Kelsey Huebner
tob 1wo
God only knows...
cassity42@hotmail.com
God only knows...
cassity42@hotmail.com
Mr. Spencer McTavish
You know who this is and you know what this is about..so i'm gunna put it straight to your face since your to damn stubborn like 67% of the rest of the male population and you don't wanna admit that you were wrong...that you are wrong about the way you treat my sister Kristen. Its rude, its crule, its mean. Your damn fucking lucky that she cares about you as much as she does, cause if she didn't...she would have shown up at your house and broke your nose already. It makes me sick spencer, a great guy like you doing things like this. Do you enjoy making her cry almost all the time?....do you find it funny to cut out her heart and throw it in a blender?? It seems like you do...I know you probably want her to be happy like the rest of us but spencer what your doing isn't making her happy at all.
You know what baffles me about the two of you the most...You called her...manipulative...you said her love..your love...and the love you shared together was all a waste of your preciouse little time...you stomp on her heart...call her crazy and suicidal...you act like a total jerk....and Kristen forgives you...for everything...everything you've done..your doing and probably will do sooner or later...Do you think it makes me happy to lay on the couch at night and listen to her cry in her room cause she had another nightmare about you...or another dream...or another thought...she looks at your picture...and smiles...even tho the tears are obviouse in her eyes...you just up and left her with just an emailed goodbye...you lied through your teeth to my sister and it hurt her so bad...and all you can do is hide behind your so called "angel" self and not face her...are you afraid or what?? shes not going to hurt you...although i think its what you deserve after that you've done...
She gave you everything...her heart...her broken soul..love..passion...compainionship...she told you things she never told anyone...about her rape...about Vicky...about everything...and you fed everything to the wolves...
I know i sound like a bitch McTavish...but its the only way your gunna listen...Mitch and Me have tried everything except tell Kristen to just go to your house...but she won't...cause shes scared to death of you just slamming the door in her face...which you would do i bet...all she wants to know is why...why you just up and left her when she needed you the most...and i know what you were thinking in that little place you have..."she tried to kill herself just because of me...cause i was her boyfriend and now i'm not so shes crazy" wellll mr. I'm the center of my ex-girlfriends world, things were shitty in our house at that time...dads job was sucking major ass...amy and peter were fighting...Jody got really sick and was in the hospital...She has Crohns disease by the way and is STILL in the hospital. Kristen got kicked out of the comp the week before you broke up with her...so mom and dad were being bastards....so she needed you to keep her going...you know...the man she was in love with...whom she thought was in love with her...i guess she was wrong since you left her standing alone...THATS why she tried to kill herself after you guys broke up...not just because of YOU.
Kristen is trying to make somthing of herself now spencer...even if your tormenting her all the time...she needs to see your face...hear your voice...she needs you to be her friend...support her...be there for her...you might think that shes trying to get you back as a boyfriend...that wouldn't happen even if she wanted it to...she loves someone else now...someone whom she'll love for a long time...and he'll keep his promise when he says i love you...
Just talk to her spencer....its not that hard....see her...email her...just do somthing...don't sit here and let her suffer like this...it aint healthy...she needs you...as a friend more then ever...just please...end her pain before she does...
Please...
Kelsey