Im Tired...so tired of losing friends...another one died this weekend shot himself right before his 21st birthday ..buried on his birthday..Happy Birthday Heath..I miss you....still love you..even though my world is less happier without you in it.. you know..they say sucide is the way of the coward,,that it takes more strength to live and see what happens tomrow..I dont know all the answers..but I know one thing....I die a bit ...each time I lose a friend...its killing me piece by piece..ripping me to shreds...I remember them all...but it seems as if I am the only one that does...everyone else moves on with their life...to a certain extent so do I...but then another blows his or her brains out and the memories come flooding back again....am I just to sensitive?? I want to know...so much useless waste...anyway..here is my page...dedicated to my friends...I love you all..in this life and the next...I think of you often...be strong..because ..to me..you shine..all my candles in the darkness..... Lady Chaos aka Dragonfly 04/07/98
