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Life after Death
Monday, 23 February 2004
This is it: my promise
I'm officially ready to die now. Regaurdless of what anyone else has t osay about how life is an exsperience you just can't miss out on, and any other unencouraging pos comments about not wanting me to die or whatever the fuck they want to say. I mean what do I have to live for honestly? NOTHING! I'M LOSING MY DAUGHTER, MY MIND, MY FREEDOM, MY COMFORT, EVERYTHING! SO WHY SHOULD I STAY?! the only thing that kept me alive this long is being takin away from me and noone is stopping this person from taking her from me, when I AM THE ONE WHO GAVE BIRTH! I AM THE ONE WHO LOVES HER AND NURCHURES HER.
and how dare anyone tell me they know how i feel, they know what it's like, BULLSHIT!! if that's true PROVE IT!! LEAVE ALL YOUR FUCKED UP DRAMA OUT OF MY LIFE FOR THE TIME BEING. YOU SEE THE SHIT I'M GOING THRU AND STILL INSSIST TO BRING MORE DRAMA INTO MY LIFE. YOU MAKE ME WISH I WERE DEAD EVEN MORE!! I'M SO FUCKING CLOSE TO LOSING IT I SWEAR TO GOD! I'M FUCKING FED THE FUCK UP WITH EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING!
sO IF tHIS POS BASTARD TAKES MY DAUGHTER, GUESS WHAT.....you will never hear from me again, and this I promise!! You will never see me again, nor will my name be uttered, you will forget about me, i will only be a fading memory to you and everyone else. Don't ever visit my grave cus there wont be one. I'm going to be cremated and my ashes will be dumped in the garbage and sent on a barge. Forget I was ever born, Lose me in thought and spirit for I will not have one. I'm leaving and thats final, if my daughter should be taken from me. i leave no will but only a testiment that will be mailed to someone i truely trusted and then publicized for everyone who knows me to hear. You will all know the truth behind everything and will have nomore questions, and if that doesnt satify well screw you and your pissy ass unsatified dumb ass.
I hate the fact that your so weak!! I hate the fact that I'm so jaded. I hate that the one person i detest more than is still alive. i wish he were dead. i wish he were the one to kill himself, but no i am the one giving up.i am the one who wants out, i'm tired of fighting with this fucktard and if anyone would like to do the honours of killing either me or him please do so.

Posted by hero/less_than_zero at 8:10 PM EST
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