*Joey*
I feel really bad for Justin, because I know that Lance and JC are made for each other.
I know that most people think that I'm the slow one of the group, but that was the one thing that I saw before they did. It was so obvious, from the way the looked at each other, when they always stood together during photo shoots, how JC always seemed to sit next to Lance during interviews. It was obvious to even me, and that says a lot.
And that's what makes it so sad for poor Justin, because now that I look at him, I can see that he, too, has that same look JC has in his eyes. I've named it the "Lance Look". And the people who wear it are doomed.
Chris and I made the choice, without even talking about it, to keep ourselves busy while they work it out on their own. I think that's starting to take it's toll on Chris. When JC and Justin are having a really heated argument, I'm tired from doing things all day, and Lance is looking so confused he looks like a lost puppy, those are the times that I wish for just a nano second that Lance had left, and made life easier for everyone.
Then it's gone as quickly as it came, because NSync wouldn't be NSync without Lance. When he went into the hospital last year, I remember the concerts we had to do without him. We weren't NSync. We were just Chris, JC, Joey, and Justin. And it was really hard, because we needed him. People think he just sings backup and handles a few business things here and there, but there's so much more to Lance.
He's the sweetest and nicest person I know. He's definitely the peacemaker of the group. He hates it when people fight, and it's got to be so hard for him to know that we're having this huge problem because of him.
I'm not going to sugar coat the facts or anything, this whole mess is Lance's fault, but because he's such a great guy. Okay, now it sounds like I have feelings for Lance too, but that's not the case. He's one of my best friends, that's it. I would rather have boobies than a dick any day.
Wait... that didn't sound right. What I mean is that I like women over men. Not that I want to have breasts.
Good thing I didn't say that one out loud.
So, back to the groups current problem, I think we can deal and everything will be fine. I mean, we went through that whole awful law suit, and made it out more successful than we were before. Of course, we can't take this one into a courtroom. What'll we do, bring a bunch of teenyboppers in as the jury and judge it based on who they would rather leave straight for them.
Told you JC and Lance were made for each other. Because there's no way the little screaming girls would give up their precious Justin. But then, if you left the fate of Justin, JC, and Lance's lives in the hands of a bunch of kids, that might not be fate stepping in.
Fate could sure give us some help right about now. Because this is the most frustrating thing in the world. I wish either Lance could just make a decision or JC or Justin becomes man enough to let Lance go.
It must really suck to be Lance. And JC. And Justin.
I mean, Lance has to deal with breaking someone's heart, and JC and Justin have to deal with losing each other as friends and trying to heal broken hearts. Well, whoever Lance doesn't choose has to go through that. At least Lance doesn't have to worry about losing any friends. JC and Justin love him, and aren't going to stop just because Lance's heart is doing what it feels right.
I wonder if Lance has thought of that?
Of just following his heart.
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