soooooooooooooooo sorry...... I wish it neevr happened.... I mean.. if I walked home by myself.. maybe they wouldn't have noticed me... or... even if I got shot....I guess I wouldn't feel as bad about everyone else getting hurt...But... now I like fear going out..... well specifically at night...... I mean.... nothing liek this ever happened before.... it just makes u think.. I knoe ANdy and Julian are like.. telling me to forget but it's still a shock..... WHat should I do??.....I mean we were cautious.. but it didn't change anything....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
So fireworks was yesterday... so tired..... it was kinda.... unexpected how it turned out though.... so wierd/ unorganized ----.----" but w/e... the fireworks were awesome:)!!!.GO CANADA!!!:)... muwhahaha..... Hmmzzz.. picked up my last pay check from Yoshi and then met up with Leanne at Pacific Center:P... then we had to wait tilll like 7!!!! for the rest of the peoples (tony/alex/kevin/terrance/jack/jack's bro) .....man...... soooo boring..... but then we went to Cafe Crepe... I didn't eat any crepes... but then...... an angel called....lol..... my "Match angel"... LOL.. SOUNDS WIERD eh??.. I knoe... lol.. but I was happy.... and it ended my bordem for awhile la... so surprising... since..."Elvis..... ( angel -dude) .... doesn't call people much :P... muwhahha.... anyways.... so much walking yesterday ..... we went to safe to meet with the guys.... and then... I hate dinner with them while leanne and her friend went to English Bay to save us a spot :P.... I didnt' really eat at all.... cuz it was like korean hot pot.. and I "cry" went I eat spicy stuff.... but the seafood pancke was good :)..... and the Korean beer... was grosss "as usual " :P!!!!... btu then since Terrance is leaving tomlo " bay meen kui la" :P!!!...hahaha.... ahhh.. so sad... theya re all grads... and are all leaving .. soon ----.----".... anyways... it was like 8:30 when we actually got out of the restaurant..... but it was sooo "moe leew".... sitting at the beach for 1 hour!!!.,.. doing nuthing.... sooo unprepared ----.----" and... it's so not like school... where we dont' care about much.... I was playing that game with thumbs... "Zero".. or sumthing...with Alex first.. btu he doesn't hit girls.. and then Leanne.. who doesn't hit hard.. I don't like pain.... but that's the gaem... not cool ---.---"...lol...the whole hour was sooooo boring.. needa bring cards next time :P... but once the fireworks started it was great :)... I recorded like some of it before my arm got tired... it was sooo pretty :P...... I guess everyone is attracted to the most colorful and big fireworks :P..... it's like coming at u!!! hehhee... the music sucked though... but the fireworks overalll was really really really nice :)... I am soooo going to all of them :).. hehehe.... The worst part was the walk home ... but it didn't tire me out.... although... walking home from the skytrain is like superscary la :P...
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Lol..... so got an Email from Kathy in France.... wonder if she'lll kill me for posting the email... lol... ohh wells.. fwd anyways :P!!!!....
Kathy's Email
Ok...i dont know if i got everyone...lets just hope i did my brain isn't very on. GUESS WHERE I AM YOU GUYSSS?!! if you guessed france, you got it right! i'm somewhere called Nice right now. and right across from this internet place is a sex store, just thought you guys wanted to know. anyways...i still need to buy souvenirs for a few of you (oops) haha...my skin feels so soft and i smell good, maybe cause i just showered. haha. The first few days of europe kinda sucked,...i got really sick cause we were in London, and they drove on the wrong side of the road, so i got carsick. oh and i got lost for 4 hours on the first day we got there. ill tell you guys when we get back. ooooooh we're near a beach its liek 15 minutes away from the hotel oh yeaa...hrm...im running outta things to say and outta time. i have like 2 minutes left on this computer ahaha. ooooook.. so i shall try and buy you guys stuff. ummmm.....so far europe has been pretty boring to me, ill show you guys pictures when i get back. i'm still feeling kinda sick...bleh...but anywaise, i shall see you guys later. oh and erm...i really miss Canada and my music and my computer and my guitar and of course you guys! AU REVOIRRRRR MES AMIES!
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Today... was a very interesting day...lol.... but w/e.. so I'mma not working anymore... I unno.. I guess i'm not the working type....... and I dont' knoe if I feel like working.... I guess when a job comes it comes :P......... but anyways.... Provincial results came out today :P lol... 93% in english:)!!!!.. muwhahaha... but I won't mention my other ones.... of which I'm not sooo proud of :P...lol.......hehehe.. nwo all I'm doing is waiting for tomlo :).... hope I have lots of fun at english bay!!! :).. ehehe Canada FIREWORKS:)!!!!!.. muwhahaha.. hehehe... it's gonna be soooo much fun :)!!!.... and I'mm go to all of them
Sweden - July 30
China - August 03
Finals - August 06
**** Just in case peoples wanted to know ^.^
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Hmmzzz.. finished redoing my guestbook... took forever....but DONE1!!!..... I unno why... I couldn't really sleeep last night..... I was really happy yesterday...... ate all day :)... dim sum then buffet :).. muwhahaha.... and when I got home.... had fun on msn :)...lol.... aiyha..... liang jaiz..... lol....anyways...... but then..... I couldn't sleep cuz..... my friend has a friend who's father just commited suicide in CHina.... the feeling of having your family member on the verge of death.. and not being able to be by there side..... my friend didn't knoe that friend for very long..... and I don't knoe her at all.... but it bothered me.... knowing someone was going through something that crazy.......I think she's so brave...she's not freakin out but saying how she'll try harder in school and make her parents proud becuz that's the only thing she can do... i mean if it was me... i'd probably go crazy...... so sad :(.....alll she can do is "want" to help.... but afterall it's a want.......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Aiyha..... I just went to my first day of training yesterday at Estea Express @ Aberdeen..... it was like one of the best days working I've ever had!!!!... but ... then I found out that they won't pay me till i'm 16!!!aiyha..... I HATE having a late b-day!!!!.... so I unno if I wanna stay there.....and also when school starts they want me to work 3 days a week thursday friday and saturday.... I mean like.... friday and saturday are all great.... but thursday...... I get off at like 9... and then I walk to a bbt house to my hmwk... but I don't get home till like 11..... ----.---" aiyha..... but it's really fun there!!!!!.. I have till the end of this month to decide.....OOO.. this job also pays like.... way less.. my retail job pays 8 and this pays 6.50..... but then I dont' think i'll be happy at my retail job very soon....carrie (older)... is leaving next month....:(... so I'm thinking I might as well move on to a different job...... and I really like it there.... yesterday I met.... Kevin and Sandy... hahaha..... they are really clumsy.. but really nice :)....... hehehe.... craziness :P!!!!! Kevin dropped a half a bucket of pearls!!! and Sandy dropped a cup of milk tea that like splashed everywhere!!!!.... hmmzzzzz..... but I unno..... i really like it there.... and the manger John said he'll hire me... but... I still don't knoe... aiyha......---.---" think think think!!!.....---->>Thoughts<<---- dim suen ..dim suen......" yao chin hai shi yao kuai le?" ...... Money is money right... it can buy food!!!.. clothing... and eveyrthing... which makes me happy..... but having fun at the job and making some money..... that's great too :) I don't think money is everything in life...... but it's important no matter hwo u look at it... but I'm thinking it's not like my family's counting on me to bring home the money.... so shouldn't I just be happy doing what I like ???... aiyha... hard decision .......!!!!!!!!!....... Alll I wanna knoe is who's replacing carrie.. and I guess I could decide la......---.----"""..... aiyha life is so... confusing......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Wei wei....today.... was a great day la..... dance was awsome:).... for like the first time I followed the moves as well as other people :)... hahaha... happy for me ????.. ahaha... my interest in Hip Hop is like ahhaha sky-rocketing:)!!!!,,,... HEHEHE..... but i gottz to listen to more music to "Feel" the beat... oo and I saw hip hop on the Chinese channel :P....!!!!!!hahahaha... omg..That Taiwanese dude!!!.. dances too GOOD!!!! :).... ahhh.... I want to dance that good :)....lol....oooohhh... and I MADE A CAKE... BUT SOMEONE DIDN'T EAT IT!!! :p.... AHAHAH... but that's oaky.... la.....at least I didn't throw it in the garbage can.......I will make cheese ckae next week!!!!!!!!!..... hmmzzzzzz...------->>> Thoughts??!!??