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Life after Death
Thursday, 2 October 2003
Bludger
iN THE BEGINING THERE WAS MAN AND IT WAS GOOD
uNTIL mAN fUckED uP tERRiBly
Then Came WOman Who Saved MaN FROm His OWn diStrUCtion....
Did I catch your attention yet? Ahh good ok.

Battle of the sexes... Just as bad as Pushing your political and religious beliefs apon others. Those all fall under the "no no, must be PC" catagory. PC, now there's a Buffer if ever i Saw one. For those of you who are unfamilier with the abbrieviation (PC= politically correct) Abrieviation, now there's another funny word, why is abrieviation so long?

why do stereo types 'seem' so true? I mean if its the truth don't get mad and take offence, calling it a stereo type, all your doing is creating a buffer,

why? because of the insecurities of looking one's self in the mirror to see the 'truth'. We search all our lives for the truth and it stares us right back in the face saying "HEY OVER HERE!!". We chose to look away. Why because, it's not the truth we really want,It's more so what we need.It's like we look for appraisal We want others to tell us what we 'want' to hear about ourselves. The moment they tell you the straight up truth, there goes the that bubble of yours. Offence action+ defence reaction.

Man people arent that much of an enigma, just that we don't want to hear the honest to god truth about ourselves. So we make up lies adn alibies to sooth us to bed at night. Keep it hidden in the basements of our subconscience.Thats too bad. I really thought we had something there. The human race is in some serious need of wisdom and understanding.

Posted by hero/less_than_zero at 8:22 PM EDT
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There's a Very Thin Line betwen love and hate
And Apple is one of them. I swear I fucking hate Apple...And Laptops... I am not laptop friendly, I bought a Imac laptop last novemeber, and I been back to the apple store 3 times so far. One year warrenty and I have to go back again...why you ask? Becus this P.O.S. Adapter fucking died on me again. WTF!!! NOT EVEN A FUCKING YEAR!!! WHAT IS UP WITH THAT! I DAMN NEAR KICKED A HOLE IN MY WALL FORM BEING SO AGGITATED!! I just came back from the apple store not even a week ago for my fucking video card blow out, now my second adapter is broken, Yes second, as in I had one before, within ONE fucking year! What a fucking waist of my fucking worthless time.
Then again...I love laptops, they alow you the ability to become mobile at will, take it with you everywhere, but dam the maintanance is NOT worth it, especially when your not driving. Fucking Bad luck.
Ok i'm just going to breath now. (......) ok I'm better now, I've calmed. OH yea I bought a digital camera/adapter and matrix reloaded for my birthday. Also some UFO pants with thermal lining and some UV bondange bracelets. Yes all I need are my new kicks. which i'l lget next pay check. Or maybe at the end of this month. I don't know yet. Fucking SHYTE STAINS! Everytime i get this laptop back something else happens, (I.E) My desktop crashes or something.
Me and technology do not mesh well.
OK I'M BORED, I'M GONNA GO KILL SOMETHING. CHEERIO!!

Posted by hero/less_than_zero at 7:36 PM EDT
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Helter-Skelter
I feel like ... I got gass in my heart and My brain has exploded. Like everything I once knew is worthless, everything I 've learned up until now about love and life... were all in vain. The efforts i made to stay in-love, or to stay faithful, to love one and be loved, my so-called principles, where all in vain. I failed miserably, and pay for it each day. It's sort of a long story that YOu probably shouldnt get involved in, quite tragic as well, but I mean if anyone really wants to hear it in full, I'll be glad to email it to you. Let me put it this way, it envolves star-crossed lovers, yes like Rome-fecking-o and Juliet. I swear I used to love that story before I understood what it was about. Here I was thinking it was this romantic tale and star-crossed meaning they were, lol, get this, into the stars....ok i was 12 and really dumb at that.
NEway, iT'S PRETTY pathetic...my life and how its falling apart. I know i'M Not the only one of course, I'm unique just like everyone else. I'm just so fecking confused about everything right now, here I am inlove with my best friend of 6 yrs...but I'm already commited to someone else of 5 (on and off yrs). my 'man' is overseas, and I am here in Jersey, Dying of lonelyness, and who else to help me with that, but my best friend. Of course I don't mean in the sexual manner, no we havent crossed any boundaries, its much deeper than that, tell you something, its deeper than any other relationship i ever had in my life. I know your saying, "WELL WHY THE HELL AREN'T YOU WITH YOUR FRIEND?" Well that too is also a long story, so let me put it this way, WE fecked up, royally! and that's that.
Can I ever get a fuggin break? SOme one pass my the .22 so I can spare myself any further heartbreak.

Posted by hero/less_than_zero at 5:06 AM EDT
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Rigmarole
This being my first entry, I suppose I should introduce myself. Although I am unable to tell you my 'real' name, or rather my 'birth' name. I am willing to give you my stage name. Just call me Less Than Zero, or LTZ. I'd also like to apologize in advance, for I have never um what's this called...'BLOG'? Wow!! I just love the way it rolls off the tongue. BLOG, B-L-O-G. i'M BLOGING at the moment I'll call you back. BLOG YOU TOO YOU BLOG HEADED BLOG!!
Ok that's enough of that. um so what's next? I mean who would actually sit infront of thier pc screen and read this? I mean damn, has it come down to this? Reading someones heaviliy typoed 'blog' about... well nothing really. I mean i could B!tch and moan about how life sux, but we're past the pleasnetries are we not? By the way please excuse my typos, I'm a fast typer who just hits n run, no looking back at the poor road kill i left behind, that poor lil t, wasn't supposed to be there, i killed him...MURDERER!!!!
Um ok well i guess a blog is like a journal? Correct me if I'm wrong. Damn , i must not have a life, like anyone's going to read this. WHat a waste of time.

Posted by hero/less_than_zero at 4:37 AM EDT
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