May 31, 2005
it feels like a monday
Mood:
caffeinated
well, it's the tuesday after a three-day long weekend and it doesn't feel like a tuesday. in fact, it feels like it's monday. i kind of wish it were monday 'cause i have tons of somebody else's work to do and i really need more time. damn. damn. damn.
May 9, 2005
monday, monday
it's monday and once again there is only myself and one other person in the office. where is everybody else? either in a meeting or "sick." well, actually it's kinda nice and quiet so it's not so bad. it would be better if my tooth weren't hurting but at least it's not hurting as much as last week. oh well, i guess i just gotta go with the flow.
April 26, 2005
same old s......
Mood:
lazy
i wonder if others are just as bored with their lives as i am with mine. it's not that i have nothing to do because i have more than enough to keep me busy for years. it's rather that it's turned into the same old routine day in and day out. whatever little changes that come along to cause a temporary distraction have been negative ones. and 90% of the time they could have been prevented but OTHERS are either too careless or even worse, know what they are doing and DON'T CARE! either way, i am usually the one that has to clean up their mess. if i could only stop caring about others i'm pretty sure that my life would be a lot less hectic. i'm still looking for that magic cure that will kill my conscience so that i too can do things to others like they do to me and still be able to look in the mirror and be okay with things. still searching.
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