i feel like shit... i need to get away... i wanna die... help me... please... sometimes i wish i didnt have emotions... theyr messing me up...

this is mai poem for english:

and my blood tainted your lips
i gave up all i could lose
let me hold you one last time
and i'll promise to go on without you

and my blood tainted your lips
tonight is my last night to stay
once again i'll hold you in my arms
and i'll wish that dawn never comes

and my blood tainted your lips
the knife is slipping from my hand
my blood mixed with your tears
makes a beautiful shade of pain

and my blood tainted your lips
i'll see you in my dreams
i'll waste an eternity
to stay forever with you

today is a spesho day... cause im happy today!

IM... SO... HAPPY!!! i kant believe im not depressed this very second... MaN... i thought i needed ZOLOF or more SNOOZE (aka sleep)... wanted to go into a coma or sumthing... but now im like... smiling and doing nothing else...

omg... MAI HAIR IS STRAIT AGAIN!!! i smell like a frickN hair salon... lol... oh YES... sho kewl i missed it! hehehe... well... im going shopping with mai mommy at galleria to buy mai watch n other stuff...? n im going2 movies with kimo!!! THIS WEEKEND! haha... omg hes so shweet n sho kute!

kiMo i love you!!!

OMFG... damien dance was so fucking FUN!!! hahaha... hOah... i BIT kimo... LOL... n like i said he was getting turned on by GUYS?! n he was humping chevus?!!! haha!!! omg n chev n kimo were annoying the shitt outta william!!! haha... funny shitt!!!

~bilbz n william waz sooOo kute :) hehehe...

-ShOuTz-

BiLbO: HAPPY?!!!!! NO CRY!!! hehehe i wuvz you sorries!!!

+ShAnN: baracuda baby!!! >.< haha... wait no yours is mahi mahi!!! hOah... gotta get it back gurl!!! hehehe...

+BriTtA: OMG!!! damien dance was fun! hOah... im gonna back off n not steal your shexay mofo >.~ *wink wink*

+mO: haha... wOah... all your friends turn gay!!! LOL i think your cursed or sumthing... haha...

+TeReSa: your royal highness *bows* haha princess teresa... howz your prince ace? hehehe... sho kute

+LiLii-CoCk: hey cock... hehehe... shuda been at the damien dance!!! it was so fucking fun!!!

+CrAcKeR: IM TRYING TO HELP!!! goodness!!! dont hurt yourself anymore!!! BAD PUPPY!

+ChArLoTtE-CoCk: *pSsH* nope, nothing to say to you!!! haha ok theres one thing... STOP KALLING ME WEIRD NAMES!!!

+ChEvUs: haha!!! OMFG... that was so funny haha the hamster dance, the WHALE n the NIGHTMARES!!! LOL!!! yooh dork!

+MuR: THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! *muaH*

---JOIN MAI BLOGRING BITCH!!!... haha--- ShaR