<<----- I think it's good that people are honest... but what's old news is old news...... if I didn't accept it at first... and pretended to be mature aboutz it....which is what i always do...... I will learn to accept.. it's life right??... I can't be depressed over that same thing forever...... and I would never hate anyone for... soemthing to do with "Feelings" ... which really can't be forced..... you like who your like... I like who I like.... I use to think I could like someone... who I knew would never like me...... and who I would knoe... will always only be a friend...... technically I still think that....... right now it's obvious for people.... who actually knoe me.. I'm trying to busy myself.... so that I don't have to think about "feelings".... or be confronted..... but the truth is u can't hide from it...... the more I busy myself..... I use all the empty time I have thinking about it.... people say i'm stupid.... cuz to be honest... I've liked a person that I know will never like me and even though I knoe this.. I liek them for months or even years....... it might seem stupid.. but if I liek them I liek them.... and I don't expect them to like me back... they're happy... I guess.. I'm happy for them........ but no matter... if they like me or not.....I'll probabaly still like them.... but that's all in time.....time changes all... or strengthens all...... but... I've kept myself busy... and I'll be busier soon .... I'll have school/dance/yoga/cooking/french lessons/mandrian lessons/ and maybe a job .......... soon......... I guess "then"... I'll be really busy...... sum peopel might call it...... an illusion of fulliment.... but....isn't it better than....having the appearance that i'm still "clinging by a thread",,,.. I just want to be friends with everyone..... I knoe "I'm the friend-type".... and it's become clear to me.. that whoever I liek.. doesn't like me.. and whoever likes me.. I don't feel the same way... but..... what's wrong with having.... more friends???.... what can I say... even if all these confusions with.. love/hate/or w/e..... my life is great:P I have dance... I have lots of friends.... I have school.... I have practically everything I WANT -----> materialistically.........I should be happy.....i really should be happy.... so I guess I'll learn to be happy for what I have....... I always said I want the perfect guy tall/good looking/sweet/good heart/chinese... everything..... and i try to find that.. but come on.....we live in reality........ so I usually settle la..... but... then... settle can make me fall so deep.... just to be crushed......... but u knoe what they say " luen gaw ho gaw moe luen gaw" ........... " it's better to have loved than neevr loved at all".. you stay for the feel and when it's gone it's gone.. I MEAN people hurt you and you'll hurt people......but i think i've been hurt more loh... so I really don't like to hurt people.......... I just want to be friends with everyone.... and that's the only kind of love I want... "friends!!! ".... I'll always like someone.. but I'll learn to keep it inside...... because.... "Dan luen haw yee bei gee gay safety.... tong my.... wing yuen doe mmm wui broken - hearted" ... jong yi yut gaw yun hai ho yi ga...... dan hai.... learning to.... mong gay yuk gaw yun.... aw gok duc hai wing yuen jo mm doe ga..... dan hai.... time after time .... I realized I can do it... because I meet new people.... and all... and I just feel that friendship is a good feeling :)!!!!..... but I guess I'll never stop falling for someone...... but it's just that they'll never knoe....... I knoe lots of people that have never been with anyone before and they're perfectly happy ..... why aren't I one of them ??? "sighs" ......... is busying myself wrong? and if it is y? mean dui mun tie..... dan hai yu gaw lay gee yu gaw lay mong gay... lee gaw mun tai jun hai wui... seew sut.... gum mong yao mei mm ho ah???......Life is full of upsets... btu with every upset.. u gain a lesson.. whether u take it have a motivation or discouragement... it's all who you are I guess......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Spring break is over..... along with other things....... I never wanted it to be over!!!!... everything that happened in spring break.... made me so happy... yet....so sad for thinking too much........ and knowing now that everything was just a game...... an illusion...... people moved on ..leaving me standing still alone......am I confused by what happened? why it happened? how come it started if it was never going to continue? why did I fall so deep only to be shot back up in a single nano-sec?........... I'm not surprised....not at all.... I am afterall ... "chiew chong dong"...... yao Feel juw yao Feel.... I trust my feel.. if I like.... I will always like......... but when I like... too much...... others are destined to leave ......... I use to protect myself by not liking anyone that doesn't like me more than I like them... and I use to not let myself like them too much... because I was afraid........ but when I let myself like "u"......... it ended just like I was afraid it would.... I knoe I can't be afraid... just because of this...... my wall.. has been built agian........ hurt is a part of life.......... but y is it that just when I've fallen so deep...... that you wanna drag me down deeper....knowing that you'll let go of me.... and leave me...... stranded back at the top....... if you didn't want me to think so much.... why did it seem that u felt the same way....... mui gaw gum ching doe yeew..."end" mui gaw sum doe wui joy oy gaw... mui gaw chaw doe wui lau die gaw gay yick......... I guess........alll.. that was.. and is .... ultimately..... has... "Friends forever".. written all over it...... so I'm happy for u and i'm happy we're friends....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Well.. its' really late or early.. which ever u wanna call it.. even though I have work tomlo..... I can't sleep without writing in this.. I mean........ I wanted to write in this for a long time... I wanted to write about happy stuff.....memories.......then I wanted to right about upsets..... but now I wanna right about..... me getting over things.......I htink that getting over somthing isn't hard as long as u want to.... it's easy for me right now..... I mean... i have school... dance.... work..... life is pretty much full... technically.... I before..... when I wanted to block out things.... I use to fill my schedule with volunteer work..so much.. I didn't have anytime for anyone .. or anything......... But... then I learnt... that I don't really have to run... away from things.. if I'm willing to just forget... or.... adjust to .... and then life goes on...... To me ... friends are the msot reliable.... there's no expectations to what a friend has to be... how good looking they are or how w/e... all they have to do is listen and be easy to talk to........... I always say I'll forget about "liking someone"... I fall deep before I realize I've even fallen......... I always wanted to fill my time with school/work/dance/singing/friends ..... best life ever....school.... i can focuz on grades... work I can make money.... dance and singing.. things that can make me forget everything and makes me really happy.... and friends........ i like to have as much friends as possible because... that means there's always someone to talk to....^.^""....... and maybe sometimes that "feel" is fake....... but at least you have your friends... to mend those wounds..... :P!!!!... and then your happy agian!!! :)..... plus.. I really do think that singing makes u forget everything!!!!>.. and dance.... even though it's confusing on it's own... I love it!!!!.... lol.. my new song i love is --->> What We Want--->>·¨¤då_/§õ±m¾ì/¤èµqª³ !!!!! because the lyrics so yao "FEEL"!!!!!.... my fav song... which willl soon be my site song when I have time :)... hehehe..... i better sleep now.. c-ya
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Aiyha... first day working at Esprit.. boring!!!... all I DID WAS LIKE TAKE PLASTIC THINGys.. off the hangers... which btw... gave me a blister on my finger.... and.... like fold clothes..... and... lift boxes..... which is pretty generic..... but ya.... and I feel so bad when customers come up to me.. and ask me questions I cna't answer... :(!!!! it's so .... discourageing....-----------.--------"..... and then....I was so tired after work!!!!!!!!...... i was gonna die :(!!!!!!!.. my legs hurt ..... not to mention..........my arms... :(!!!!!!!... ahhh and this all over agian tomlo.. I realized that the actual staff did less work!!!!... but w/e... I will do my best !!!!.... and after work.. was fun :)...... lol......mmmmmmmmmzzz salmon salad... I mean... I don't totally like salmon sushi... but salmon salad :P!!!!!... hehehehe... yummy!!!! :)!!!!---->>Thoughts??!!??<<----.... my thoughts are pretty generic today... and I htink everyone can relate..... life sucks... nothing turns out the way u want..... not school... not work.. and not love.....:(!!!!.. everything goes wrong... and u neevr kneo when it will turn out right.. or if it will ever turn out right.... but one thing is for sure...... u can't expect to have love is there are secrets......// I learned that many times.. I mean it's easy to make the same mistakes over and over agian.... but... you've gotta learn that lesson.... sometime.. so might as well learn it now....---------.------"...... love is limitlesss... love is unmearsureable.... u might never knoe how much u like or love a person... till... u don't have the chance to find out.... but........I choose to always live in the moment......every relationship must come to an end..... by fate or by death..... but....... u can't stop from pondering this part of life.... tilll end comes.... I mean... life is only worth living if.... u are willing to experience... pain.... confusing.. all that makes... one moment.... special..... agreed?
