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YeAh ThAtS Me In aLL My GlOrY...DoN't Go GeTTiNg aLL ExCiTeD NoW. I'm a 27 YeAr oLd IdIoT GeNiUs FrOm ThE SmaLLeSt StAtE On ThIs RoCk(rhode island).... I GoT 2 KiDs. My SoN DaMiEn (2 YeArS aNd 3 MoNtHs oLd), aNd My DaUgHtEr iSaBeLLa RoSe (1 YeAr aNd 2 MoNtHs YoUnG). I'm SuRe sOOnEr Or LaTeR i'LL aDD SoMeMoRe ShiT HeRe So StAy TuNeD......

OK So iTs JaNuArY 22nd, 2005. My SoN LeFt AfTeR BeInG A CoMpLeTe MoNsTeR ThiS wEEk. My MoM SaYs "LIKE FATHER LIKE SON". BuT ShE StiLL SwEaRs I WaS WoRsE At HiS AgE. AnYwAy ItS 4:28pm I JuSt ShOwErEd So I fEEl ReFrEsHeD. ThE SnOw StArTeD At 3pm, AnD AlReAdY AlMoSt An InCh HaS DroPPed. ThEy SaY 20-30 InChEs By ToMoRRoW EvEnInG. FuCk iT I GoT SmOkEs AnD SoDa So I'LL SuRvIvE, BuT StiLL I fEEl So AlOnE. DaMiEn KePt My MiNd oFF ThInGs FoR a FeW DaYs, BuT NoW ThAt He'S GoNe FoR ThE wEEk I fEEL ThE DaRkNeSS ReTuRnInG...iT HaUnTs Me WhEn I'm AlOnE. It TeLLs Me I HaVe No FuTuRe. AnYWaY ThAtS It FoR RiGhT NoW, MaYbE A LiTTlE XBOX wiLL HeLp Me ReLaX...My SiSTeR JuSt MeSSaGeD Me "CHIPS AND SODA COME AND GET IT". SwEEt ChIpS AnD SoDa DiNNeR Is SeRvEd...Ok So ItS 2:57am SuNdAy MoRnInG, We GoT AbOuT 10 iNcHeS Of SnOw So FaR AnD Its StiLL CoMiNg DoWn. AnYwAy My LiFe SuX...THE END!!!!!!"Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering." -YoDa

JuSt A SiMpLe ReMiNdEr... HACKING IS ILLEGAL... AnD ShOuLd Be DoNe WiTh ThE GrEaTeSt Of CaUtIoN...HaVe FuN AND EnJoY!!!!!!



SuNdAy, JaNuArY 23RD, 2005...It's 2pm AnD I JuSt WoKe Up. SleeP SuCkEd As It AlWaYs DoEs WhEn i'M AloNe. HOLY SHIT ThAtS AlOt Of SnOw On ThE GrOuNd, Im GueSSiNg OvEr 2 fEET Of SnOw On ThE GrOuNd. AnYwAy I WeNt To BeD At 6am, bEcAuSe I SaT In FrOnT Of ThiS FuCkInG Pc aLL NiGhT AgAiN. I DeFiNaTlY ThInK SoMe SoRt Of ChAnGe Is In OrDeR. WeLL iT's ChAmPiOnShIp SuNdAy In ThE NFL. FaLcoNs -vs- EaGlEs, and PaTrIoTs -vs- StEElErS. I'M HoPiNg FoR a PaTrIoTs -vs- FaLcOnS SUPERBOWL, AnD iF I Get It..WeLL As MuCh Of a PaTrIoTs Fan I Am I WoRsHiP ThE FALCONS :) Ok WeLL JuSt GoT ThE MeSSaGe FrOm My SiStEr, and It Is WriTTen "CoMe GeT SoMe CoRn BrEaD". HoW CaN I ReFuSe. So I'm OuT LiKe A FaT GiRl In A DoDgEBaLL GaMe...PeAcE FuKKeRs!!!! AHHHH CoRn BrEaD BrEaKfAsT Of ChAmPiOnS...."YOUR VASE IS BLUE"....



