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Thursday, 7 October 2004
Chop Suey!
Topic: Song of Syst3m oF a Down

(We're rolling suicide)

Wake up (Wake up)
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup (Hide the scars to fade away the)
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table
You wanted to,

I don't think you trust,
In my self righteous suicide,
I cry when angels deserve to DIE!!!
Wake up (Wake up)
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
Hide the scars to fade away the (Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup)
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table
You wanted to,
I don't think you trust,
In my self righteous suicide,
I cry when angels deserve to dieIn my self righteous suicide,
I cry when angels deserve to die
Father (Father), Father (Father), Father (Father), Father (Father)!

Father into your hands,
I commend my spirit,
Father, into your hands,
Why have you forsaken me,
In your eyes forsaken me,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken, me oh!
Trust in my self righteous suicideI cry when angels deserve to dieIn my self righteous suicideI cry when angels deserve to die...

Posted by hero2/aupheon at 15:47 JST
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When we two parted ÎôÈÕÒÀÒÀ±ð
Mood:  silly
Topic: Love cant be described...
By George Gordon Byron
When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this!
The dew of the morning
Sunk chill on my brow-
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame:
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.
They name thee before me,
A knell to mine ear;
A shudder comes o¡¯er me~
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not
I knew thee
Who knew thee too well:
long, long shall I rue thee,
Too deeply to tell.
In secret we met~
In silence I grieve,
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After ling year,
How should I greet thee?
With silence and tears.
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Posted by hero2/aupheon at 15:36 JST
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Saturday, 2 October 2004
**********Tr3Asure uR lOv3***********
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: ***He Wasn't,Don let M3 G3t M3,Without uR lOve~~~~~





Message: Peter and Tina are sitting in the park
doing
nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all
their
friends are having fun with their beloved half.

Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend
now to spend time with.

Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're
the
only person who isn't with a date now. (both
sigh n
silence for a while)

Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a
game
Peter: Eh? What game?

Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my
boyfriend
for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100
days. what do you think?

Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan
for
the next few months.

Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward
to
it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day
and
our first date. Where should we go?

Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there
is a
really great movie in theater now.

Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea
than
this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies
and
sent each other home)

Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and
Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's
birthday present. Share an ice-cream together
and hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:
Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they
watch the sunset together. When the night
came
and the moon glowed, they said sat on the
grass
gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed
by.
Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto
rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton
candy.
Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and
Tina
grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's
hand
by accident. They laughed together for a while.

Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get in
to
watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play
a
part as his assistant in the magic show. Went
around to see other entertainments around
after
the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just
said "Treasure every moment from now on" and
a
tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The
beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have
their first kiss with each other just as the sun is
setting.

Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is
deciding to have a walk around the city. They
sits
down onto a bench.

1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.

Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks.
What
would you like?

Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter
havent return. Then someone walked up to her.

Stranger: Is your name Tina?

Tina: Yes, and may I help you?

Stranger: Justnow down there on the street a
drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its
your
friend.

Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and
sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his
face and her apple juice still in his hands. The
ambulance came and she went to the hospital
with Peter.
Tina sat outside the emergency room for five
and
a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.

11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could.
He
is still breathing now but God would take him
away from us very soon. We found this letter
inside his pocket.

The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and
she
goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak
but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she
burst into tears. Here is what the letter said.

Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun
with
you during all these days. Although you may be
greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but
these
all brought happiness into my life. I have realize
that you are a really cute girl and blamed
myself
for never taken the time to knowing that. I have
nothing much to ask for, but I just wish that we
can
extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend
forever and wish that you can be beside me all
the
time. Tina, I love you.

11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was
the
wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I
asked God to let us last forever. We were
suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't
leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back
to
me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.

As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart
stopped
beating. It was 100 days.

Send this to EVERYONE you love or hate...just
Everyone that has taken a part in your life.
Tell the guy or girl that you love them before its
too
late. You never know whats going to happen
tomorrow. You never know who will be leaving
you
and never return






Posted by hero2/aupheon at 22:39 JST
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Mood:  down
Now Playing: ***I'm sAd***
Message:

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on
yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):

A motorcycle had crashed into a building
because
of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only
1 survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the
guy realized that his breaks broke, but he
didn't
want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her
say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time,
then had her wear his helmet so that she would
live even though it meant that he would die.

Would you do this for someone?? If so, repost!

Posted by hero2/aupheon at 22:36 JST
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###TrU3 lOv3 Story***
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: ***My hAppY 3NdiNg
Message: Message: Message: To all who are
reading this
story.. i
really hope
tat
u would forward this true story to all your
contacts..
thanks alot =)

The story start wif a guy, name Paul and a girl
named Ella..

Both of were still students but had already
started
to 'fall in love'.. in another words, go steady.. In
one of the days during their June holidays
which
they have been waiting for, they met each other
at
a basketball court.. Coincidentally, they started
playing a match wif each other.. they had fun..

As Ella knew one of the frens of Paul, she
asked
for Paul's number.. At tat time, Paul didn't want
to
fall in love again, after getting so much hurt
from
the previous one.. Sadly, tat fren of Paul didn't
give her the number..

As days went by, the holidays ended.. They
met
each other at another basketball near Ella's
skool.. Day went by and Ella borrowed Paul's
hp
and missed call her own hp to get his number..

Tat very nite, she smsed Paul.. They chatted
and
had fun.. Till one day, Ella expressed her love
for
Paul.. Paul loved her much too.. after thinking 4
a
long time, Paul thinks tat he and Ella would last,
thus, asked her if she would be his partner..
Obviously, she agreed..