-Cari
-LayGaLei
wahh.. first time i'm writing in this in March!!!!1... hehehe.. aiyha...... hmmzz.. SPring break is here... yet it feels nothing like spring break!!!.... i have owkr experience.... dance..... and.... i have to find a job.. which I have been saying since 4ever.... although I will never be desperate enough to work at mcdonalds!!!!ewwww... lol... but I realize retail is relaly boring... I'd rather would at a bubble tea place if the hours weren't so late!!!..... aiyha.. life is hard........ so I'm writing a speech about dieting.. i've realized that... if you've heard of what a BMI is... that you never wnana be the normal weight..... well.. guys course... they do.. since that means they are usually "buff"... but girls
aim to be underweight....cuz that means they aren't just ... acceptable... but expectional.. because they are slim..... but...... I have no idea... la.... --->> yet "note" I'd like to be slimmer too "!!!!....... lol......Anyways.. today I found out that my friends went somewhere iwthout me.... so left out..... but w/e.... I'm over it........... life goes on... and you'll always have new friends/// and meet new guys.... some people are not worth your time...... first of all.... I think no matter how mean this sounds it's true... some peopel are just not worth being friends... with..... and that's life..... agree ?? ---->>Thoughts??!!??<<----- why.... are girls such backstabbers..!!!! and why do girls that I think are such good friends.. always put guys first.... and.... even care about friends..... life.. sucks... I hate always wanting to put friends first because... that's the kinda person i am......and then having no friends who willl do the same :(!!!!..... life sucks..... why can't peopel see that love isn't everything........... being a teenager.... I guess I haven't matured yet.. I am still very shallow... and.... vulnerable to flings"...... aiyha...... thus.. friends... at least I wish they were.. the ones that will stay forever.....--------.--------"
-Cari
-LayGaLei
So I dyed my hair on friday to "LIGHT BLONDE RED COPPER"... aiyha... i had no iea it would be so light.. I mean at first.. I liked it.. but then I realized it's too light...---------.-------"Aiyha... walking in Richmond is so awkward.... no one has really bright hair... man ---------.-------"... I miss my dark hair.... I mean I scare myself when I look in the mirror.. cuz I still haven't processed the fact that I dyed my hair this color -------.-----" aiyha.... so cham.. ah :(...... I feel I should have just dyed it red..... -------.------"..... normalness..... aiyha... maybe i'm not too use to standing out....------.-----" ... but w/e it's dyed and there's nuthing I can do.. and I dont wanna dye it again.... aiyha... so sad how hair damages so easily!!!!... anyways... so Saturday was an OKay day la:P.. ahhaha... I went to metro.. and yet... anothe rfailure in finding the shirt I want!!!.. aiyha.. but it was okay.. I haven't been to metro in a awhile... so ya.....:)... and then.. I jsut went to richmond :P..... ahahaa...... aiyha.... Aberdeen is getting better..... there's more stores now :)... hehehe... and I had lunch with ÁoÁo""... hahaha...... interesting... mostly "blowing water" though... ahha.... fun :).....and dancing was so complicating today ah ----------.---------" I couldn't get the stops.. I was about to die ga la!!!!..... I can't believe how confused I was....and I can't practice if I don't even rmeebr the stpes la... aiyha.... I technically suck at all the techniques " weight shift/ grooving/and etc. ".... aiyha.. actually weight shiffting I'mma getting better but depends on motion la.... aiyha.....I really wanna get good at this!!!!!:P... hehehe...------>> Thoughts??!!??<<----- Aiyha... why is it that the world isn't perfect.... hahaha that was a dumb question.. but yet.... I wish the world was la....... but why is that... It's hard to trust people nowadays.. I mean... I can trust someone so much.. even though I just met them.. some I find that it's just a one day friendship and end up.. have the best conversations and becoming close friends... but then others I have a feel we will be friends for a long time, it ends up that we can't because apparently... I TRUSTED the wrong person... and instead of gaining a afriend... I lose more than I thought -----------.---------"!!!! ... I guess that's life.... I say love isn't everything...... but friends are important to be... .. but I guess... this tells u that friends...... are just variables.... always issued to change.......but.... one they become permanent.... they are your real friends..... you maybe not be friends forever.... because you will grow apart... but in that period when.... you friends........ u on'y hope that it will end...for good reasons.........anyways.. time to sleep.. byebye!!!
-Cari
-LayGaLei
hahahaa... so even though I have a terrible week.... "Saturday"... was an overall good day..... since I blocked out all the bad things... that I from now on don't even bother to care about!!!!So anways.... I had dance class today.... and it was super fun :)... ahah but I have a lot of practicing to do :P.. ahah but it's crazy... hwo into I am.... ahaha me and flora... felt like dancing.... even when we went to the mall after... hahaha..... it's just the feeling of dancing :P.. aha I still suck at it ... but...you knoe " ga yao "... hahaha.....and I saw Nathan today... who is Flora's friend.. of which I met before... ahahhaa..... "wink" laing jai jaw "wink ".. ahahaha.....and and I also decided on a new style I like ....:P.. ahahha........ and on the bus.. an old lady started tlaking to me about chinese people... and how english peopel can speak chinese.... and..... so and so on..... even though she talked relaly loud.. like I was deaf... its' good.. hahha.... old people knoe so much... but on the bus...a guy sat in front of us ... and joined our conversation.. on how my dad works at the top of vancouver revolving resturant..... and how it is relaly really really really expensive :P...... ahahah.. he is prettty nice... I though I would be the only on that would be interested in talking to old people that they don't knoe.. I mean........ when ever I see old people alone or standing on a skytrian while I'm sitting.. I jsut feel bad.... I mean isn't aa given???.... I have this though that all elderly should be riding taxis and enjoying their golden years perfectly...:P..... that is how I wish it was... but I'm happy the lady talked to me.... cuz.... it was funni ... even though it started akward...... since she talks really loud.... and she is a stranger :P.. ahhaa... and I think that guy "Felix" .. (dunno if I spelt it right).. is pretty nice... cuz he talked to the lady too ....and I unlike me.... who had my dad pay for my cell.. he paid for his very expensive cell from hard work... I really admire that..... I mean.....I wish I could work :P!!!!...... and it's a good thing he asked for my email....... cuz he was nice to talk to la...... ahhahaa.....hmmzzzz....hahaha... I realize.... I meet a lot of people.... from unexpected place..... life is ful of surpises^.^!!! --->>Thoughts??!!!?? <<<--- Do you believe in fate???.... I don't relaly knoe if I do....... but saw peopel get on to a 98-Bline which goes to a skytrain station.. btu I didn't get on because I wanted 410.... and then it never came..... so I decided I would go on the next 98 b-line.... but that took too long.... so I walked to the next bus stop...... and while I was walking I saw the 98 B-line pass me .. I was like " Oh crap"-----.------"... but then behind that bus was the 410.... and lucky... I was able to cross the street just in time.. and run up to it jsut as it stopped....... and I made that one bus...... I was a big surprise I made it though...... and if it wasn't for the fact that I missed the 98 B-line.... then i wouldn't have met felix or that very interesting lady :)..... life really is full of surprises.. and I believe things happen for a reason........so fate or not... that was the best day of this week!!!!!! and a friend "cough" Chris Tang "cough".. once told me... you can't appreciate the good days unless you've been through bad days.......^.^
-Cari
-LayGaLei
