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>04 Feb 03 >03 Apr 03



>05 Oct 2002 Email

Dear Nan Ren,
I don't think you could ever know
Just how truly special you are

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
How you've opened my heart
To love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
Something very hard to find
Unconditional love that exists
In my body, soul, and mind

Will you ever?

Ur Nu Ren

Dear I imagine when you are devoting your brain and heart to your studies and exams, you are so bone up on it, as you can be so bone up with every aspect in your life. Always enjoy to the fullest and strike for the best. That's Mans Hyder. I miss you when I think of this… I am getting to know you more… from every dribs and drabs of life… 100% fantasy…magical encounter… and back to daily routine… Dear … from the moment you say love, I hope you love me for what I am… cause I am falling deeper… when I getting to know you more… underneath your gifted asset, and besides the OOMPH we have for each other… it's your each and every words that have lighten me up… Let's don't hear from each other, let's the hone grow among us until the hibernation is over and when you are ready for being wild again.




>17 Oct 2002 Email

Hi dear

I miss u lah… moment like this…
It is drizzling outside… when you feel the rain drops on your face while you were 8000 miles away… it was the beginning of the destiny… Love you deeply,
Ah Glass




>3rd Dec 2002

You hurt me dear
deeply...
I have endured enough
For all the though that I have for you
For the days I didn't see you
For the moment that u wander away from me

I could be mad
I though you will know
Yet you didn't fully understand
How much I have been looking forward
For a slight moment to be with you

It's easy to built one's hope
And it's even easier to damage one's trust
Entirely

I hope I am strong enough
To go through this

I love you deep in my heart
Yet I am not ready to devote to someone not ready for love




>07 Dec 2002
What love is?

"True love is like ghosts
which everbody talks about
and few have seen"

Forgive me for being so vulnerable
And having so much misgivings
My vulnerability...
was a black history




>08 Dec 02

Dear...
u r not weighed down by TIME
u r weighed down by LOVE




>29 Jan 2003 17:41

Chinese New Year is coming...
It's time to return to the place i was born
...
U make me need to tell a lie to my lovely hometown...
The sky there is no longer so blue
For it is sad to hear my liars
...


   

There are memories enclaved
on the beach along the South China Sea
... The memories built in 1 day and vanished in 60 secs

Maybe It's too quiet until you couldnt stay for more than 24 hour

This's my hometown anyway...

The place is same
You are still the same
...
I don't know you anyway...
I am Crystal
I am still the same...
...
I hope you will know it one day...




>04 Feb 2003

Hi mans, I read your mail.
Thank you for spoken from your heart.
I did listen to you…as I always wanted to

Remember those childhood stories you were telling me…
The young brilliant school boy and the canteen ladies, the brave guy who saved a girl from gangsters, the dispatch boy and a cancer patient, the 16-year-old being set by school, the boy who have the courage to restart his new life, the little boy who met with the ghost nanny And the friendship bond between 2 good friends and a movie "FINIS" at the ending, I cant remember how many times I have burst into laughter
You are someone who treasured friendship, male bonding, and who shed a tear for a sick friend
I listened, and have interwoven with my feelings and passions for you

   

Remember how feeling was grown between u and me
You help me to overcome my fear
You said you used to have a lot of girls
You did it in the past, but no longer so
You said how much you love me
How this feeling came to you in a surprise
I listened.
And I believed
I believe trust is important in a relationship
Every gesture, every kindness, every romance is something that I treasure
I thought God has sent me an angel…
For the first time

Yes you are…
If not why those past misery was washed away
I thought I have found one
For the first time

When passsion is over and Love becomes something I cant fully comprehend
You have broken my heart with the sharpest knife
And the pain is almost more than I can bear

I know I have got no angel in my life

Someone told me love is not right or wrong
And you may have your own definition
However I guess you would agree
Love is not ashamed and it is as simple
I hope you will know it one day… would you?

Perhaps we are set at different frequency…
You are an angel
An angle not belonged to me

Perhaps…
And this is a sad story
I never ever expect to listen

Crystal




Paint my Love

>03 Apr 2003

Dear,
The nanren of my life,

The sun smile when she sees my rainbow
What a beautiful collection of color and hues
That you have painted for me
With your unbridled imagination and passions
For an ordinary girl like me?
And please forgive me
I ever suspect about your artistic talents and devotions
I ever listened to unfounded words
Which has almost ruled over me
But I'm sorry dear
I'm blinded by stupidity
And fooled by own bigotry

The day will come when all is clear
What's a strong faith you behold?
No attempt to alter the subject matter
No adding layers of inharmonic colors
Your unspoken words of passions
Has finally made its way

The fact is the eye-opener
Your love is the cure
I was once ignorant
And am now come to my senses

Bring me to the giant canvas dear
Where you have painted your love
And I will come to you swiftly my love
As fast as the wind could carry my words towards you
You will be my love
Forever

   

From your love,
Crystal