Why???Mood:
specialI hope everything goes well between me and iin... Wondering why he's been asking me dis question?-Why i suddenly accept him? It's not dat me wanna lepaskan geram me on him about Amin or even cume nak main-mainkan dier!-No, okey! My intention are good, okey! The story goes lyke dis...
First to knal-knal ngan me is iin and ma first impression about him was he's a playboy and a despo! He was so manje and was lyke "sayang-ing" me eventhough we onli knal-knal. But i layankan jer argh. We intro ourself and about few weeks after, Amin knal-knal ngan me and i prefer Amin den iin. Why? Amin owes makes me laugh, feel safe and never let me down. Eventhough he never says those manje or sayang words, he still turns me on. Bcuz of Amin, i treat iin as my spare tyre. Few weeks later, i fought wif Amin and no longer contact each other. I was lyke crying de whole tyme and kept calling me stupid. Bcuz of Amin, ma prepaid low and everytyme iin msg me, me can't reply cuz prepaid da low. And iin thought dat me don wanna layan him. The onli thing dat touches my heart is wen iin said, "I tau u jatoh hati pat jantan lain. Shikin da blang i. Tapi i tetap akan simpan u pat ati i..." dat was de nicest ting anione ever said to me. Few days later, Shikin and Fiza complain to me about iin. They say dat iin kept asking about me and he reali gilekan me. Soon, ma hp ilang! I cried!, again! And all i could tink was iin. Next day, on de 24 of March, i've been thinking about iin non-stop and decided to give myself another chance so i accept him and found out dat he's no ordinary guy. Sabariah, ma adek angkat, told me dat iin is a special guy and i shouldn't tink in a way dat iihn samer je ngan jantan lain. My fwen, kak su, told me dat, God made iin specially for me and He only creates one iin in dis world! Smue my kwn told me dat, i'm lucky to have someone lyke iin and i shouldn't let go dis opportunity... Till now, iin fills half of ma life and iin's happiness is my happiness...
crushed out