Well..a lot has happened this week... everything abd.. bad bad bad.... this week.....I found new sides of people and I also found a side of myself.... along with rles I must go by.....So I ended a relationship.. and I've decided to forget this relationship ever happened.... because the opposing person is apparently " unworthy of wasting my memory"..... ahaha.. that's the only way I can put it.... I mean... when your a couple the guy is all nice....and everything.... and u think even though u have to breka up you'll leave with happy memories... but no... once u "dump" that guy.. they go all pysko on u!!!!!>... aiyha.....therefore.... why keep bad memories.. I knoe u could learn from them, but I've learnt you should always know every side of a person before u wanna start something. And now... I will forget this!!!!!.... I thought even if you breka up with someone you could be friends..... maybe I've never really experienced this problem before, but once I (let's say) "Let Go"... of the other person, they say that we'll be friends..and agree with everything but they really don't.....Instead they choose to be negative and act with hate... I mean they don't have to talk to me or anything ... that's called being "Neutral". But why be so negative and mean....--------.------" God...---->>> ithink I've been trying to just be pretty nuetral... and I've realized now.. that I can't expect people to be nuetral... cuz if they feel angry, there's nothing you can do to stop that.....BuT WHAT i really REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE IS SOMEONE WHO WANTS PITY~~~~!!!!.... okay some people might not realized this, but I count acting all innocent in front of someone's friends to influence them into thinking that I am the wrong one.... is so pityful!!!! I knoe.. that when you get dumped.. it feels really bad......... and everything.... but I don't plan on taking it out on the other person, just because they did that to me... I mean....if you really like a person you want them to be happy and even though wanna get over that person.... it doesn't mean you want to make them hate you..... I hated everyday of this week... from beginning to end.... the only short period of time I liked was celebrating Grace Kai's B-day.....and I'm pretty sure that'll be one of the last times I'll ever spend altogether with that bunch of people... I mean I don't mind, but how can you stay friends with someone who hates you... and has a constant need to ambush you....---------.-------"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........I bet they would just love to knoe that this is killing me!!!!..... I haate this crap!!!!!!!... and It'll be really easy to diss him right now......!!!!!!!..... I mean relaly really really really really easy... cuz I have so much stored up right now!!!!!... but I'm holding it in.. CUZ I WILL NOT GO DOWN TO HIS LEVEL!!!!!!!!!!!!and I will listen to my friend and don't even bother... if we're friends we're friends.. but i'm not gonna try anymore.....ooo.. and btw..... i KNOE.. PEOPEL ARE saying that I dumped him cuz I liked someone else!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHUT UP!!!!!!!!... i dump, cuz there isn't that feeling anymore....god..!!!.... so pk!!!!!!!!....... where do peopel get this stuff.... probably from some pysko path!!!!!!!!... and must I add.... stay away from my friends.... and I knoe he was really really really really really nice..... and I was really really really really really cold when we were together..... but then .. he should of left me.... if u relaly knoe me.... i SUCK AT CONFRONTATION!!!!... I mean... me having to dump..... took a lot of strength god!!!!!!..... and if he is so mad about it... he should have did it first!!!!!.......I mean I dont' CARE!!!!!!!!!!!! he can tell everyone he broke up with me.. for alll I care!!!!.....hmmzz.. this is when I blog relaly comes in handy... I can scream about this forever and no one will relaly care!!!!!!!!1.. and did u notice I didn't mention names... so if u knoe it u knoe it .. and if you don't you don't!!! :P.... bTW..... TO THE PERSON WHO SLAPPED ME.....!@!!!!! IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN A GAME!!! BUT YOU DIDN'T TREAT IT LIKE A GAME!!! YOU PK!!!!!!!!.... ahhhhhhhhh.... and quote"SO RELAX" after you slapped me.... hmmzzz.. your a agood person!!! you fake!!!!!!!!!!....... fake fake fake fake fake.... I don't care if I'm being evil right now... I don't even care if no one believes me.... I have CHAT LOGS~!!!!!!!!.... and your knoe what...I don't even want to prove myself!!!!!!.... cuz apparently.. he will always be the nice one.. and I'll always be the cold one!!!!... so you knoe... I don't even wanna try to explain myself.....Just knoe that1!!! the next time I have a chance of slapping you... i wont' even bother getting my hands dirty..!!!cuz that one slap taught me a lot..... your not nice.. you just want everyone to think your nice!!!... and if.....want people to think it really was a light slap... then why would it turn red... u PK!!!!!!!!!!!.... come on!!!!!.... get a life!!!! and btw.... for those who have heard that I liek "someone" else.......WHY THE HELL DO YOU CARE!!!!!!!!!!--->>> Thoughts??!!??<<---- toi love someone is to let them go...... WHile when you love someone.... u love them because you want to ... not because you expect anything back... for example..... their love in return..... when u love someone....all u can do is give love.... the recieve either comes or it doesn't.... that's life
-Cari
-LayGaLei
hmmzz... so i HAVEN'T BLOGGED in like forever, but I feel like blogging today because I think i've had two pretty good days this week in a row... Yesterday and Today were super Fun!!!! :).... Well yesterday ..... I guess you could say we were celebrating.... that we have no school today.... but it's not like it's anything special.... Anways Me, Susanna, Alice, Ricky, Victor... all went to Bubble World after school... Although at first.... I was freaking out.... cuz..... cough cough""""/// Alice and Susanna, went out of Math late and I thought that they left---->> very gay!!!aiyha...!!! and then I finally found them... and ahahha Screams of Joy in the hall ways.. good thing it was well after school!!! .. ahahaha... and then we went to Bubble world..... hmmzz haven't been there but... when I went I realized... that the staff are so lame.... they are old and mean!!!! but when we were there ... we played truth or dare :P!!!! muwhahaha... hahahah it was first... relaly really boring cuz we really only had people who chose truth... and we who got dared to get a sour candy that wasn't relaly sour... but then.... we played that if u get a red card u have to get the truth or dare.... so then u choose another card... red=truth and black=dare.... hahaha..... so then i THINKit was Susanna,, ahha she got a dare and had to kiss Alice on the lips :P...hahaha... but it was gay.. czu it was like....more of a slight touch of lips than a kiss.. btu I guess it counts :P... next..... then was Victor... hahahaa........he Striped!!! ewwwwww... ahhahaha..... and we he took his top off.. he ran and an old lady driving by... checked him out ahahahhaha.........." bei ah paw gup"... hahahah... btw I gottz pics.. ahha but I think it might me mean to put it on the interenet:P.... ahhahaha... so ya...... but then... the lady working there was being mean and said we couldn't play cards at the bubble tea place.. it was so gay!!!!!so we left and went back to north surrey to pick up Grace CHun.... but she roller blades sooooooo fast and was home before we could find her.. so we drove to her house!!!! muwhahhahaa... and we went to Pearl Fever cuz Bubble World.... has gay people working there!!!! ewwwwwwwww!!!!!... but we just talked there and played Big 2.... it was okay.....:P..BUT IT COULD HAVE BEEN MORE FUN :p..... Anyways... so today started... but getting this phone call from Mina.... omg.... she just decided she wanted to go back to Korea yesterday and is leaving to Korea FOREVER!!!!!!!!!! tomlo----------.---------" aiyha... I barely got to say good-bye!!!!!!!it was relaly suddenly!@!!!!.. liek one some has a heart attack--->> Hope no one has a heart attack btw<<<-----.. but ya -----.----" then at about 2:15... Ricky picked me up and we went to Bubble World because Pearl Fever was too slow ... and bought Bubble Tea for like Victor, Carman... and Ferla( even though I have no idea who she is) but she didn't go... so for Cindy :P...lol... and we went to Cindy's house lol...so she could get changed :P... hahaha..... and then we went straight to metro... ahahhaa...... we walked around for so long :P!!!... and we didn't eevn find a dress for carman.,.... which is for attending Bard's sister's wedding.. wow eh?? ...lol... hahaha.... so after like... looking through all the stores..... we went to Crystal... and we bumped into ALICE feng and Grace Chun :P... weeee....lol... ahah so crazy hahaahha... btw I saw Christina (Tang) today too ... hahahaa.... saw so many people.. i think.... and then... we went back to metro all together... cuz we also met back up with Ricky and Victor... la..... ahhahaha....after deciding where to get...... we which gay cuz.. Sushi was the first suggestion... we went to Shu Shi Ya....(can't spell).... which is on the other side of the mall.. all the way otehr side lol.. hahaha... and we had to wait 20mins.. :P!!!.. we got got cards to play Big 2....... ahaha.... and then..-->>Yay... we got a table :P!!!hehehe... it was wierd.. ahah we had to take off our shoes and go into a room.. thing... I prefeering... sitting around the circle thingy in the middle with all the sushi around it!!! ahah easy access... u might call it :P.. hahaha.... YUmmy!!! but anyways.. we had all u can eat!!!!!so yay....... I feel girls do eat too little sometimes.. yet I do not!!!!-->>> the piont of all you can eat is ALL YOU CAN EAT!!!!!