HELLO!!!
this is the start of my many friend pages. this one is about my hottie Jonathan. He is by far, the sweetest, most handsome..most wonderful man i have ever met in my entire life....and he's cared for me more then alot of people in my life. If it wasn't for him...I wouldn't be here right now...would have died from slit wrists...but he saved me...and i am eterally greatfull...
I met this man my first year at the camrose comp..when i met his friend Allison(arika)and her friend Charissa(Dee) We were at Arika's house playing dress up before going to a dance...they talked about him like he lived 3 houses down...when really...he was 7 hours away in Saskatchewan...I never really thought about him until he phoned me one day...i thought he was my boyfriend at the time, Jeff...we talked like we had known eachother for years and years...we had alot in common...like our sick minds...*giggles* At the time...I thought we would always remain good friends...because i was hiding things from him...
A year of being friends with him went by and i began to feel a little somthing of being more then friends...because we started talking about "things" which i will not say at this time for certain reasons of my own...i was his teacher if you would call it that. Alot of days went by that i wished and wished i could be his girlfriend..but then i found out he liked my friend dee...so i kept my feelings underneath my skin....hoping i wouldn't have to tell him because i was afraid of like...freaking him out and stuff..
The day i did tell him...he said he was flattered...but already made a commitment to my friend dee..I was crushed....that was the day he saved my life...in that time..i was a depressed person...i wanted to die...for what reason i dunno...but if he didn't phone that day...i would have been one dead girly...but he did...THANK YOU JONATHAN!!!!!!
After that...things basically went on the way they always were...we kept meeting online..talking on the phone...then came the day when i was told i might have lung cancer....wow...that scared alot of people..mostly me....but i asked him...if he would be sad...if i died...he said he would...i kinda wanted to know why...he said cause he liked me..and stuff...i had to drag it out of him..cause he's so shy and its so damned cute! :) he said those three little word that i've always wanted him to say....he said "I love you" to me..it was the most happiest day of my life...then came the day he said yes when i asked him out
All in all...i'm really really happy to have him in my life these days....after everything thats happened..with Kevin and Spencer...i'm just glad that i have a caring loving man like Jonathan..to help me when i need it...or to catch me when i fall down...I love him with all my heart and all my soul...he may live in Saskatchewan..which is 7 hours away from me..but i wouldn't have it any other way...because without him....i would be nothing but another grave in the cemetary...
I love you Jonathan...no matter what stands in my way...
Kristen Paige Huebner
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