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M y A ngel

P age 2

My Beloved Son Wayne

I know death is inevitable for all of us.
My son has slipped away up into heaven.
The angels are taking care of him
until I can join him in eternity.

He will be waiting for his mom
at the pearly gates in heaven with open arms.
I know my son is with my family and
his Nana who loved him so very much.
We lived with her for a while when
he was little and cute as a button.

The love my son and I had together was very special.
I'm grateful we had such a wonderful relationship.
It still hurts very deeply that he is gone.

I am blessed that I feel his spirit with me,
but I still long to be with him.
I'm thankful I still have my son Gary and Gary Jr.
The holidays will never be the same for me.
I will always miss the laughter between my two boys
opening their stockings together.

I never knew how much happiness we all had together
until I lost one of my sons.

I still dream of the night I got the telephone call;
I went into shock.
I never anticipated my son dying before his mom.
My son and I had plans together to go away on a vacation.
I'm still in counselling and I know
it's going to be a long road.

Wayne knows his mom will always be here for him
even though I know the angels are taking care of him.

My life can never be the same for me
because of the great loss of having lost a son.
There is an emptiness in my heart
which words could never describe.

No one can really relate to you unless
they have experienced it themselves.

Only God can repair the hole in my heart
and give me the healing that I so desperately need.
Yes, my heart is broken into many pieces
and the Lord is healing me slowly
so I can function in the real world.

You do wonder sometimes if you'll ever be okay;
it takes a lot of prayers and time.
They say time heals everything to a certain degree.
Not a day goes by that I don't think of my son
and say a little prayer.
(Written By: Mom 11/16/98)

There's something in a simple hug
That always warms the heart;
It welcomes us back home
And makes it easier to part.

A hug's a way to share the joy
And sad times we go through,
Or just a way for friends to say
They like you 'cause you're you.

Hugs are meant for anyone
For whom we really care,
From your grandma to your neighbor,
Or a cuddly teddy bear.

A hug is an amazing thing -
It's just the perfect way
To show the love we're feeling
But can't find the words to say.

It's funny how a little hug
Makes everyone feel good;
In every place and language,
It's always understood.

And hugs don't need new equipment,
Special batteries or parts -
Just open up your arms
And open up your hearts.

Award from Bonnie
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To Dorothea's Home Page

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To Wayne's Memorial Listing
on the Mothers With Angels Web Site

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