You know, there are some people in your life that you truly love. They are there for you, they take care of you, and you both are equal partners. And when that balance is thrown one way....everything becomes an argument, and feelings of resentment are felt.

I lost Mike...which is good, he needed to be lost for a while...but I chose to lose him. I let mike go to his drugs. Acid, heroin, weed, PCP and god forbid cocain. He was told that if he continued to do this, I'd leave him......and I eventually left him. This is the hardest type of breakup. When you love the person enpough to say goodbye. Goodbye because if you don't, the person will never get along in their life. To this day, I always feel resentment towards him for making me make that choice.....but I am glad he did, because slowly but surely, he is turning his life around. Only, this time, I am not going to be the one to be left to pick up the pieces....and thats the saddest part of the story....because I love him dearly...but, never again.