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 Death
I can feel the ground slipping away from beneath me
The taste of life escaping my lips one final time
The smell of death is upon me, teasing my nostrils
All around me, the aroma of flowers
I see the grim face of death, beckoning me
My weak heart has ceased to beat
I hear nothing, but the deafening silence surronds me
Closing in on me, and letting go simultaneously.
I feel as if floating, weightless and free
I drift farther away from reality, calmly, comfortably,
Not a care in the world remains for me
The burden of bricks dissolved from my back
I am released from this mortal coil
My spirit escapes my body
The tingling sensations have melted away
The ringing in my ears growing louder...transforming
is it the harmonious chorus of angels above
or the wails of pain and sorrow from the demons below?
One last attempt to regain consciousness, failed
Tell those I loved that I am with them
As I sink deeper into the abyss of the mortal end
And the immortal beginning
*~Jacklynn
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Help
Help me.
I am falling.
Falling away,
Far far away.
Away into the abyss.
The abyss of nightmares.
Nightmares of stories never told.
Stories of crimes, of deaths.
Deaths of the innocent.
Innocent people losing their lives.
Lives not lived to the full.
Fully forgotten are they.
They are the victims.
Victims of cruel and unusual torture.
Torture subjected upon them by sadists.
Sadists who find it fun.
Fun is meant to be enjoyed.
Enjoyed by all involved.
Involved in the activities around them.
They are not having fun.
Fun is only dreamed of.
Dreams which will never come true.
The truth is they don't have a chance.
A chance to live longer.
Longer than they will.
The will to live surpassed by the will to escape.
Escape and be free.
Free from the warped minds.
Minds filled with evil.
Evil deeds of destruction.
Destruction of the soul.
Souls of the innocent.
Innocent personalities who deserve better.
Better treatment than that recieved.
Recieved from those who have no respect.
Respect for life.
Life is simple until complicated by the adult world.
A world of stress and responsibility.
Resposible for caring for everything.
Everything but yourself.
Yourself, slipping away.
Far far away.
Away, into to the abyss.
*~Jacklynn
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Tomorrow
Often talked of, never seen,
Ever coming, never been,
Daily looked for, never here,
Still approaching, coming near.
Thousands for it's visit wait
But alas for their fate,
Tho' they expect me to appear,
They will never find me here.
Silently I advance each day
The rising sun is my decay
At midnight's toll I'll have arrived
It was a trick, to your surprise
Instead of tomorrow, it is today
Once again, I rest a day away.
*~Jacklynn
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Disgraced
I thought I could trust you
But then I felt the knife in my back
You disrespected me,
I just got used to the torment
You disregarded my hopes and dreams,
And they melted away into the abyss
But when you disgraced me,
I took a reality check.
If you hate me that much,
The least you could do is tell me
Instead of neglecting me
Like some kind of foreign scum.
You stole my heart,
Tore my very soul in two.
Left me used, abused, and forgotten,
Discarded my future with goodbye.
Your promises,
No sooner spoken than broken
Were my ruin
Action my only antidote for despair
Yet the depression paralysed me
I weep, for tears are my escape
But I have nowhere to go.
I shall be alone for an eternity
I accepted you for a lover
You took me for a fool.
*~Jacklynn
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