'You'll all die. Anyone who sees me has got a date with his maker.'
Hey all, good poltergeist here and this is my site! It is'nt actually gonna be about gundams or anything, just about me and stuff that I like. Gundams just happen to be one of those things. Yeah...Gundams are so cool. Especially Deathscythe Hell Custom! (Obsessed? maybe...) anyways that's all for now. See ya!
good poltergeist
My Views On The World
These are my personal views on the world around me. They can be taken as a sort of philosophy/religion if you think of it that way. To me it's my own little religion.
The Universe
Basically, I believe that the Universe is a very large bubble. It has a twin bubble I like to call the Negaverse. Both are contained within a much larger bubble I call the Omniverse. The Omniverse is a large black expanse void of all things but the twin bubble universes. The Universe is composed of all the positive energies of the Omniverse, and the Negaverse is composed of all the negative energies of the Omniverse. We happen to live in the Universe with the positive or 'white' energies, and sometimes our Universe and the Negaverse overlap, causing such unexplained phenomenon as the Bermuda Triangle, ghosts, and the like, things we tend to associate with 'black' energies, which is what the Negaverse is made of. The Omniverse is an endless expanse of nothing, but it contains the secrets to the black and white/dark and light energies of the Negaverse and Universe. It has a sole inhabitant in it's endless void: an omnipotent being I simply call 'Oblivion'. He/It is the sole possessor of the secrets of the dark and the light, however he/it is trapped within the Omniverse, and cannot break through into the Universe and Negaverse. Occasionally, Oblivion tries to break into the twin bubbles, but has ultimately failed. His/it's sole desire is to assimilate all life, power, and knowledge into himself/itself. However without access to the Universe and Negaverse this is impossible.
The Omniverse
The Omniverse is a huge black expanse void of all things excepting the twin bubble realms, and Oblivion.
The Universe
Contains the light energies of the Omniverse, and is the physical realm that we live in.
The Negaverse
The Negaverse contains the dark energies of the Omniverse, and is the spectral realm where our spectre 'essence' travels to and lives in for eternity after death.
Life and Death
In the Universe, you live your life empowered by the light energies of the Omniverse. When you die, your essence switches over to the Negaverse to continue living as a spectre, empowered by the dark energies of the Omniverse. Ghosts and such appear when the spectral form of the dead clings too tightly to the light, and therefore appears in exactly two places at once: the Negaverse, and the Universe. However, since they are merely spectres, and are composed of dark energies, they cannot interact with the beings comprised of light energies of our Universe. So, we can see them but they cannot sense us in any way.
Love
Since every being in the Omniverse except for Oblivion has both a spectral and physical form, love is the ultimate. Love is the connection two spectres share with each other throughout all eternity. Physical beings often fall in love with each other, only to find that in the Negaverse their spectral forms are not compatible, and many of the physical beings never find their true love in life, and only find their love as a spectre. However, many beings do find their love in the physical world, and remain forever connected in life and death. The spectral connection is often apparent even in the physical world. When two physical beings and their spectres are truly connected, they have the ability to share thoughts, and feelings without ever exchanging a word. They make each other feel complete, and each of them feel and think the same things at the same time. Although you may never know the two of you are thinking the same thing, there are other ways to tell. Your movements, words, and actions will be similar if not symmetrical. If you match someone's steps perfectly, then it means that the two of you are bound together, and you share a spectral connection.
Sickness and Health, Poverty and Wealth
Since all physical beings harbor a spectral form, their health is directly related to the way their spectre feels. If you are a bad person, and your spectre feels bad, then you shall have bad health. If you are a good, happy person with a happy spectre, you will have good health. If you are depressed, it is usually a sign that something is wrong with your spectre, depression is a form of illness. Poverty and wealth are nothing, as material things are of no use to spectres. Physical things such as money are yours to do with as you please in the physical Universe.
Time
Time is an infinitely long road with an infinite number of branches along its path. Each branch represents a decision in your life, and each decision may or may not affect the path in the future. Therefore since you are responsible for all the choices you make, time is yours, and your destiny is in your own hands. Because time is a pathway, it can be slowed down, however it cannot be sped up or reversed. If it were to stop, it would destroy the Omniverse and everything in it.
Color
There are only two true colors in the Omniverse and its two bubbles: Black, and White. Black represents the dark energies of the Negaverse, and White the light energies of the Universe. All other colors are made from the seperation of the light energies, and represent the different elements that make up the light energy. Red is heat, green is nature, blue is liquid, brown is land, yellow is life, orange is flame, purple is air, and grey is death. These specific energies come together to make up the light energies of the Universe just as the colors come together to make white. Since the dark energies are pure blackness, and black spawns only black, there can be no seperation of energies in the Negaverse.
