07/10/2003@1251pm:decisions
apparently its over. i say apparently only because he assumed it. so ive made a decision to not wallow in an ode for my saddness, but to take note and move on. it hurts like its never hurt before. after all, like a naive little 20 yr old girl i am, i thought i made the right desicion to be with him. it was the right decision, but it hurt me in the end. you taught me so many things about myself you probably could never think of even tho you read me so well. maybe too well. nobody has ever been able to do that. you are a special part of my life and ill never forget you. God lead our paths toward eachother and we greeted and walked together, but God has also divided our paths again. perhaps we will meet again. i just hope that you take this time to be who you are and believe in yourself as i believe in you. i dont regret the time we spent together, i feel no bitterness towards you, but sadness that we had to part. i dont know if you let me make the decision to part, or forced me to do it. but its done. i love you. i always will.
06/18/2003@456pm: damn you liars
i dont understand why people lie. but WHY?? nobody is perfect, i know im not, but enough is enough. damn this im so confused.
06/03/2003@1019pm: my guinea piggies!!
the pics of the fuzzy hairballs up on top are my guinea piggies! so cute they are. in the order starting from the left: sharkie, george and then mookie. i adopted them a year agoat a local house/guinea pig breeding place who were about to give them away to petsmart, who is known to not take care of thier animals properly =( a big poopoo. so i found the ad and went to get the babies. <3 they are quite smartand full of individuality. sharkieis also the most social of the bunch. mookie likes to be held every so often, her hair is kinky course, like super fuzzy =P and acts more dainty-like. she was the runt of her liter, so ive always beenmore babying towards her, maybe thats why shes so babyish. curiouse george,the only boy, doesnt like to be held, but likes toexplore instead of sitting on my lap eatting carrots. oh! and my project for this summer is to potty train them. isnt that cool?
05/28/2003@159pm: new hippo!
meet wally! my newest hippo. hes so fat i had to get him. rescued at a thrift store near school, and yes of course cleaned throughly. he cute. his arms look like flappers. i think he thinks hes a bird. =)
