How I Feel
OK HERE GOES...JUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW HOW I REALLY FEEL ABOUT SOMETHINGS. I KNOW THAT I REALLY IN MY LIFE NEVER HAD A JOB, BUT THATS BECAUSE GETTIN THROUGH SCHOOL WAS A LIL BIT MORE IMPORTANT. AFTER SCHOOL INSTEAD OF GOING TO COLLEGE AND WASTING MONEY ON SOMETHING THAT I DIDNT WANT I WENT TO SCHOOL AND GOT CERTIFIED IN SOMETHING I WANTED ALL MY LIFE AND THAT IS FF/EMT. SINCE PASSING MY STATE TEST I HAVE BEEN WORKIN MY ASS OFF TO GET A JOB AND I THINK IT HAS FINALLY PAID OFF. I HAVE BEEN RUNNING CALLS WITH MY VOL FIRE DEPT AND GETTIN PAID FOR IT AND WORKIN AT A PARK ON THE WEEKENDS SO I CAN HAVE MONEY. I KNOW NEITHER ARE FULL TIME JOBS, BUT THEY GIVE ME TIME TO WORK ON OTHER THINGS IN MY LIFE LIKE TRYIN TO FIND A FULL TIME JOB AND GOING TO SCHOOL TO RAISE MY LEVEL OF CERTIFICATION. BUT TO GET TO THE POINT OF WHY IM DOING THIS...THE OTHER DAY I HAD A FRIEND TELL ME THAT WHAT I DID WAS NOT A JOB. THAT I DIDNT KNOW WHAT IS WAS LIKE TO WORK HARD. WELL IM THAT PERSON AND ANYONE ELSE THAT WANTS TO HEAR THIS...I HAVE A JOB ITS A DAMN GOOD ONE I SAVE LIVES AND I LOSE SOME. IT TOOK ALOT FOR ME TO GET THROUGH MY EMT-B CLASS, BUT I MADE IT. I WORK HARD AT WHAT I DO CAUSE I LOVE IT. BUT NEVER SAY I DONT WORK HARD CAUSE U HAVE NO IDEA UNLESS YOU ARE IN THE SAME FIELD AS I AM IN. IF U GO TO WORK AND YOU HEAR TONES GO OFF FOR ANOTHER MEDICAL CALL AND U GO AND FIND A MAN ALMOST DEAD BUT STILL HOLDING ON AND U DID ALL U CAN DO FOR THAT MAN AND HE STILL ENDS UP DYING RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU, THAT IS HARD. UNLESS YOU HAVE EVER FELT THE PAIN OF THAT U HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HARD IS. IF U SIT IN A OFFICE ALL DAY, U HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HARD IS. HAVE U EVER BEEN TO A MEDICAL CALL FOR A YR OLD NOT BREATHING?? WELL I HAVE IT IS THE WORSE FEELING U CAN HAVE. GIVING THAT CHILD CPR WONDERING IF THEY WILL BREATH ON THIER OWN OR WILL THE DIE RIGHT THERE IN UR ARMS IN FRONT OF THEIR PARENTS. THAT IS A LOT TO HANDLE AT ONE TIME AND STILL ABLE TO DO UR JOB THAT IS HARD. BUT WHEN THAT CHILD IS BREATHING ONCE MORE AND U KNOW IN YOUR MIND THAT CHILD HAS A LIFE BECAUSE U DONE UR JOB. THAT IS THE REWARD THAT I GET FOR WHAT I DO. SO TOO ALL THOSE THAT KNOW WHAT I AM SAYING, STAND-BY ME ON THIS AND TELL THOSE THAT DONT GIVE USE CREDIT FOR THE HARD WORK AND LONG HRS THAT WE PUT IN TO SAVE LIVES AND IT MIGHT BE THEIRS ONE DAY TO GO TO HELL, CAUSE WE KNOW WHAT HARD WORK IS. AND FOR THOSE THAT DO REALIZE WHAT HARD WORK THAT WE DO, I THANK YOU. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SIGN MY GUESTBOOK AND LET ME KNOW HOW U FEEL!