<<--.. ALTHOUGH i WAS NOT TOTALLY FULL:p!!!.. haha.. anyways.... I think Carman and Cindy ate tooo... little.. but I knoe Cindy's reason "Wihk wink".....hahahah... but CARMAN EAT MORE!!!!..... man :P... ahhaahaha :)... hmmzzz... hahaha.... and we started playing "A B C D"... AHAH U KNOE like different hand movements... and then u have to get one that isn't the same as the caller.... ahahha.. and lose... the person.. claps your hands together twice and slaps it... IT REALLY HURTS!!!!---??KASHDLKashdlkj<<---.. BUT BTW... i DO IT HARD TOO!!!.. AND BTW!!!!! victor is the gayest person ever!!!!!!...... cuz he went light on cindy and carman!!!!!!!!!!!1..... ALTHOUGH.. i KNOE i like slapped him super hard!!!... ahahahah.... but so did carman at the end :P!!!!.....ahhh.. ahah but it's only fun when they slap hard.... I mean it won't kill u.... and then the people next to us like toally bitched at us!!!!!!!!!!!..... "chi seen ga"..... they said we were too loud... which we were lol... hahaha.... but they like told on us... and like screamed at us!!!!!... aiyha... but we still kepted playing... ahaha./... we also formed teams... ahaha..... first it was victor and cindy.... then me and carman too.. then we jsut start high-fiving everyone :P... ahahahhaa.... we are gay.... ahahah ... hahaha......and I htink the ride home is better than the ride there... cuz it was louder.. ahah we actually talked more... la :P.... ahhaa....but while we were walking there... someone looked like they were pregant "cough" victor"cough",,,, ewwwwwwwww...... hahahha... ooo.. and did I mention Carman swore.. which only happens once in a afull moon :P...!!hahaha...... crazy :P...... and.... I just found out u can get drunk off of "wasabi".. ahah proven by ricky and victor... ahahha....lol :Plol..... in the car we talked about gay stuff... I cna't relaly remebr .. ahah oohh.. right it started about Cs.. and gunbound... ahahaha... I have relaly no idea....lol.. and then we talked about Cindy's X.... hahaa.... and somehwo...we went into a aconversation.. about Cindy and Carman guessing Victor's last name.... man.... retarded.... ahhaha..... but yes...lol.. haha... and I didn't buy anything today... veyr lame.... ahahaha.... but I htink it was really really really fun today :)... ehhehee... I am satified easily.....hanging out and lots of eating :P heheheh... I want to go agian... it was so fun :)... yay ---->>Thoughts???<<----.. SImply the joy of life is not wealth or LUCK.. BUT THE MOMENTS you share that make you think that you can't possibly be at a beter place... :)....hehehe...... Life is always going to have obstacles... and.... troubles.. but then I think about times like this.. when... life can't seem more carefree.... and great... 2 great days in a row :P!!!.. ahaha....P.S..... HAahahah... I am suddenly taller than Carman agian :P..weee :P...lol bai bai
- HAHAHA... Merry x-mas!!!.. okay.. I'mma finally updating my blog... this is like the first day i'mma not busy!!!!.. I've been like killing myself with too much volunteer work all week.... but it was okay:P.. I had plenty of people visit me :P... aahahhaa....--->flora/bard/chris/"stephen/flora's friend amy".... ahahha.... amy... HAHAHAHHAHhhahaha...... hahahhaa.a... okay... i'll stop... anyways...... ya... yesterday..... x-mas eve... it didn't really feel like x-mas... this year doesn't feel like x-mas...... and it's not just because of the fact that there wasn't any snow---------.-------"... this x-mas has no "x-mas feel" at all.... aiyha..." so sad "-->> Thots<<---... here's a story about a girl who doesn't really knoe this guy too well... but then has "feel" for him after a short time..... Then when the guy actually asks her out.... she says yes.... yet she isn't even sure that was the best answer.....When it seems that they are moving too fast.... she is even more uncertaun about her decide..... 1.) to break it off.... but it's x-mas after all.. yet that is nto the biggest problem.... more like the fact that if she breaks it off now.... she might as well have never said yes..... 2.) stay with him and possibly for months be in a realm of uncertainty.....during that time u will see ... lots of cute guys... yet u can't do anything.... "hell??".. yes... lol.. ahahahahha.... BUt life goes on.... and every relationship must end... either upon the arrival of a new relationship or death... but at this age.... more likely new relatioships..... Everyone needs to find someone perfect for them....in a way everyone is perfect... because each person is a "PERFECT" for someone..... even if someone else can't see that... so .... if u can't find your"PERFECT".. on your first try... then keep trying... although i'm not saying.."relationships" are life's first priority.. friends...school.. work... interests..... are obviously going to take up time...... so when.. a perfect comes along.. they'll come along.... As for the girl in this scenario... well...... uncertainty is usually either....1.) unuse to relationships 2.) not sure that she likes this one or another one 3.) realizes that being single is great and still wants to see what others have to other... and 4.) now that she has this guy... she doesn't want him... Hence " you want what u can't have and when u possess what u wannted , it doesn't have any value to u". ^.^ :P
-Cari
-LayGaLei
- HAHAHA.... omg i saw Juno Mak at Pacific centre while I was gift wrapping!!!!!!!1 ahh on " November, 26/2004"..... haha jsut to keep in memory.... so regret.... being scared to go up to him!!!!!!!!.... hahhaha..... aiyha.. at leasty I saw him like 4 times and like was less than a meter away... but btw.... Juno walks wierd... when he walks... he is so "Bouncy"... haha dances too much man!!!!!... but btw... better looking in person than in magz/tv :P!!!!!....and I have so much volunteer work... I figure ill be really busy... but some volunteer work is also really fun :)..... although.. I've had like 2 bad experiences so far....... But the rest were Okay ....:P..... hehehe.....note --->>" S.U.C.C.E.S.S. IS NOT GOOD for conferences... and.. Homes for Holidays...."Kid's Help Phone"... ia like torture.... it's just being cold.... and being ignored....... Although i was lucky.. becasue both my friends got to be in the same house as me :P!!!!...hahahhaa....----->> Thoughts?!?! <<------ In every relationship there's a problem, no matter how perfect a couple may seem... I think there's always a problem... but the reason some people can be together so long.. si because they found a way to control or solve the problem...... I also think in every relationship there are regrets..... but sometimes there is no turning back...... once you've done it you've done it.... not everyone gets a second chance... but when you do.... It's best to make the best of it.... and saying "sorry".. A million times.. won't turn back time or win u a second chance.... life happens in strange ways.... u never knoe.. if you'll get a second chance or not......... I realized that being sad about an end is not worth it.... it's better to quickly get over it and.. be happy you can find a new beginning........ Life goes on with every end... and ever perosn will keep finding new beginnings... when you'll stop you'll neevr knoe... one of life's surprises..... right?......
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-Well.... haven't updated in a long time now... hmmzzz....too much things happening all at once..... I realized that school and everything related.... is very very very important.... but it's good to keep a balance of that and "fun time".... aiyha.... I have liek volunteer work every weekend.... and school everyday weekday..... this is so not cool.... but at least volunteering is fun :).... for the most part.... hahahaha.... and report cards are gay...!!!!.... Percentages are like so low.... ahhhhhhhhhhhh.... Anyways... fun thing about today was" Safe teen"... hahaha sorta retarded but really funny and u learn a lot... like how to do "Self-defence"... ahhaa.. I learned hwo to break a guy's nose... and dislocate a knee cap :P... hahaa... oooo.. and blind someone :P...:).....scared???.. hahaha...u should be!~!!! :).. ahahaha.... ----->> Thoughts?!? <<---- the world isn't all sunshines and rainbows, but we'd all like to think it is .... Hhmmzzz.... the world isn't perfect, but it's all in your prospective.... if you choose to be negative no matter what happens good or bad...... the world will still seem empty...... Although, hiding behind "Rose coloured Glasses".. won't do you much good anyways...... Life is full of surprises... you can't always be optimistic...but I think ... if it's anything that can't hurt you... it's worth a try to find the positive in every "dead end".... Life is full of obstacles and hidden passages..... In my mind.... the piont of living is not jsut to expect everything to happen the way you want... ot to expect it to be terrible because it may seem that way at one piont.... But to take charge and confront all the obstacles to make life the way you want it to be.... to find those hidden passages to success...... In life we never actually reach success....since whatever position your in, there's always a better one..... always striving for what you don't have... therefore,...... Success is not your destination..... but the path you take to find a common satisfaction....... you kneo what I mean???.....hahha.... confusing-ish :P... hahaha...
