This site is dedicated to
my Dad & Mum
for their wonderful love
they gave to me, &
for being the best parents :o)
one could ever wish
or dream for ...
Dad & Mum I love you,
& I miss you too ...
Also to my three gorgeous babies ...
Thank you for you innocence ...
joy & laughter
simplicity of faith & love.
I love you....
baby Princess blossom,
( baby sugarplum! )
baby Sunshine,
and baby Smiles.
You are awesome children ...
I love you
lots and lots and lots of
((( love, hugs, kisses & cuddles & snuggles )))
(((((((((((( Lindsey)))))))))))
My sister I love you
I am glad you are my sister
& in the Lord,
Thank you for everything.
(((((((((((Rosalie))))))))))
I love you.
Also to a few special friends ...
you know who you are ...
I love you.
Thank you
for your love and support,
over the past months & years.
( Wow lol yikes grin
... that long eh lol )
lol means laugh out loud
on the net talk!
Please remember this is a personal web site ....
basically logging & journaling some of my life's journey & sharing some interests & passions with some of you!
This is also an achievement for myself from someone who had literally no idea where to even look for the switch to turn this computer on!
This has also been a medium to express myself in art & design ( at first very frustrating because it was & still is quicker to draw something than to draw on this lump of metal!
This has been very therapeutic to my soul in my loss & times of grief & grieving.
Also a friend who writes poetry encouraged me to have a go at writing some free form poetry ( giggling not sure if that's technically correct ... is it free verse ... for those of you who are poets I am sure you could help me on this lol ) since I had a natural tendency to write poetically !!! ( This was news to me lol )
For those who have tendency to be like Pharisees please see beyond my pictures or whatever & see what is written & the message trying to be conveyed..
I want to remind some of you ... I am in Canada & this is a neat way by creating pages to send to my family & friends back home in England & Israel & other far away places from here.
After all that I hope you enjoy the site & pictures & share a little of my world :o)
31st January 1998.
Two years now
have gone by without you.
here on earth.
Mum I love you.
Mum I miss you ...
& wish that I could hear
your voice once again .
... I don't understand
why you had to go
... but I know
you are in a far better place ...
... with Yeshua / Jesus ...
and at rest ...
Eagle's nest I designed ...
with three Eaglets ...
representing my three children :o)
Thus combining my nick name with Nest!
Making a new name ... to my site
... Sugarplum's Nest!
Yes I draw & design ...
with references to,
my three children ...
Eagle's Nest ...
My name ... which means ...
Beautiful white Flower!
Being of worth & value to Jesus ...
A white diamond ...
And all the things that shows
the Love of God in my Life ...
that He bestows on you
and on me.
I have used photographs, or my drawings
for the page sets which are
the backgrounds buttons & bars & so on.
Where Eagles soar ...
The single eagle ...
up above ...
represents ... an Eagle
whom some day the Eagle's Nest
will meet ...
it's life time soul mate ...
a friend,
a companion,
a lover
and mate.
With love,
and to love,
and loved received,
they will freely give,
to one another.
On the wings of an Eagle ...
they will fly ...
and soar to great heights ...
to new adventures ...
and uncharted skies
they will soar ...
and mount on the wings
of an Eagle.
From a broken nest ...
she leaves &,
they will build ...
building a New Eagle's Nest ...
building new hopes ...
new dreams ...
new stories to tell ...
to their Eaglets ...
old & new ...
so with God
and in His love ...
upon The solid rock
they will stand
and wait ...
for the move of God -
and upon the thermal -
to mount on their wings ...
soaring ...
with love,
and in love.
This is my story.
Hoping to make it Our story.
Not the End.
But together -
we will make it -
A Never Ending story!
Thus making it,
one of those love stories;
a love story
- that is told.
A Love Story.
A Love Story of our own!
by Lan.
Also to ... two Eagles ...
you are special ...
I love you.
Once in a forest there was a fairy ...
^sugarplum^ fairy
who has three wee bonny babies ...
Princess Blossom ... Sunshine, & baby Smiles ...
So click in different areas
of this picture to read her story!
A
Midsummer Night's Dream
Thank you David Griffiths ...
for the picture above.