Dragons
Dragons are the beings from which all life and energy was spawned. All spectres are in the form of Dragons. Dragons are the ultimate being, and the ultimate life-form, worthy of every respect. Since all spectres are Dragons, and Dragons deserve the utmost respect, then spectres deserve the utmost respect as well. If we were to peer into the Negaverse, we would see an infinite number of Dragons flitting about in pairs. However, when spectres cling to the physical Universe to tightly and become ghosts, they retain their physical form and not their spectral form.
Cats
Cats have the innate ability to see into the Negaverse. Therefore they should be highly revered as deities of great power. Black Cats are the closest to the Negaverse and the dark energies contained therein due to their jet coloring. Black Cats can control to some extent the dark powers of the Negaverse, and therefore have great power, and should be respected, lest they curse you.
Animals
Animals in the physical world contain spectres as well. However, their spectres occupy a different layer in the Negaverse. The Negaverse is made up of different layers because it is not possible to contain all the beings in the physical world in the depths of such a realm. Every time a species mutates or evolves a new layer is added to the Negaverse so each species can live out eternity with their own kind. Since Dragons spawned all beings, every spectre in every layer is still in the form of a Dragon.
Oblivion
Oblivion is the sole inhabitant of the Omniverse, and is the enemy of all things, Dragons, spectres, and physical beings alike. Oblivion seeks only to assimilate all life and energy into itself and become the sole proprietor of the Omniverse. Oblivion wishes to break into the twin bubbles and absorb all the energies there. However, all of Oblivion's attempts have failed, and the essence of the Omniverse is safe.
My Life
My life was once pretty simple. School and videogames. Now, things are more complicated Friends, school, Friends, band, Friends, Geometry team, Friends, Internet, Friends, and Boy Scouts. I think I've become a little bit of a social butterfly (?) the past year and a half. Oh well, I'm enjoying myself.
Friends
Yay! Friends are so awesome. I love my friends, they keep me alive, and they keep me insane. They get me into cool stuff like videogames, band, the internet, Boy Scouts, and I go lots of places with them. If not for certain friends whose names I will not mention, I would not be alive right now (you know who you are, and know that I love you). My parents think my friends are weird, and may get me killed or into drugs or something, but no, my friends are nowhere near as weird as I am, they keep me alive, not dead, and I'm smart enough not to do drugs. My friends are great. I love you all!
School
Yeah, I'm still in school. Auburn High School to be exact. I'm a freshman and this is possibly the best year of my life (not grade-wise, that would be 4th grade, but just happiness-wise, and stuff...). My schedule is:
1st Quarter
1. Keyboarding
2. Band (Blue Day)
2. World History 9 (White Day)
3. Geometry
4. Pre-IB/AP English 9
2nd Quarter
1. Keyboarding
2. Band (Blue Day)
2. World History 9 (White Day)
3. Geometry
4. Pre-IB/AP English 9
3rd Quarter
1. Physical Science
2. Band (Blue Day)
2. World History 9 (White Day)
3. Algebra 2
4. Pre-IB/AP English 9
4th Quarter
1. Physical Science
2. Band (Blue Day)
2. World History 9 (White Day)
3. Algebra 2
4. Pre-IB/AP English 9
Yeah. Fun. Keyboarding was EVIL,but, I survived. Band isn't so bad. History is awesome. Geometry was fun. English is one of my two favorite classes (the other being History), and its lots of fun and I have lots of funny stories. Science is too easy and quite boring (I have a coach for a teacher...go figure). Algebra 2 is utterly boring (so far I have not learned anything that I did not know from Pre-Algebra). Ok, much fun. Oh well, I have lots of friends to talk to.
Band
Band has been a great experience for me. I've been in band since 7th grade, and I will stay in band until college (I won't go through band in college, then it would take over my life). Many of my friends are in band, and all the trips and time to see my friends makes it all worthwhile. I am now in the AHS Concert Band, and the AHS Marching Band. Marching is lots of fun, and the football games are a really great experience (especially the ones far away, you get lots of time with your friends on the bus).
Geometry Team
I joined the Geometry team because it would be an interesting experience, it would further my academics, I thought Geometry was fun as a whole, and I knew lots of my friends would join too. So, once again back to my friends. Our first competition we went to was at Vestavia Hills High School, and it is supposedly the hardest competition in our schedule. It was difficult. Out of 100 possible points I made a 15. Pretty pathetic huh? Wait 'till you hear this: I made the highest score out of all the Geometry team members from AHS. Which means that AHS is filled with pathetic people. Oh well. It was fun. I enjoyed the long bus ride there because I got to talk to certain people *wink, wink*, and we went to the mall, where I followed around 'certain people'. Then at the hotel (or was it a motel? I don't remember) I spent two hours on the phone with 'certain people' and watched weird movies, played card games, drank really, REALLY strong coffee, and didn't go to bed until 2:30. Then we took the test, went to another mall where I did more following around of 'certain people', then William and I left early to be back home in time for the band concert. It was a great trip. I love 'certain people' very much. I love Geometry team. It's a great thing. Let's see. February 1st is our competition. Unfortunately we don't compete, we just host it (unlike those Vestavia Hills bastards).
