Hey ...
If we can't find a way out of these problems
Then maybe we don't need this
Standing face to face
Enemies at war we build defenses
And secret hiding places
The last three days were hell compared to the war they fought just four
years ago. Since the war ended, each pilot
had gone their own way. Each path they took, ended up bringing them all
together, for one reason or another. It was harder for Duo Maxwell,
than
for any of the pilots. It was clear that he had feelings for the
Perfect
Soldier. Anyone could see that. Well, anyone except the soldier
himself.
Quatre once said he Heeroknew, of his feelings towards him. But now,
Duo
thinks he was just being nice. Duo's done everything he could to make
Heero
see. But he decided to let fate take it's course. It wasn't coincedence
they had all been brought together once more. Duo was sure of that.
Maybe
this time it would be different.
Duo walked into the room and spotted Heero almost imediatly. He was
wearing
denim jeans and white t-shirt, over
that he wore a black jean jacket. Which looked good on him, he had to
admit
to that. He was sitting at his laptop, as
usual. He walked over to where he was and looked over his shoulder.
Everything was in code, so he was obviously
decoding it.
Heero shot a side glance at Duo. "What?" he said coldly.
"Oh.. uh, just wanted to see what you were up to" Duo said.
"Hn.." Was Heero's only reply.
"So .. uhh ... up for a little one on one later?" Duo said, raising his
brow.
"Excuse me?" Heero said, looking up at Duo.
"You know .... a little b-ball out on the court.... what did you think
I
meant... Hentai" Duo snickered.
Heero rolled his eyes and turned back to the screen and began tapping
at
the keys. Duo sighed inwardly and walked
out the door, gently shutting it behind him.
I might need you to hold me tonight
I might need you to say it's alright
I might need you to make the first stand
Because tonight I'm finding it hard to be your man
He walked to the kitchen and opened the fridge. He spotted a can of
cola
and decided to grab it before Wufei did.
God knows he needs to cut down on this stuff. He walked over to the
cubored
and grabbed a glass. He went to the sink and popped open the can and
began
pouring it into the glass. He glanced up at the sound of giggles. He
caught
site of Trowa and Quatre. He sighed softly. How he envied their love.
The
ability to show it freely to each other. They even showed their love
around
others. Which was a big step for Trowa. Duo was so caught up in the
scene
he didn't hear Heero walk in. He went over to Duo to see what he was
staring at. He smirked to himself and leaned next to his ear and
whispered
softly.
"Wishful thinking Duo" Heero said softly.
Catching Duo completley off guard he dropped the glass in the sink,
breaking it into pieces. He was alsmost shaking.
The feel of his breath on his neck and ear, both startled and excited
Duo.
He looked over at him, slightly annoyed
by that... teasing.
"What's that supposed to mean?" Duo asked.
"You seem to always want what you can't have" Heero said coldly.
"And you know what I want?" Duo said, slightly upset.
"I have an idea .... " He smirked.
"Well?" Duo said.
"Hn.." was all Heero said.
"You don't know ... you don't understand anything Heero ... You can't
understand!" Duo yelled "You know nothing of what I want .... I want
what
you can't give"
With that, Duo slammed past Heero, knocking him off balance. Duo
stormed
into his room and slammed his door hard. Letting it be known he was
pissed
off. Heero was at his door the moment it shut. He stood there, not
knowing
what to say. He knew the rumours of Duo liking him, but he never
belived
it. Duo, untill now, never shown interest before.
More than angry words I hate this silence
It's getting so loud
Well I want to scream
But bitterness has silenced these emotions
It's getting hard to breathe
So tell me isn't happiness
Worth more than a gold diamond ring?
Heero knocked twice on his door. No answer. He knocked again. Still no
answer. He quietly opened the door and
spotted Duo kneeling at the edge of his bed, crying. Heero's never seen
him
cry before. No one's seen him cry
before. He gently walked over to him and knelt beside him, just
watching
him.
I'm willing to do anything
To calm this storm in my heart
I've never been the praying kind
But lately I've been down upon my knees
Not looking for a miracle
But a reason to believe
Heero crawled closer and eveloped Duo in his embrace. Duo welcomed the
small amount of effection he was recieving
from him and wrapped his arms around Heero's neck. He sobbed. Heero
held
him close and rubbed his back. Trying to
calm him. He whispered softly in Duo's ear, hoping to quiet his sobs,
which
came harder and harder.
I might need you to hold me tonight
I might need you to say it's alright
I might need you to make the first stand
Because tonight I'm finding it hard to be your man
Heero sat there, holding Duo against him. He remember the times Duo did
this to him. Held him close. It was just
after the war. Heero had a mental breakdown and the only one in the
area
they knew was Duo. He was there within
hours of the call. He sat there and told Heero of the memories he had
of
them and the other pilots. Duo laughed at
some of the memories, and so did Heero for the first time. Why he
didn't
realize then. Duo told him of the times
they all went out to eat or drink.
Do you remember not long ago?
When we used to live for the nighttime
Cherish each moment
Now don't we live we exist
We just run through our lives
So alone
That's why you've got to hold me
Hey ...
If we can't find a way out of these problems
Then maybe we don't need this
Standing face to face
Enemies at war we build defenses
And secret hiding places
Duo looked up at Heero with confusion in his eyes. Heero just smiled
and
kissed him gently on the lips. Duo smiled
back and hugged him tightly. Heero told Duo they could get through
anything, now that they had each other. They
talked for awhile. Mostly about each others feelings towards one
another.
Hearing Heero express himself brought
tears to Duo's eyes. He glomped him and they both landed hard onto the
floor. Heero smiled and asked Duo if there
was anything he wanted. Duo wiped the tears from his eyes.
"Hold me" was all Duo said.
They layed there, for severals hours, holding each other. They stayed
in
that position into the early morning hours.
I might need you to hold me tonight
I might need you to say it's alright
I might need you to make the first stand
Because tonight I'm finding it hard to be your man
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