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Kri's Blog
Monday, 27 October 2003

I have so many things to say I dont think they'd fit here in a million years. Life becomes better and worse at the same time. I'm finding that When I'm 100% happy, inspiration dies. When I'm 100% depressed, there's no reason to expirience things to grant me inspiration. When I can honestly say "Life is just okay" then i know I'm on the right track. Hell yes to the odd little querks you uncover while you try and find yourself. Someday I hope to really know myself.

Posted by hero/ftpwannabe at 10:04 PM EST
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Sunday, 26 October 2003

Sometimes everyone's gotta let it go. Yet we're never allowed to give up. How are they different? Toady I did one of the two. Perhaps the two are one and its based on the situation. I'd like to think I let it go...but we all know I gave up.

Posted by hero/ftpwannabe at 12:07 AM EDT
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Tuesday, 21 October 2003
Blip
I may not be posting so much cuz life has suddenly gotten a whole lot more...poetic

Posted by hero/ftpwannabe at 7:21 PM EDT
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Sunday, 19 October 2003
More Blah
The conflict in my mind continues, no sleep last night. I think I'll end the conflict tonight, hopefully not creating any new. Least it was off my mind today as I visited Alfred State, my college of choice. Wireless campus, 350mb personal server, nice teachers, and wonderful programs and facilities. If only the dorms were a smidgen bigger for my big fat ass =p.

Posted by hero/ftpwannabe at 5:22 PM EDT
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Saturday, 18 October 2003
Blah
Well todays DnD game went well, enjoyed myself. Massively tied atm tho cuz i got up wicked early and now im waitin for kenshin to come on. Other than that i'm really confused about something, and its causin some major stress-age...i got no one to talk to it seems...maybe i'll jus rant about it at a later date.

Posted by hero/ftpwannabe at 10:39 PM EDT
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Friday, 17 October 2003
My day (october 17th)
This morning functioned as usual. Nothing weird or irritating. I talked my way into not taking a quiz in S&s. I did however bomb a physics test, but meh. other than that, the usual.
Tomorrow I got d&d at 10am at tri-county, hell yea!
For anyone into d&d I'll post my char. sheet up here (along with updates as they come along).
Outside of the material world life's a lil darker. I think I'm losing it again. My usually sickening over-cheeriness is dwindling. It sucks. It's ahrd to be happy all the time when everyone around you is in the pisser and you're left to help them all out. But I don't mind. My creativity is slowly coming back in short waves (its been gone all summer! "I've lost my mojo!"). Media Productions with Fortais is helpin me back into the groove...see what a summer of working did to me? *chuckle*
Anyway this is probably it for today unless I stumble across or write a poem that outta be posted. Adios mi amigos, hasta la vista.

Posted by hero/ftpwannabe at 6:08 PM EDT
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Post #1 (october 17th)
Welcome to the blog. My name is Kristian (yes it is a web-name, but sometimes we just need to be annonymus). *first post jitters* I suppose that's enough, I'll probably go edit crazy on this in a few minutes

Posted by hero/ftpwannabe at 5:33 PM EDT
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