If I could show you how I feel, If I could let you see my soul, If I could put you in my shoes, I would hope that you could feel the way I feel. The angst, the horror, and the fear, the worthlessness and feeling of waste. The helplessness and the loenlyness. The dispair of my crys, as I scream out in desperation to you. Why can't you hear me?! Why do you seem so far away?! Why can't I love you, the way you love me? Do you love me? Really? Or is this a game?
I ask you this i need to you to help me understand, How can you love someone and not surrender yourself to them completely?. To not go thru Heaven and Hell WITH them? To not walk in thier shoes, to not let yourself go? How is that love?
I am willing to surrender myself to you, If you are willing to do the same, Without any doubt, I would sacrifice for love, if it were that; love. But if it be just a word without truth, then I shall stray away for you, forever.
I am sorry I am not In love with you. I wish I could be, but you took so much from me. Either by chance or by Will, I feel like so much was lost, not enough happiness attained to overcome the foul that has soured and tainted our love. I wish I could let go so we could go on....together.