The Internet
The Internet is awesome. I rarely talk to anyone on the phone just because I just don't, but I love talking on AIM, or MSN Messenger. I also love surfing the net, email, and other great stuff like that. Unfortunately viruses are evil. They spread chaos everywhere (I LOVE CHAOS!). I may become a hacker and create viruses just to spread chaos around, or maybe I'll become a hacker countermeasure. I'll hack to stop hackers! Unfortunately I think I missed my chance. Most hackers will have already created multiple viruses by the time their my age. Oh well.
Boy Scouts
Boy Scouts is lots of fun. I have lots of friends in scouts, and we have lots of fun on the campouts. I really enjoy learning skills to put me ahead of other people, make me an elite so to speak. Of course I also just like to have fun with my friends. Our Scout Master is something of a pompous ass though, and I don't much like him any more. Oh well, I can deal with it, I'm a Boy Scout after all.
My Interests
My main interests include: Reading, Writing funny stories, Gundam, Dragons, Celtic Myths and Legends, Mediaeval Stuff, Swords, Knives, Daegers, Videogames, Classic Rock, and Chaos. Yeah, fun stuff!
Reading
I LOVE reading. Mostly science-fiction, but now more fantasy. Mostly I just love all fiction period. Funny stuff, serious stuff you name it. Here are my five favorite books/series:
1. The Lord of the Flies -- William Golding
2. Resident Evil -- S.D. Perry
3. The Lord of the Rings -- J.R.R. Tolkien
4. Bored of the Rings -- The Harvard Lampoon
5. Dune -- Frank Herbert
Yeah. Cool. Ok, enough of that.
Writing
Next to my love of reading is my love of writing. Mostly I write funny short stories, but I occasionally write serious fiction/fantasy. This is one reason that I enjoy English class so much. In English I have lots of time to write stories and stuff. YAY!
Dragons
Dragons are the Ultimate! Dragons are so cool. They are my favorite type of beast. Awesome. 'Certain people' were given the name beautiful dragon by me to signify my love for her. beautiful dragon, I love you. I have more shirts with Dragons on them than I have shirts with any other stuff, and I have quite a collection of Dragons, I think 12 in all, and I need more. Yeah. Dragons are the ULTIMATE!
Celtic Myths and Legends
Here is where I get my love for fantasy and Mediaeval type stuff: my Celtic blood (not much, but it's there somewhere). My dad is into all the Celtic legends, and I was really obsessed with King Arthur (and still am) so I got into all the Celtic Myths too. I love this kind of stuff. Celtic crosses have some of the coolest designs in the world. The Celts have really intricate designs carved into lots of their stuff and it's really cool looking. I'm basically obsessed with all things Celtic/Gaelic period.
Mediaeval Stuff
Once again another of my obsessions. I am really obsessed with all the stuff from before technology made itself apparent. Before the Roman empire. The ancient Celts and the like. Then after the collapse of the Roman Empire. The Middle Ages and the Dark Ages. Oh yeah, awesome times.
Swords, Knives, and Daegers
Obsessions again. I love sharp pointy objects, especially swords, knives, and daegers. Guns are cool and all, but I'd take a sword over a gun any day. They're just so cool!
Videogames
Videogames were my life once. Now, however, I have a life, and videogames are not it. They are a large part of my life still though. But not quite as large as my friends (although the two often overlap). I play PC games, SNES games, N64 games, and GameCube. I want a PS2 also.
My five favorite games of all time:
1. Perfect Dark (N64)
2. Phantasy Star Online Episode I and II (GameCube)
3. Resident Evil (GameCube)
4. Killer Instinct (SNES)
5. Aliens Vs. Predator 2 (PC)
five favorite PC games:
1. Alien Vs. Predator 2
2. WarCraft III
3. StarCraft
4. The Ultimate DOOM
5. Aliens Vs. Predator
five favorite SNES games:
1. Killer Instinct
2. Super Bomberman 2
3. Super Mario All-Stars
4. Donkey Kong Country 2: Diddy's Kong Quest
5. College Slam
five favorite N64 games:
1. Perfect Dark
2. Turok Rage Wars
3. Turok 3: Shadow of Oblivion
4. Wipeout 64
5. 007: GoldenEye
five favorite GameCube games:
1. Resident Evil
2. Phantasy Star Online Episode I and II
3. Metroid Prime
4. Mortal Kombat: Deadly Alliance
5. 007: NightFire
Ok. Yeah. Lots of Top Fives. Yeah, Videogames are cool.