OK Its SuNdAy JanUaRy 23Rd 10:06pm. FiRsT oFF My TeAm "BlOwS". ThE AtLaNtA FaLcOnC tOOk A BeAtInG To ThE EaGlEs ToDay FiNaL ScOrE Phi-27 AtL-10, BuT FuCk iT ThEy GoT A YouNg TeAm AnD ThEy DiD BeTTeR ThAn ExPeCtEd In ThE FiRsT PlAcE, So ATL GooD SeAsOn See Ya NeXt YeAr :) GOOD NeWs PaTrIoTs KiCkEd ThE ShiT OuT Of ThE StEElErS 41-27...So JaCkSoNviLLe HeRe We CoMe. NE -vs- Philly FeBuArY 6th. I HaD A gOOd CoUpLe HoUrS WaTcHiNg ThE GaMe AnD CaTcHiNg Up WiTh My BROTHERS, bUT HeRe I Am AgAiN In FrOnT Of ThIs FuckInG PC NoT TiReD BuT StiLL ALONE. ThIs FuCkInG BlOwS. I GoT So MuCh ShIt GoiNg ThRouGh My HeAd Im GoNNa ExPlOdE....LIFE....KIDS....RELATIONSHIPS....FAMILY....MONEY, It's aLL A StRuGGlE, BuT Im A SOLIDER aNd I'm SuRe i'LL GeT ThRoUgH It. I GoT gOOd FrIeNdS ThAt I KnOw ArE ThErE FoR ME WhEn I nEEd ThEm. AnYWaY FuCk ThIs I'M OuT FoR A WhiLe. "PEACE OUT NET NERDS"....



YeAh WeLL Ok So ItS 1:57am MoNdAy MoRnInG 1/24/2005. I'M So FuCkInG SiCk Of BeInG Up aLL NiGhT. ThE WeAThEr SuX Its 0 deGrEEs OuT AnD I CaN fEEl It In My BoNeS. ThE WaY ShiT lOOkS ThE SnOwS GoNNa Be ArOuNd A WhiLe, CaUsE I DOnT sEE AnY DaYs OvEr 30 DeGrEEs ThiS wEEk. ToDaY I'm GoNNa GeT oFF My aSS AnD Do SoMeThInG. Ya KnOw TrY To Be HaPPy, SmiLe, FuCkInG Do ThE seXXy DaNcE EvEn :) LOL PrIvAtE JoKe. WhY Is It So HaRd To DeCoDe ThE ShiT ThAT I ThiNk, ThAt I DrEaM....ThE DaRkNeSS Is So ThIcK BuT SoMeWhErE ThErE HaS To Be LiGhT. EvErYDaY CaNt Be LiKe ThiS. I REFUSE TO LET IT BE. AnYWaY Im GoNNA TrY To Do SoMe ThiNgS Then Im oFf To BeD. So As UsUaL I Am OUT........."YoUr VaSe Is BlUe"....PEACE!!!!!



Ok iTs 3:00pm JanUaRy 24Th 2005. My BrOtHeR WoKe Me Up At 1pm CaUsE I HaD To Go Do My TaXeS. JuMpEd In ThE ShOwEr ShAvEd AnD I WaS OuT. DoiNg My TaXeS WeNt 3 TiMes BeTTeR ThAn I HoPeD LiTTeRaLy... So ToMoRRoW My BaNk aCCoUnT WiLL Be VeRy HaPPy. AnYwAy I'm AlIvE AnD ThAtS AbOuT It FoR NoW. sEEiNg I'm Up AnD PrEttY HaPPy I'M GoNNA TrY AnD lOOk FoR A NeW CaR :) ThAt ShOuLd Be FuN...PEACE!!!!!!!

bOOm iTs NoW TuEsDaY 12:42am 1/25/2005. I SoMeHoW MaDe It ThRoUgH WhAtS SuPPoSeD To Be ThE MoSt DePrEssInG DaY Of ThE YeAr WiThOuT AnY BiG DiSaStErS. I HaD A GooD DaY All ToGeThEr I gUeSS, GoT ReAqUaInTeD WiTh My DuStY PS2, DiD My TaXeS, MaDe MySeLf SoMe DiNNeR, anD TaLkEd To My SoN On ThE PhOnE. ToNiGhT I MaKe It My MiSSiOn To Go To BeD By 2am. WeThEr I Do It Or NoT It DoNt ReaLLy MaTTeR. I FeLL aS iF ThInGs ArE ReaLLy StArTiNg To GeT BeTTeR FoR Me, ShiT ThiNgS ReaLLy CouLdNt GeT MuCh WoRsE AnYwAy. So Im GoNNa ChiLL FoR A WhiLe HaVe A smOkE ThEn i'M OUT (oFF To NeVeR NeVeR LAnD). BTW i Am StArTiNg To ReaLLy FuGuRgE OuT WhO I AM AnD WhAt I WaNt OuTTa LiFe :) PEACE!!!!!!!!!