Mitch: Golden Heart
I met Mitch around the time when I was still with Spencer, he was dating my little sister Kelsey. I thought they were the most adorable couple ever and she was really happy with him..so I was like...this is good. Everything was going considerably well for awile...until his wench mother came into the picture and runied everything...but we'll get to that later.
The time came when Mitch was adopted into our little Gundam Group as Wufei Chang, Oni Chang's(Kelsey)husband and since I was Dabria Chang Winner...he was my little brother :) and i wouldn't have had it any other way. He was a great friend and a good brother indeed...he was always there when i needed a shoulder to cry on...and for that I am forever greatful. Thank you Mitch!! *hugs n kisses*
Now as i mentioned up top...everything with Mitch, me and Kelsey was going pretty good...until some nasty mean rumors went out that spencer and i did the deed and i was this big slut..it got around to Mitch's mom and she...like spencers mom tended to believing those rumors and she forbid mitch to see or talk to me...i hated that...and the even worse thing...is she forbid him to see Kelsey to..just because she was my sister...i mean thats bullshit!!..but enough about that..i hate thinkin bout it...pisses me off...annnnnyyywaaaayyy!!
All in all...through everything...Mitch has been one of the best friends i've had in a long while...he stood beside me and kept me safe through everything...my bad memories...my bad nightmares...and bad times for me...and through everything..his mom...my break-up with spencer...we've remained great friends..and i dare say more then that...but i'll leave that up to you guys..;)
Spencer: Broken Angel
Alright...this part is about my ex-boyfriend..and angel in my heart..Spencer. This isn't going to be easy..but who says life was easy??.....
Nowadays...i think of spencer as the angel who lost one wing...unable to fly...and is angry...so he takes his anger out on his enemy..the demon..the vampire...me..but being the person i am...i let him...because i would never dream of hurting him..not physically...mentally or emotionally...but he seems to think that i have...so i'll just leave it at that. Lately...he's been softening up...he spoke to me awile ago...so now i think...maybe the angel's wing is growing back...so his deep anger is goin away...and i do hope it does...because i miss him....
I met Spencer...oh man..it seems like years ago...but i think its only been one year since we met. He was a very quiet and shy boy...which made me like him alot more then i already did. We role played together at a few places...i discovered he lived only 40 mins away from me. For about...oh..the first 2 weeks of knowing him...i only knew his name to be Irvine...until he told me his real name...Spencer was the only named i cared about at that time....what a silly girl i was...we began dating about 2 weeks before my 17th birthday...everything was great...the only thing people didn't like is the fact that i was 17...and he was 14...i didn't care...i didn't think he did either..his mother hated me...or at least thats what i gathered about her actually believeing in rumores that Spencer and I did the deed...which we didn't!..damn people...
We dated a good long 8 months...then somthing happened...i'm not sure what really...but he just...stopped loving me...and to this day...i don't know what i did...i gave him love...support...I gave him my heart...my soul...and for some bizarre reason...i guess it wasn't good enough..i cried about it for 2 months...then just stopped because he hated me...or at least thats what he was making it out to look like...i mean...he had a reason to be angry with me...right?....i don't know..it doesn't matter now...things are getting better...slowly...but they are...
Would you know my name...if i saw you in heaven..
Would it be the same...if i saw you in heaven...
I must be strong..and carry on..cause i know i don't belong here in heaven....
Would you hold my hand...if i saw you in heaven...
Would you help me stand...if i saw you in heaven...
I'll find my way...Through night and day...
Cause i know i just can't stay...here in heaven...