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You ever get to that point in life where you realize how much time you wasted?
Where you know that...If you dont do or say something at that point you will have missed the best oppertunity you ever had. Like the second after regretting not saying or doing it you realize its too late?
Yea, thought so, Seems an everyday obsticle for us all, eh?
Today was slow, just like any other day when I'm not around my circle of comrads. At least they can keep me biz-e. It feels like no matter what I do with my 'alone' time, I'm still wasting away, like nothing I do helps, Like I'm worthless to myself. I don't mean to rag on myself but it's the plain and obvious truth, that I am coming to terms with as I express myself here. Everything you read here, are thoughts and emotions I feel the exact time I type them out, this isnt The Real World-San Fransisco, No this is not Who's Line is IT anyway?-improv,
no this is my life, my death, my thoughts how they are, no matter how fucked up they may seem to you tossers out there. I could really care less if anyone agrees or disagrees with my ideas, everyone has thier own views and opinions, say what you will to offend, just know that I will return my sick sense, and believe me i dont hold back.
Passion drivin; I'll draw tears without even trying.
It may seem as though I have alot of pint up Repression, anger, whatever you want to call it, You know wat i think? Do you really want to know? BUY THE BOOK DAMIT!!
It's on Ebay and its called: How bout a fresh cup of SHUT THE FUCK UP! WHO ASKED YOU!! the author goes by P.D.
Anyway, I'm getting my digital camera/webcam in a few days, IF anyone wants some pix, leave me your email and I'll send them, Or if you have MSN messenger, you can find me there, just send me an email and ill add you to my buddy list. Or if you have AIM, same thing applies.
Not that anyone would want to see my pix.
Remember Jolt cola? Not many people do...It was more so a HACKER drink. Something to keep em up while they coded and wrote scripts. Also late nite gamers and ub3r633X. Well I was one of those late night nintendo Heads and Drank Jolt like it was water. I swore by it and I was only 9 or 10 when I started drinking it. Man, I'd wake up for school with a hangover, one day i forgot where i was even. I used to have a bunk bed and slept on the top, and one day my mom yelled at me to wake up i forgot i was on the top bunk and rolled off, that was so ill, lol. I went to school with a busted lip and a big ass knot on my head. If i'd of cared, i probably would have been embarrased.
Yea well I think that my mom was one of the parents who wrote to the company to recall their product. DAM THE MAN!!
But yea, I miss Jolt Cola. Pepsi has nothing on Jolt.
mmm ginger snaps taste good but have a bad aftertaste. bleeeeeh. BLOG!!