My darling Little Angels ...
thank you ...
Baby Princess Blossom,
Sunshine,
& Baby Giggles.
Though you cannot read yet my Little One's ...
I have a section solely for all of you ...
because I am proud of you ...
& want the world to know you ...
& share in my joy & my life
& that you mean the world to me ...
to show your beauty both inside & outside :o)
You all are such a blessing ...
who brings much joy...
through my sadness & tears ...
though our world has fallen apart ...
Your Heavenly Daddy loves you all
& loves you deeply ...
& will never leave you,
nor forsake you.
God is watching over you my dearest babies ...
sending people to pray for you
& angels to watch over you :o)
Psalm 139 & 121
I love you my Precious babies ...
I love you My baby Princess Blossom
I love you my baby Sunshine
I love you my baby giggles.
((((((((((((((( ET D )))))))))))))))
So why these pages ?
I have found ...
That when one is stripped bare ...
from all that you were once
- confident in,
and God gives His gift to you,
a talent,
I found I could do this ...
something no one can take away
my creative skills,
for they reside in me ...
I think,
and breathe,
and feel
and know
and see
through an artist's eye.
The pain ...
and heartaches,
the ruins that lay before me,
were great,
and the loss
and grief were great.
So this was a way in which
one could express
some of the things that goes on,
without going doodle ally!
To prehaps share with my family
some of the pictures,
of my three children
and to share with you ...
some things I learnt on the way ...
in the hopes it will
bring you above all else,
God loves you!
yes He loves you and me.
Also that you will stop and think,
and bring you a smile ...
or to bring you some joy ...
or to bring you some encouragement,
that someone cares about you,
and it always helps that someone can say
I have been there my friend,
I understand,
yes there is pain,
or sorrow,
and grief,
but that there is always -
Joy that cometh in the Morning,
after those oh so long hours
- that one goes through,
before the dawn breaks,
and light comes forth ...
dispelling the depression.
and darkness.
So I create these web pages,
with you in mind,
to show you ...
the Love of God ...
for you and me,
will hold you together,
and sustain you,
and you can trust in Him,
for God is Not a man,
that He shouldst lie,
( sure we will question Him,
because our trust
often times were betrayed by man! )
and that God our Heavenly Father,
Our Heavenly husband,
will be with you,
promising us
He will love us,
never forsaking us,
as others do ...
or we to them.
For it is written,
God speaks,
"For I know the plans
I have for you,
not to harm you
but to prosper you,
to give you hope,
and a future."
So no matter what,
put your trust in God,
Not man,
For He has your best interest,
to build in you & me character.
He will use the blackest times
to bring out of us
our best in us ...
a deep quality
that will help us be strong
& yet in our weaknesses ...
that is when we are strongest
when we have to rely on God
... for His strength ...
This is truly where God wants us,
to have to rely in Him
to put our Trust in Him.
Rather than,
being self reliant,
and know it all!
with love L. E. ( Lan )
Some of my pet names
My name means -
Beautiful white Flower!
Sugarplum is reference
to my my training in ballet,
and my Mum calling me this too.
An amazing friend, & confidante,
who believed for me,
& knew I was capable of designing web pages,
who encouraged me to do this :o)
~*~*~*~*~*~
Thank you from the depths of my heart ...
... more than words can say ...
(((((((((((((((( Eagle )))))))))))))
" My Heart Will Go On ... "
from the Titanic movie.
I decided to choose this tune since ...
it is a love story ...
of men who loved their wives ...
knowing they were saving their loved one
but knowing any moment now ...
they were about to die ...
and their heart goes on loving ...
symbolic of my own life ...
a crisis happened ...
or many ...
the ship sank ...
but mine was not of love
from a spouse loving me ...
yet my heart goes on
because of the Love of God
for my children & me.
And dream some day ...
I will be loved like that ...
by someone special.
Love has been my theme,
until the day I die.
Created with love by
20th February 2000. A.D.
Happy monthly birthday my dearest
Baby Princess & baby Sunshine.
First created & design ...
in Spring of 1999.
Revised on 8th November 1999
( Dad & Mum's Wedding Anniversary.)