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-Hmmzzz.. so tired today.... from the concert yesterday... I almost felt like dying in class, I got to the piont where I couldn't open my eyes...... aiyha... but P.E. CLASS was awsome today... although... the 20min run was terrible because.... I dont' knoe why but 9 laps today seemed so hard... But the line soccer was so fun!!!!!.. ahahah....Anywyas... the Joey concert was fun :)... I think she sings good... even though I dont' like her that much^-------^.... hahaha.... and she really lost a lot of wieght :P... ahhaa....and the sing-along part was awsome!!!!!!!.. ehhehe..... that's always fun, but ended too early :P!!!!! ----->>Thoughts?!?<<---- .....Hmmzz..... jsut a thought.... if every relationship was like a love story... I think every relationship would be more rememberable and overall more "PERFECT" :)..... aiyha....Even though every love story has to end and every love story might end in tragedy....I still think... relationships would be so sweet if it was like a love story..... so yao "FEEL" ....^------^.... but i guess it's hard to have something that would come close to a love story u watch on tv or on the movies..... ^-----^..... but can't hurt to dream ah.....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-..Omg.... once agian I am sick.... life is not good-------.-------" ... I thot I was pretty healthy but...I unno why i'mam getting sick so much...---.---"... But then agian....being sick doesn't stop me from doing anything... it just makes doing that thing more difficult....:P.. aiyha... today I had to run like 12minutes counting the laps, i thought I was going to die!!!... But I still ran like almost 6 laps..omg..so close.. :P... but I didn't die...... yet!!!Although.. one of my friends fainted... crazy... I never seen someone faint before --.--".... ---->>Thoughts?!?!?<<---- Why do some people want to hurt others all of the sudden..... one minute a person really likes you.... and then the next minute they leave u there..... without a reason why.... is it because life is never fair ... or is it because.... it's the way we as people choose to act??..... Everyone gets that feeling about a person, whether it's the first time you see them or once you get to know them..... but sometimes the "sudden feeling"... they had for you is gone.... and I guess.. life jsut goes on.... but it does hurt for a while until you realize.... there's more to life than jsut that one feeling... although even though I say that... i realize that this one moment will come and go so many times in time , and each time even though you've been through it so many times.. it will still hurt ...:(...... aiyha.. I wish that those " in the moment" feelings would never fade.... life would always ...." ho yao feel " :)
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-....Today is not a good day...:(..... mmm hoy summm....."unhappiness".. but then....can't talk to anyone...:(...I don't have my cell phone!!!!ahhhhhh.. I'mma dying.... there's like nuthing to do.....and I can't go on msn....during those late hours when i'mma super bored!!!!!!....----.----"!!!... ho sad ah...!!!------->>> Thoughts?!??<<----- I feel that I think too much.. btu relaly can't help it.... and.. soemtimes... it seems like it's things that I shoudln't think about.. but I suddenly think about.. the same thing.. constantly..... aiyha..... but then the more I think about it...... it doesn't make me anymore happy than it does sad......"it's like u always thinka bout things that you can't have... or seem so hard to achieve....."... In life it's almost impossible to have what you want.....However.. there's always those times.. when you have the chance of getting what you want... but then... it's liek you make a wrong turn... and... your chance is gone... things happen... people change.... and... soemtimes when you turn back... it feels like there's no place to turn back to..... Hmmzz... so many things can be fixed...... yet somethings can't be fixed.... because to fix them.. you would have to change the past......Sometimes.. I wish I could change the past......--------.--------"
-Cari
-LayGaLei
- OooOOo.... hahahaha.... done my hmwk :).... FREE AT LAST^--------^!!!!too bad i still gotta study-----.----"... hmmmzzz.... anyways.... Today was pretty boring... the field trip to me was.... not as good as school... Cuz at least at school your warm...--------.-----"... ahhhhh..... But I think floral design looks really fun :)!!!....( needa load pics of the flowers we gottz).... hahaha...hmzzz.... Aiyha... I think I signed up for too much volunteer and I don't wanna drop any of the ones I got into...... but seriosuly so much... I have like 3 short term events... and one long term volunteer... it's like gonna be crazy.....especially in december...:P...!!!hahha..... but always gottz time for hanging out with friends:P....but really need "time management" ----->>Thoughts??!!??<<----- ...."Kay Sut....it's so hard to explain things sometimes...... why is it that life makes u committed to one thing.... but then.. after a while... it's human instincts to before interested in sumthing else.... Although... your still interested in the first thing... everything just naturally becomes too overwhelming on it's own......BUt then again.... in the end.... one thing will rise above the other.... and you find out which is more important to u...... hmmzzz... but I shouldn't really think too much about this..... and let life take it's course.... Since whatever happens...... it happens...u knoe???...
-Cari
-LayGaLei
- So tired... but jsut decided.. to not do the rest of my hmwk till tomlo, after FIELD TRIP!!!!:).. ahahhaha.... But today.. was a good day I guess.. I mean everyday.. is really jsut "okay"..... it's just how u feel that day.... but I really only like today cuz.... I came in second when we ran in gym class.... I realized that all I can do is run ------.------"... hahaha... but I guess it's better than nuthin :P..---->>>Thoughts??!??!?<<<---- When....... tlak to sumone a lot and u get to know them... they could appear.. relaly plain... or normal like everyone else...... but I think.. if you stop talking.. and u stop seeing that person.. u start to miss talking to them.... whether it be a week or a month or a year.... I unno why, but if I use to talk to that person a lot like at least once or more a day... then suddenly..... not even once a day.... then I really wanna talk to them.... cuz.... if I don't I think they'll forget about me or something....... even if it's only a week....this goes for "like liking people" and "Friendships".... anything can fade..... Cuzz.... I knoe there's a lot of people.. I use to tlak to a lot.. and then.. I just stopped talking to them.. I unno if it's " they lost interest in talking to me" .... or...." I lost interest in talking with them"..... but usually I don't lose interest easily... I think there's always something interesting about a person.... u just have to find it..... So when I stop tlaking to a person for even a week.... it seems that everything is fading in someway.... and when it does.... after awhile... I usually wonder.. what would of happened if.... I tried harder to talk to that person....-->> but then u knoe... if they really wanted to be closer friends.. or " like liking peoples"... then... I think that they would have tried harder too..... anyone feel that before....???.. Although.. it's probabaly just me :P
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-Wahhh...... getting too much hmwk again---.---"... not enough time to update... ahhh.... but to whole weekend was pretty fun ... and actually.... volunteering is actually not much work... Especailly the Bowl-A-thon :P!!!!.. I met new peoples :)..--->> Joyce, Tanis, and Ling Ling ... hahaha.. we were all "Lane runners".... sounds gay???..lol... But really easy....:P...and I realized that you can know someone for like 2 hours but you can still feel right talking to them about everything....it's like you just "click" ^--------^.... hahaha.....and I think they are overall jsut really cool people :P.. ahaha... Although.. so not CoOL...they thought I was mixed!!!!-->> 100% Chinese !!!!..... I personally don't think I look mixed... although... this is not the first time... people said this to me :(.... gay.....lol.... but it's okay... as long as I know i'ma chinese..... ahahhaha.....Oo0HHH..... AND.. i UNNO... but the past weeks.. I've been thinking.... I have no talents and no real commitments... so i've been trying to find things to keep me occupied... Trying to find volunteer ( lots and lots of volunteer " not very successful though) and planning out what class I want to take.... and.. also planning to take a certified course.... something for credits or good for resume....:P... hahahaa...... I unno why... but suddenly have a need to do everything :P....---->>> Thoughts???!!??!?<<<----- Hmmzzz.....I feel that when u like a person there is a difference between..."like like" and when u see a person and u go " oooOo....good looking..like like"... you knoe??... I mean you could like that person... cuz they have a good personality.. and they are also good looking....but...how do u really knoe???... although... I kinda do believe in "love at first sight"...But... most of the time ... it's not love.... but you just seem to get overcome by their looks... I think.... people could say that they don't notice your looks at first.... but it's obvious.. what u notice first is what you can see with your eyes.... which then provokes you to get to know them........ but then there are also those relationships that start out as friends.. and then work out to be more than friends.... I unno... to me I don't think I can knoe a person too long and then start sumthing... no one.. that i've been close friends with for over a year.....( at least that's what I think at this piont).... cuz.. i think if u knoe everything about that person.. there's no surprises.... I don't knoe about other people.. btu I find that relationships...... are interesting only if it's full of surprises.... or it could be that I get bored easily... but....I really think that... if you knoe what's going to happen.. and it seems that everything is plannned out..... then there's no piont... you can picture the whole relationship..... I like the fact that u never knoe what's gonna happen..... surprises make life and a relationship... worth going through....... It's always... great when your bf or gf surprises u isn't it???.. I mean... there's.. always that "rush"... whether it be a "heart attack" kinda rush... or...your heart just starts "racing" from the feel..... hahaha.. btu I relaly don't think you can get that.... when everything seems so " predictable"... I unno...... jsut my thoughts...lol... :P...
