From the ashes
Mood:  not sure
Topic: Beginning of life . . .
I just created this blog, hoping that it ould provide for me an outlet to think, to create, to reinvent my life. So much has happened throughout the years, so many things. It is hard to think about them all, but some day I should deinitely write a book about it.

I swore I would never, never do one of these things, believing that they were meant to receive pity from everyone that reads them, or false support meant to bolster your decisions whether they be right or wrong. But for some reason this morning I felt the urge after reading the blog of someone I consider very special and very close to. Perhaps I will never tell anyone about this, perhaps one day someone will randomly stumble onto this and then tell everyone in the world about "this wild blog I read today". Perhaps I will tell a few people about this, hoping that I can get some sincere commentary. Regardless I am doing this, and I hope that God makes this something that helps the Pheonix rise from the ashes once again, this time to soar above the clouds.

Yes, I know I spelled pheonix wrong, but that is a story for another day.