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Attracted
We met one day in MSN Gaming Zone, in Village Square. At first I thought she was a little crazy but nice...and it turned out true. It was about 2-3 weeks before we traded pictures online. I think it was about 1 month before we exchanged phone numbers and I didn’t mind doing it at all. As time went on, I felt myself being more and more attracted to her. Almost 3 months from the first time we met online we decided to meet in person. I’m not sure which feeling was the most overbearing, I was excited, nervous and yet very happy. It was wonderful. When it was time to part, it was hard to let her go. I wanted to go with her. We are both back online and still very much in love. The relationship is still progressing, we are still growing closer and finding out more about each other every day. I sure hope that we get to meet again. We have discussed the possibility of the relationship developing to something bigger. I never thought I would find love online.
Personal Situations
We met online through a friend in the Gaming Zone, he had to leave during the middle of a game and he asked his friend to finish the game with me. I was bowled over by his personality, very strong but in a nice way. I am a very aggressive controlling person and I love a good match in personality, someone who is not intimidated by my personality. He fit that bill right away. My first impression proved to be right on the money. One week later we exchanged pictures after talking a few times. We have spoken over the microphones through MSN frequently. It tongue tied us. We find it hard to talk. We are both nervous around each other. We are both very cautious of what we do due to circumstances and personal situations. He kept pursuing me until I admitted to myself we were a good match. It took about 1 month of hard work on his part. He knew right away. For me, I was scared, having never been involved with someone on line before. But I knew deep down, once I got involved there would be no turning back. Our relationship is still early. We live too far apart. I believe it will happen one day and I think when it does we better have our ducks in a row because there will be no way out for either of us. Feelings are too strong. We are not ready for that step yet. We are both scared to take that next step, the meeting part, because it will be a huge step. I think we both know it would be hard to go back to our own lives. It's a huge decision and we are not ready for that yet. I believe it is in the back of our minds though. I know when we talk time flies by, we kid each other, love each other, tell each other everything about ourselves that no one else knows about. We click. The sexual tension is high, we can almost feel it over the computer. We always search each other out. We have an understanding about spending time together, anyway we can. We have long goodbyes but we know we will talk soon again. Spend hours on MSN when convenient for both of us. There’s that anticipation, excitement every time we see each other online... that won’t change. Eventually we will meet. I believe it will happen but it will be in secret to sort out where we go from that point on. I think if we meet once it will definitely not be enough. We’ll both want more. Personal situations will be difficult to terminate. That is why we would have to meet a few times to test whether it is worth all the pain it will cause others. I never believed in falling in love with someone online. But I do now.
Train Ride
I first met him in the Zone. My first impression was he was funny, intelligent and caring. I was REALLY right!! We chatted on-line for 6 weeks before exchanging pics LOL a long wait!! He gave me his phone number real quickly...a week or so, I was more cautious...6 weeks or so. I was apprehensive about giving it out, I warn my kids about doing this for God’s sake. LOL We talked so long every time, getting to know each other. The feelings changed gradually, until one day I realized my feelings were different. I can’t really say exactly when it happened. We started chatting in August, met in person in February, 02/20/2000, cool date, huh?? We met half way between where we both live, in a city neither of us had been to before. I was so nervous on my way there that I threw up on the train. LOL Being together was all I dreamed and more. We clicked right away. He was the same in person as he was online and I loved him more the second I saw him. We had a week together, and it was the best week of my life. I felt so incredibly sad when it was time to part, I cried al the way home. My life is changed, I look forward to talking to him every day. I miss him more every time I see him in person, every time I do, it's harder to leave. I won’t be leaving him one day. We are planning a life together!!! We have met at least once a month since last February, went on vacation together, spent 3 weeks together in the summer, and we plan to be together permanently as soon as we can sort out the damn international visa thing!! BTW, as I write this, I have just come home from a week with him, in his hometown, visiting with his sister, meeting his friends, having FUN!! I didn’t think I’d find love online and I wasn’t looking for it either.
Fairy Tale
The first time we met was in the Village and he proceeded to make fun of my name. A few weeks later I sat down to play a game of cribbage with him, and then we started talking. My first impressions were that he was a jerk and very insensitive to others. Then the 2nd impression was much better. We talked about looks the first time we played and the conversation went to a chat that lasted most of the night. About 1 week after we first met, he gave me his work number then about 1-2 months in we exchanged home phone numbers. I did not think twice about giving it to him, I trusted him completely. It got to the point that we did not go one day with out talking either on the phone, through chats or emails. I think I knew early on that I wanted this person to be a part of my life in any way, shape or form. He was a wonderful friend, who I was falling in love with. We waited 4 months to meet in person. On my way to meet him the first time, I was afraid because I knew that I was already in love and terrified that it would somehow be different when we were really together. Being together outdid all my hopes and dreams. It was as life is meant to be. Parting was so difficult, I had never felt so empty in my life. We counted down the days, weeks and months to the next visit. We had both found our soul mates, life was perfect. Over a 12 months period we had at least 1 visit every month, lasting anywhere from 3-7 days. We had the perfect relationship until too many things came crashing in and he started to doubt if we could make it.
I am not the type of woman who believes in fairy tales or has ever looked to find love anywhere. I am content to be on my own and normally prefer it that way. But for a brief moment in time (16 months) I got to experience what most people dream about most of their life. . . . True Love
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