Classic Rock
Classic Rock is the only true music! I love classic rock. It is so awesome.
Five favorite bands:
1. Lynyrd Skynyrd
2. Pink Floyd
3. Led Zeppelin
4. The Beatles
5. Fleetwood Mac
Three Favorite Songs
1. Free Bird -- Lynyrd Skynyrd
2. Sorrow -- Pink Floyd
3. Stairway to Heaven -- Led Zeppelin
Free Bird
If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?
For I must be traveling on now
‘cause there’s too many places I’ve got to see
And if I stay here with you girl
Things just couldn’t be the same
‘cause I’m as free as a bird now
And this bird you cannot change
And a bird you cannot change
And this bird you cannot change
Lord knows I can’t change
Bye bye baby it’s been sweet love yeah, yeah,
But you know this feeling I can’t change
Please don’t take this so badly
‘cause Lord knows I’m to blame
And if I stayed here with you girl
Things just couldn’t be the same
‘cause I’m as free as a bird now
And this bird you cannot change
And a bird you cannot change
And this bird you cannot change
Lord knows I can’t change
Lord help me, I can’t change
Lord, I can’t change
Won’t you fly high free bird yeah
-- Lynyrd Skynyrd
Sorrow
The sweet smell of a great sorrow lies over the land
Plumes of smoke rise
merge into the leaden sky
A man lies and dreams
of green fields and rivers
But awakes to a morning
with no reason for waking
He’s haunted by the memory of a lost paradise
In his youth or a dream,
he can’t be precise
He’s chained forever
to a world that’s departed
It’s not enough, it’s not enough
His blood has frozen
and curdled with fright
His knees have trembled
and given way in the night
His hand has weakened
at the moment of truth
His step has faltered
One world,
one soul,
Time pass,
the river roll
And he talks to the river
of lost love and dedication
And silent replies
that swirl invitation
Flow dark and troubled
to an oily sea
A grim imitation
of what is to be
There’s an unceasing wind
that blows through this night
And there’s dust in my eyes,
that blinds my sight
And a silence that speaks
so much louder than words
of promises broken
-- Pink Floyd
Stairway to Heaven
There’s a lady who’s sure
all that Glitters is gold
And she’s buying a stairway to heaven
When she gets there she knows
If the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for
And she’s buying a stairway to heaven
There’s a sign on the wall
But she wants to be sure
‘cause you know sometimes words have
Two meanings
In a tree by the brook
there’s a songbird Who sings
sometimes
All of our thoughts are misgiven
It makes me wonder
It makes me wonder
There’s a feeling I get
when I look To the west
And my spirit is crying for leaving
In my thoughts I have seen
rings of smoke Through the trees
And the voices of those who stand looking
It makes me wonder
It makes me wonder
And it’s whispered that soon
if we all Call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason
And a new day will dawn
for those Who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter
If there’s a bustle in your hedgerow
Don’t be alarmed now
It’s just a spring clean for the May-queen
Yes there are two paths you can go by
But in the long run
There’s still time to change the road you’re on
And it makes me wonder
Your head is humming and it won’t go
-in case you don’t know
The piper’s calling you to join him
Dear lady can you hear the wind blow
And did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind
And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll
And she’s buying a stairway to heaven
-- Led Zeppelin
Yeah, awesome songs.
Gundam
Yeah, finally I get to the part that the site's supposed to be about. Gundams are awesome. All anime and manga are awesome, but Gundam is the coolest. It all started back in 6th grade with Gundam Wing (which is still my favorite Gundam series, that and Endless Waltz). My best friend and I immediately fell in love with all things Gundam. Since that time, I have seen Mobile Suit: Gundam, 08th MS Team, 0080, 0083, and G Gundam. They are all very good (especially 08th MS Team) but I still prefer Gundam Wing. Who knows what the future will hold though, I haven't seen Gundam X, Turn-A-Gundam, Zeta Gundam, Gundam SEED, or Char's Counterattack. Oh well, I'll just keep collecting models and pics.
Top Ten Favorite Gundams:
1. Gundam Deathscythe Hell Custom
2. Gundam Epyon
3. Gundam Deathscythe
4. Gundam Altron Custom (Nataku)
5. Penelope Gundam
6. Wing Gundam ZERO Custom
7. Gundam Sandrock Custom
8. Gundam Heavyarms Custom
9. Tallgeese II
10. Gundam X-Divider
If you are a Gundam fan then you should realize that most of those come from GW and Endless Waltz. In fact, all of them but X-Divider, and Penelope come from there. Oh well, just goes to show you, sometimes the first (for me anyway) is the best. Ok that's all for now, see ya!
good poltergeist