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-... Today is so .. bad...... I unno.. I knoe I did sumthing wrong.. but u knoe.... I mgiht as well do nothing.. I knoe people would say .. I'mm not trying... but....people should knoe.... i'm really not the type of person to try.....-->>Ya.. I knoe everything is my fault.... I htink everyone knoes that....but if it's my fault then.. u knoe it's my fault.....( this is for people who knoe what i'm talking about)--->>Sorry loh... dan hai..... aw lum.... even when I try.. it's like not trying at all... " doe moe yun choi"... so I give up la..... -------.-------"..... moe yea gong la
-Cari
-LayGaLei
- Ohh.. today was acutally a fun day beside Planning class:P!!!!.... I usually don't likie P.E. but today is super fun!!! --->> The running was Okay^-------^... I mean it's only "20 mins" .. I realized that 20 mins isn't as bad as 4 laps... because... running 4 laps would mean I have to sprint----.----"--->> that's like a death trap.. ahhhh..OoooOoO...and Volleyball^-------^!!! Yay... I unno sumtimes it isn't like "wow"-->>So fun.. kinda thing... btu today it was... I think i had the best team... not just the fact that we won.. but we work well together and have fun... although I didn't ahve any like "friend" friends on my team... but that's still cool !!!:P hahaha.... Then Socials.. I studied so hard.... for that quiz....!! and I got Perfect!!..Ya Man!!!..:)... hahaha... but then it's jsut a small quiz.. not like the unit test I failed... ahh w/e..... -->>Studying is so "SUN FU"!!!...---->>Thoughts<<----... SOmetimes in life.. things just happen... and u can't stop thinking about it.. cuz it's driving u crazy....and everything... is jsut happening around u.. and ti seems like your jsut standing there.. watching it happen.. without a clue ..why--------.--------".... I unno.. but running today was great... everything.. confusions... problems... everything... is jsut gone.. when I'm running.. I just don't htink about anything.... but running... especially with music:)....Ooo... and btw.... bouncing a volleyball really really really really hard on the ground... really takes out anger^-----^!!! ahahhaa....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
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++Out at Richmond w/Flora & People/Saturday, October 16th++
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++Fraser Institute Seminar/Thursday,October 14th++
-Okay.. wahh.. I haven't wrote for such a long time... too much to do .. and too much hmwk----.----"life is so complicated... too much to worry about.. hmmzzz.. but so many fun days last week.. that I didn't have time to write about.. like "thursday".... I went to the Fraser Institute Seminar!!!..hahaha... fun fun fun----->> the most fun part was NO SCHOOL!!!!!!!.....hahaha... hmmzz.. u learn alot that day.. and good chance to meet new friends!!! :P.. ahhahaahaha.... Then, there's saturday!!!.. super tired... but super fun....hahaa..... I think.. night time was the best...hahahaa.... Shark Tale is super funni-->> although not as funni as Finding Nemo^-----^ !!! hehehe.. WATER FIGHT(kinda) at Aberdeen :P!!! yay!!!... hmmzzz... and... thanx to my "Cab driver" hahaha... for the ride :P!!!!omg.. but "22nd street station" at night is so scary!!!!...People jsut come up to u and say stuff... hwo scary is that!!!??!!!!!
--->>"notes" upload pics from those 2 days SOON!!!<<--- +++ Thoughts?!!? +++ What is reality really???!!... how do we knoe that what we refer to as reality really is "real" ..... what if all we do.... all we think about... everything isn't real.... Think about it.... hmmzzz.. u never knoe... -->> maybe when we dream at night that's when our reality takes place.... Some people thinks that dreams are too good to be true.. and wish that our dreams could become reality.... but how do u it's not reality...???!!??... who says that science can define what's "real"......in my mind...w/e makes u happy is your reality......-->life would be good... if u could dream forever..^--------^...
-Cari
-LayGaLei
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"Christina and Me^.^... Hahahaha.... Black and white is that best :P--->>Perfect Skin MAN!!!!"
"Wahh......HMMZZ.... see any connection here??? ^--------^ hahaha "
- Aiyha... today was funni... I played with my new DIGI CAM :)!!!Weeee... hahaha... but I didn't upload the pics from today yet.... cuz some gay person(my sister) took the comp with my photo dock :P!!!... ooOooo... btu I took pics when i went to the movies with Carman yesterday....hahaha.... fun fun fun ......ahaha... But some people would call the movies we watched "gay".... hahhaha... but I LIKE THEM!!!!"Raise Your Voice"!!! is awsome ^-------^!!!! Can't believe how well Hilary Duff sings :P... Wahhhh.... Hmmzzzz....Anyways----->>Thoughts??<<----- People keep telling me not to think too much... "just go with the flow"... I realized thats harder to do ... than most people think... everyone thinks too much.... more often than expected... It's like human nature.... I realized... that no matter wat..." happy or unhappy" ... you'll still over think....--->> If your happy, you'll think about what if this happened... or all the factors of this one event that are piontless.... Although when your unhappy... u think about how u can become happy.... or what's wrong... with everything around u.... and instead of accepting things... u choose to try to change things... to suit your standards....... I think life works in wierd ways... cuz.... things like this happen... and then you'll be like i'll never do that.... or "ohhh" that's so stupid and annoying.... and ask "why are people like that????!!!??" ... but then..... maybe like in the next day.... you'll do the same thing without even noticing.... Cuz... u knoe.. I've done it so many times... and when I realize it I feel bad.... but I cna't help it...... Therefore the best solution is not to comment on the actions of other people.... and just try to stop yourself... from what is really just "human nature".... ^----------^....
October/11/2004 +Pictures+
-Cari
-LayGaLei
- Hhahaha... hmmzzz... todya I ate "Coffee Jelly".... it was pretty bitter.... but the feeling was "sweet" loh :P... ahahhaa... does that make sense?? I unno.. btu it does to me :)....hehehee....OOOO....hahaha...U knoe... after school..... is like the one thing I look forward to all day ^-------^!!!! hahaha... u get to sit there and do nuthing.... until u realize.... u have hmwk!!! :P... hahha... but today on msn.. was sadish..... becuz..... my "mei mei" was sad loh... I figured out that when someone is sad... friends... or "mei mei"..lei.... u can't help but be sad too..... it's like a reflex....^------^!!!...
-------->> Thoughts<< ----.... When u don't liek where u are ... think of where u want to be... and forget everything around u....Life can't always be perfect but it can't be 100% terrible..... when u have friends and other people***....^------^ ahahha... Like whenever I hate being home... for w/e reason.. I think about " Swings"... ahahahahaha...I unno but it's my "happy place^.^" ..... ---->> To: Aw gei Qoo(mei mei)--->> Mmm gee deem guy lay mm hoy sum aw jaw mm hoy sum lei.... gaw gaw yun wah aw day ho slow..... dan hai...slow mei mm ho lei.... jong yi jaw jong yi ga la.... tong mm gee deem guy... yee ga.. dup beet gwai ju lay lei....But gaw gee jong yeew jaw hai..... yu gaw lay been gaw doe mm serng trust..... gee seew doe yeew trust aw la!!!!!!!!^.^!!
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-Cari
-LayGaLei
- Bad morning!!!....:(.... been gaw been gaw.... didn't come walk with me on time... i waited 20 minutes~~~~!!!!.. Gick say yun la!!!!....so so so so sad :(...... yao .... mm hai ho "tum" fan yun -----.------" !!! Chiew!!!.... I unno... but it was an okay day overalll!!!!... "okay" ja.... but IT RAINED AFTER School!!!... aiyha... cham ah cham ah....dan hai.... still a little mad at "been gaw been gaw".... although it's obvious who :P!!!!!.... anyways...--->> thoughts???<<------- Hmmzz.. i unno why.. btu I think " day Ha ching"... Underground Love..... seems so cool....hahha.. ( YA.. i KNOE... i read too much wierd sutff)... but ya... like hiding.... secrets.... and everything....--->> How would it feel if.. u had someone , but no knoe new about it.. not your parents, friends, or anyone... just u too..... although some people might not like the idea of... hiding... their feelings from the world.... I think.. I would like it.. well.. I unno exactly.. but.. u knoe with out distractions and too many questions.. from friends... it let's u think for yourself.. and not be effected my other people's opinions.....hahhaa... but U knnoe... that's just my thots though :P.... aiyha.. too much hmwk -----.------" bai!!!!:P
-Cari
-LayGaLei
- Cham ah..Cham ah... so excited about hip-hop.. but no spaces left:(.... sad sad sad....but the day ended awsome :)..."tired".... dan hai... so yao "Feel" ^--------------------^!!!!!"Swings......."
