Underestimated
My eyes are dark
My lips are bloody
My face is ashen pale
You look at me
As though you know me
To be a fiend so frail
But what you see
Is just a mask
To keep the bad things out
I feel, I see
Like anyone else
Thoughts hidden with a pout.
A filling heart
That once was cold
The presence of a pain
Push away the
Pleasant burden
There's nothing left to gain.
  *~Jacklynn

Such Smells
Smelly Sneakers,
Stanky, Stanky!
Sudden Sniffles,
Sorta Strange.
Smiling Sweetly,
Sounding Squishy,
Swiftly Sneaking,
Sour She Stopped,
Sunshine's Sorrow.
  *~Jacklynn

I Am
I'm ill
I'm queasy
I'm lost
I'm empty
I'm violent
I'm weary
I'm isolated
I'm needy
I'm confused
I'm so unstable...
So deaf to reality
Numb to myself.
I'm sick
I'm injured
I'm plastic
I'm solid
I'm twisted
I'm stronger
I'm cautious
I'm giving up
I'm indestructible
I'm so refined
So dumb on the outside
Faker than fake.
  *~Jacklynn

I Feel
Hold me close,
I can't bear to let go.
Inside I tremble with fear.
Comatose,
I can't bear to say no.
Outside I'm needy it's clear.
Sink your teeth in,
Let me feel your passion,
Keep me prisoner,
Keep me sane.
Take me again,
I need your adrenaline,
Test out your desires,
Test out your pain.
  *~Jacklynn