Hurt I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear my crown of shit on my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way A Season in Hell This, this a dark this is a place I can't escape would you leave me here Lying in wait hanging like baits strangled by fate would you even care This is my cure this is my life this is my Christ my crow of thorns This is the way the way that I die, die and be reborn Dying to touch you I need you I love you to make me to mold me to break me again I can't deny that I'm hurting inside as I'm pulling you close you push me away As I look just to find my existence and open my eyes I can't breath as you push me aside Now I feel that it's time to die as I realize how you let me believe in a lie As i struggle with both hands and I try to arise from the sadness inside of myself I cannot breath I'm burning alive cause I've lived through a season in hell Look, look at my face shaded in gray wasting away I'm almost gone I can replace this empty space you left me all alone Why can't you see me I'm hanging here bleeding it's tortured and twisting my insides apart, laughing and crying as ever things dying in me and it's breaking my heart Save me now I'm in the show of your love Can you feel your life pass you by Can you see the sun in the sky Life is calling you again, again Can you feel the end? -1 Losses, losers and more, gain of life's pleasures cohorts listen behind the doors to a life meaningless less than 0 in me all my walls falling down pains aloft misery I'm sure that the lessons were learned I'm sure that the punishments went well deserved by the pawn in the plan taste of shit bitterness walk from me everything systematically Come on youweretheone youweretheone, To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing Tell me what I'm supposed to be Tell me who I'm supposed to be Tell me what it takes to ascend Tell me what it takes to live Patience, pleasures and rewards, come in due time stare at the sun I'm bored in a life meaningless soaking up all of me like the cross you worship life is loss look at me I'm sure that some day we'll wake up I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream Of success and focus...tunneling to the light glowing deep inside of me your taunting I wake up Come on youweretheone youweretheone, To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing Tell me what I'm supposed to be Tell me who I'm supposed to be Tell me what it takes to ascend Tell me what it takes to live Tell me nOW! Tell me nOW! Pain misery distress dismal know where depressed idiot failure In me......calling......loser......man I'm the Loser......loser.....loser......in me......who I am....in me.... Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside of me, Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside of me, Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me Come on I know youweretheone youweretheone Numb to feelings inside of me why I've seized my vision Don't need you to tell me who to be Don't need you to tell me what to be Don't need you to tell me how to ascend Don't need you to tell me how to live Save Me SAVE ME FROM MYSELF I CALL OUT BUT NO ONE HEARS MY PLEA BURN MY CANDLE FAST FROM BOTH ENDS NIGHTMARES GROW FROM DREAMS YOU DON'T KNOW YOU CANT SEE THROUGH MY EYES SO YOU DON'T KNOW ME YOU DON'T KNOW WHATS GOING THOUGH MY MIND BUT CAN YOU HELP ME SAVE ME FROM MYSELF IF YOU EVER REALLY CARED SAVE ME FROM MYSELF, TELL ME YOU'RE NOT SCARED INTENSITY THAT GROWS WITHIN ME REFLECTIONS OF MY PAIN I'LL CREATE OR I'LL DESTROY BUT EITHER WAY IT'S ALWAYS IN MY VEINS YOU DON'T KNOW YOU CANT SEE THROUGH MY EYES SO YOU DON'T KNOW ME YOU DON'T KNOW WHATS GOING THROUGH MY MIND BUT CAN YOU HELP ME SAVE ME FROM MYSELF IF YOU EVER REALLY CARED SAVE ME FROM MYSELF, TELL ME YOU'RE NOT SCARED SAVE ME....FROM ME.....