They went steady for one and a half short
mths..
Ella ended the relationship.. with her parents
not
allowing her to go steady as a reason.. who on
earth would accept tat lame reason? but Paul,
like
many other love victims, had no choice but to
let
go..

Years past and another fell in love wif Paul..
She
was Mary.. Paul and Ella didn't contact for a
very
long time.. Paul still loved Ella very much.. but
nvr
had a chance to tell her.. one day, along a
street,
Paul was wif Mary.. Paul saw a familiar figure
across the road.. guess who was tat? it was
Ella..
Paul ran acrossed the road, without noticing a
truck coming.. BANG!! everyone near him
crowded around tat area.. Mary screamed as
she
rushed to Paul.. Ella joined in the crowd.. She
remembered the face, one who loved her so
much
in the past.. Next to him, was Mary.. He wasn't
dead.. 'dun give up.. say my name, 100 times,
1000 time, a million times.. u're gonna say it till
u
can finish a million b4 u can stop!!' Mary said to
Paul.. with tears in her eyes.. Everyone thought
Mary was Paul's girl.. Standing at one side,
alone, was a gerl crying.. tat's was Ella who
regretted breaking up wif Paul, after recalling
how
nice Paul treated her in the past..

Paul was sent to the Hospital..Mary and Ella
were
them.. Praying hard.. An operation was carried
out.. Paul didn't survive.. The Doctor came out,
shaking his head.. Sighed.. He too, thought tat
Mary was Paul's girlfren, thus approached her
for
an apology for not being able to revive Paul..
He
said to Mary: "Miss Ella.. your boyfren didn't
survive.. he gave himself up after calling your
name 157 times.. im sorry.."

The Doctor has actually mistook Mary for Ella..
Paul was calling out for Ella.. Ella cried in a
corner.. She knew why he had stopped at 157..
tat
was the day she broke wif him..(15/7)she, who
ended the relationship which Paul treasured so
much, has in turn, ended Paul's life..

IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE DEEPLY.. NVR
LEAVE TAT PERSON.. U'LL NVR NOE
WHEN
U'LL NEED HIM/HER BACK IN YOUR LIFE
AGAIN..TREASURE YOUR LOVED
ONCE..YOU'LL NVR NOE IF YOUR
RELATIONSHIP WIF YOUR PARTNER
WOULD
ACTUALLY MEAN A LIFE TO HIM..


Posted by hero2/aupheon at 22:32 JST
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***Love***Special***WiLl u dO dIs
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: ***Bless M3***
Message: Message: >>guyz, read this, pwomis, u
wont
regret it...

I have this special friend named John.
He was
very sweet and
caring.
He always checked on me and treated me
a 'special' person. Suddenly I
realized,
I was falling for him. On March 14, he
proposed
to
me and we became a
couple.
He remained sweet and loving to me. Every
14th
of the month he would
say, "Cheska, I have to tell you something..."
but
will not continue
it and say
it was nothing. I became curious, was he
about
to
break up with me?
But I
continued to trust him. our graduation is
coming --
on March 14, 4
years later.
I knew that after this night, my family and I
would
be leaving for
the states.
We knew this time would come, and I never
expected it to hurt so
much. But I
have to go and leave him. We promised to
stay
in
touch and never
forget each
other. he gave me a box of chocolates,
flowers,
pictures of us
together and a
locket. and so, I left with memories of John in
my
heart. We always e-
mailed
each other and communicated. I told him
how I
loved life here, I
partied every
Friday with my friends, went shopping...I was
living
the life I
always wished I
had. But I was never able to read John's last
letter
because of my
hectic
schedule. I promised myself to read it when I
found
the time. Then
suddenly, it
stopped (his letters and e-mails). I was
wondering
why he isn't
writing to me
anymore. But I understand maybe he has
work
to
do. He didn't even
greet me on
March 14. After several months still without
communication, I found
time to
read his last letter and it was the most
shocking
moment in my life --


Cheska,

This is my last letter to you. remember when I
was supposed
to tell you
something important but was never able to
do
so?
I wanted to tell you
that
my "moment" (it means death) is March 14,
exactly 1 year later after
you left
and 5 years after I proposed to you. That was
what
the doctor said. I
have this
sickness, I forgot what it was called. All I
know
is
that I'm going
to die
soon. I'm not telling you to come back after
reading this letter, I
just wanted
to let you know that I will always love you and
that
forever you will
be in my
heart. I love you Cheska. Thank you for
changing
me. Thank you for
everything.
Goodbye I'm gonna miss you


Lots of love,
John

I wanted to cry and shout his name. March 14
was 3 months
ago! He died
3 months ago! And I never knew because I
was
so
busy enjoying my life
here when
someone I loved so much was suffering from
an
unidentified sickness.
Up to this
day I still feel guilty, I could have been right
beside
John when he
was ill,
but I was here partying and eating my heart
out.
I
was so guilty. He
died.
John died. Until his last breath he wanted to
be
with me. But I
wasn't there.
I went back to the Philippines and visited his
grave.

In it was written, "To John, who loved Cheska
so much, may he
forever
rest in peace" And he died on March 14.
March
14, when this day
comes, I cry,
laugh, think and feel guilty, this day I feel
mixed
emotions. I hate
myself.
Why do I have to read his last letter when it
was
too late? Why do I
have to
leave anyway? These questions keep going
on
my
mind. But I can do
nothing now.
John is up there. I guess he wanted me to be
happy. I still love
John. And I
miss him so much.

If you don't want to feel the pain that i feel
right
now, repost dis message. Or else i will hunt
you
cause dis means you dont care about your
love...

Posted by hero2/aupheon at 22:25 JST
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