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-Well.... no hmwk today... but I unno why.. not in a very good mood ---.---"... tired mostly...but ya...---.---" I have no idea why.... just kinda sad.... Everyone seems like their doing sumthing.... but i'mma here... everyone is going somewhere.... but i'mma here.....why couldn't life be more exciting... most people would say it's cuz... u haven't even lived much of your life yet.... but isn't being a teenager suppose to be more fun???-------.-------" AIyha..anyways...I find that everyone si having "relationship problems"...y??? ..hmmzzz.... so has everyone heard of the story of " girl #1 , girl #2, and nameless (guy)"????... if u have u should knoe it's about... girl #1 and nameless liking each other.. but girl#1 and girl #2 are really good friends....and girl #2 liked nameless before girl#1 and girl#1 knew that girl#2 relaly liked nameless.....".... so then what should girl#1 do???.... any solutions???... I have one.... ahhaa.... go talk to girl #2....and just tell them... the situation.... if girl#2.. is your real friend... she should understand... that being with nameless makes u happy.... and that.... u coming to tlak to her.. was hard enough.....what do u think??? ----->> Hmmzzz.. Thoughts<<---- Even though u knoe what's right... it doesn't stop u from doing the wrong thing"....... Like when people say stuff to u ... and u knoe u shouldn't care what other peopl think... and u act like u don't.... but in reality u really do.... not caring might be the right thing to do..... but most people don't work that way.... people around us.. effect us.. mroe than u think...u knoe???....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-Wheee.. hahaha.. I'mma almost all better now :).... hehehhe...dan hai... cham ah cham ah.. I twisted my leg when I got home---------.-------" hurts like crazy....Anyways.... wahhh...Four Leaf Clover 2-->>"VolleyBall" is going to be out soon!!!!Yay!!! October 3rd I think... :P Hhaaahaahaha... so many people in there... wahh... Boy'z... Twins....Joey...Hacken...blah blah blah...:)... hehehe....Plus.... main characters.....hahah... shhhhh...doe yao dd "liang jai" ^----------^ :P... I like the "mysterious" one ... hahaha....very "ying" :P .....OoOOOOooo.....haha.. i found new fanfix.. that are about chinese idols...lol.. btu I don't think people right as good.... but good to read when u get bored :P --->>... FanFiction ....lol...."moe leew" ah :P.....---->> More Thoughts <<---- AIyha....love is like a light switch.... sometimes... u can just turn it on or off...:P..... I unno how many people actually understand what I'mma saying but....ya...You how u love ... this thing or person.... or w/e.... btu then.... the next day... u love.. and the next next day u hate..../love/hate/love/hate.... wahhh... so complicated :P.....aiyha... test tomlo..... needa think "socials".. if that's possible..... lol :P!!!
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-So sad.. I've been sick for about 4 days.... and I feel worse... my nose is super red.. and it's picture day tomlo----.----"--->> life is bad :P....aiyha....I really feel like dying... I hate being sick... the only good thing about being sick is that your suppose to grow tall... but I really don't see that happening to me-----.-----"..... Anyways... got really really bored... cuz being sick... makes u lazy ( that and i'mma naturally LAZY):P kekekke....OoOOo... Well not the piont but...ya... I started to read fanfix... lol... someone can write really good....the plot is like awsome... but then... some are just super "MOE LEEW"...and for people who don't kneo..."Fanfix" are like stories writen by people.... they're like on the net everywhere....mostly about love stories..... ahhaa... it's "INTERESTING"^----------^!!!Even though.. I was reading like korean type fanfix.....it was okay...--->> Korean Fanfix hahaha.... it's about the only thing.. I can read without falling asleep :P....Hmmzzzz---->>Thoughts of the day ( haha makes it sound important)<<---- "Everyone wants wat they can't have and when they have what they wanted, they don't value it anymore".... I unno why... I've been thinking about that all day....cuz.. I think it works for everything... objects or people....It's like you buy this super expensive shirt that u really really really...... want... but when u actually buy it....--->> ask yourself how many times will u wear it????.... how long will it take u to get bored????.... when will u have something else u want... and just forget about it???....one month? one week? one day? one hour? or even one second?????.....CRAZY... but so true :P--->> hahhaa.... ya.. I think alot...^---------^... hahaa... but w/e la ... hahaha... tired.... sleep now !!!
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-Aiyha... people are right.. things get worse before they get better.... I feel like dying so much right now...---------.---------"... I hate being sick... I've slept for exactly "4hours"... sorta... cuz... I was like sneezing... the whole time... Ahhh...."say la say la"......Btw... I hate congee.."Eeewwww"... why do chinese people think cuz your sick u have to eat that..."it makes we wanna barf...." ..kekeke... now.. I'mma drinking "Vita Lemon Tea".. yummy ^-------^!!! Way better than congee..-----.-----"!!!!Anyway... more sleep now...
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-AHHH....so sick...."coff" "sniff"...say la say la....ahh... i hate colds-------.-------"....I don't just look like"crap".... I feel like"Crap"....!!... so sad..... I'mma gonna die soon...although I knoe people who like colds... becuase... when your sick.. u lose appetite and u just sleep...so u loose weight.... Yet.. I'mma sick.. but I can still eat a lot....--------.--------"....."FAT"....AHHH...say la say la... anyways.. write more lata :P
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-Aiyha...."ring ring ring".... hmmzz.. why is there always no one to talk to when you want to talk to someone the most..... and when you need to do something... that's when all the calls start coming in.....life works in wierd ways......ahhhh....so need someone to talk to :(....."You ever get the feeling that something's bothering you, and if u don't tell someone about it.... you might die...???!!??".....--->>My feeling exactly....."Cham ah Cham ah-----.-----"
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-Wheeeeeee....hahaha...friday la!!!!Finally^.^!!!Today is sooooo sunny:)... makes you feel happy... although.... really hard to look at people in the sun:P.....hahaha^-------^OoooOoo... anyone heard of whistling-Karaoke???Hahhaa...Me either!!:P hehehehe^.-!!"But gaw doe gay ho tang gei"^--------^!!!Hmmzz....gok mmm gok duc this song(Sing Yun Wuen Yee) "HO YAO FEEL LEI"??? hhehhe...Just listening to this song & eating ice cream(Coconut surprise"Gelato")kekeke ^.^!!!Wahhh...Good day ^--------^!!!hehehe....--->>Thoughts?<<---- Lots...Hmmzzz...Life is hard enough.....why do people complicate it by asking so many questions....--->>"What if...".... or.. "Why not...." ... and so on....Aiyha....OoOooo.. but then there are questions u really want to ask people... because u want to knoe what's wrong or just w/e.....But some how those questions are harder to ask than the ones that frustrate us....:P.... But maybe I just think too much hahaha.. w/e....bored la.... haahhaha bai bai
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-Wahhh... it's thursday already... time passes by so fast.... so many things happen:)...."my first mei" .... "first mei"... yao "first mei"..... hahaha.....Hmmmzzz... I use to think .. it would be hard to keep a balance between social life and school life.... but it's okay:P... hahahaha... I unno how long this will last... but someone once told me "just go with it"... questioning everything hai "HO SUN FU GA"...:p....I think it's better not knowing....cuz if u knoe then u just wait for the end instead of enjoying the ride there ^--------^... "ming mm ming lei??"...hhehehe....Wahh...you knoe what I just realized???... I think a really good feeling u can get is just by listening to music and closing your eyes and thinking------->> no distractions<<<----.....gaw gaw"feel" ho nice and peaceful ... hahaha...I like thinking about a lot of things... just too much hmwk for that la :P... OooOoo... and I read my friend's xanga yesterday...."entry Sept 21/2004" so deep^-------^ go check out Christina's Xanga Anyways....hahaa... I better go....la :)....
-Cari
-LayGaLei
-Today is a very important day:)....hehehe...."In Memories forever".....Hmmzzz....ho hoy sum.... yick ho "Surprised" wo..haahhaa... jong gee ho "different" gaw feeling la :P... kikikiki..^--------^
-Cari
-LayGaLei