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1. When I Am Queen
2. Fear of Dying
3. Nazi Halo
4. Rabbiteen
5. Strawberry Gashes
6. Author Unknown
7. Vivica
8. Witch Hunt
9. Cinnamon Spider
10. Underjoyed
11. Surgery
12. Star No Star
13. Losing His Touch
14. Clear Hearts Grey Flowers

66. Love Song (The Cure cover)


When I Am Queen:
When i am queen I will insist with perfect scars upon my wrists
that everything you once held dear is taken away from you.
When I am queen sweet girlscout's face and not a one will fall from grace
If all their hearts I could replace

But until then I'll have to

Drown drown drown myself (2x)
Drown drown drown myself DROWN

When i am queen on royal thrown
Made out of parts of broken bones
Of all the devils I have known
That sucked the angels dry

When i am queen i'll have my way
I'll make it drowning dollie day
And all the tears that we have cried
Will suck back in out our eyes

Drown drown drown myself (2x)
Drown Drown Drown myself DROWN

Hush baby hush baby hush baby go to sleep
Hush baby hush baby hush baby
I'll make it BE

When I am queen I will not wait
My body type will still be great
I will not leave it up to fate
Because I hate you too

When i am queen they all will see
The patron Saint of Self Injury
The glitter sores will heal themselves
I'll play the part of someone else

Drown drown drown myself (3x)
Drown drown drown myself DROWN


Fear of Dying:
I'm not afraid of standing still
I'm just afraid of being bored
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind
I'm just afraid of being ignored
I'm not afraid of feeling
And I'm not afraid of trying
I'm just afraid of losing and I am afraid of DYING

Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you, Yes I do
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I...

I'm not afraid of being sick
I'm just afraid of being well
I'm not afraid
Put the gun in my hand
I'm just afraid it will hurt like
Hurt like hell

I'm not afraid of screaming and i'm not afraid of crying
I'm just afraid of forgetting and I am afraid of DYING

Without you yes i do and i hope that you do too
Without you, yes i do
Without you yes I do and i hope that you do too
Without you, yes I...

I'm not afraid of looking ugly
I couldn't care what they say
I'm not afraid of happy endings
I'm just afraid my life won't work that way

I'm not afraid of forgiveness
I absolve you- everything
I'm not afraid of lying
But I am afraid of DYING

Without you yes i do and i hope that you do too
Without you, yes I do
Without you all I do is sit and thank about you
Without you yes I...


Nazi Halo:
Take a souvenir and stop your staring
Just cause I'm screaming don't mean I'm sharing
Can't keep my mouth shut
If you keep that dress on
You can't negotiate, not with me this time

You go so low
Your faggot rainbow
Your Nazi Halo
Won't save you this time

Bring your IQ and try to understand
Just cause I'm listening don't mean we're still friends
Can't fix my problem
You crossed a thin line
You just can't work it out
Not with me this time

You go so low
Your faggot rainbow
Your junkie ego
Won't save you this time
You go so low
Your tragic disco
Your Nazi Halo
Won't save you this time

You're so predictable, no shadow of doubt
When you are suffering, know who sold you out
Fuck your opinions
Fuck your lack of spine
When you are miserable, know that I'm just fine

You go solo
Your faggot rainbow
Your junkie ego
Won't save you this time
You go solo
Your tragic disco
Your Nazi Halo
Won't save you this time


Rabbiteen:
He said that he would stay forever
Forever wasn't very long
He said that he would take the high road
He thought that I was always wrong

Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that he was there

He said that he would go his own way
Wrapped up my leg and down my spine
He said that he would be the fairest
Drenched in blood and turpentine

Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that he was there

I am never going back, I don't care what he said
I wish he could see the hate in my head (3x)
I am never going back, I don't care what he said
I wish he could see the hate...

He said that he would tell no secrets
He said that he would never lie
He said that he would spring eternal
He said that he would never die.

Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that he was there

Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when he lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that
He was
He was
He was
HE WAS THERE


Strawberry Gashes:
Turn her over, a candle is lit
I see through her
Blow it out and save all her ashes for me
Curse me, sold her
The poison that runs it course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over - all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
With strawberry gashes all over

Called her over and asked her if she was improving
And said she feels fine it's wonderful- wonderful here
Hex me, told her
I dreamt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over, all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
With strawberry gashes all over

I lay quiet waiting for her voice to say
'Some things you lose and some things you just can't give away'
Scold me, failed her
If only I'd held on tighter to her pale white skin
That twisted and withered away from me, away from me

Watch me lose her
It's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul and let them take somebody else
Get away from me

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
Kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over, all over ME


Author Unknown:
Check your diction
Search your memory
Create your history
Still not true
Write your novel
Pick and shovel
You will need them when I bury you

No forgiveness, you're no martyr
Sell yourself
Make it true
Check your grammar
Your bad nature
Exaggerations still not true
Ask your question, listen closely
Here's your answer, it's still fuck you

No forgiveness you're no martyr
Sell yourself
Make it true
There's no price tag on my conscience
Here's your answer, it's still fuck you

I met a man who was gone in a day
He grabbed my hands
Memories flashed away
I met a man who was once on my side
He wrote a book
And now everyone lies
NO

No forgiveness you're no martyr
Sell yourself, make it true
There's no price tag on my conscience
Here's your answer, it's still fuck you


Vivica:
Oh Vivica I wish you well
I watch your burn in humid hell
Ne sleeping pills, no old tattoos will save you now
He'll never change, he's just too vague
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica I wish you well, I really do
I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
She's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
And tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
And dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams, she stays awake
Recalls when she was capable...

Oh Vivica I wish you well
I watch you sit, I watch you dwell
No crooked spine, no torn up rag will save you now
He'll never change, he's not that brave
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica, I wish you well, I really do
I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
She's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
And tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
And dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams, she stays awake
Recalls when she was capable...

Oh Vivica, I wish you well
I'll sit right here, I'll never tell
No tender scar, no twist of fate will save you now
He'll never change, he's just not there
He'll never say you're beautiful
Oh Vivica, I wish you well, I really do
I really do

The apple falls far from the tree
She's rotten and so beautiful
I'd like to keep her here with me
And tell her that she's beautiful
She takes the pills to fall asleep
And dreams that she's invisible
Tormented dreams, she stays awake
Recalls when she was capable...

She's empty and so beautiful
I'll keep her here with me


Witch Hunt:
Dead girls dance, they burn and twirl
Witch hunt
Witch cunt burn this girl

(repeats)


Cinnamon Spider:
A witch will burn
When she's thrown into the fire
Not her she'll peel and writhe but never expire
She crawls on webs of lies
I die up inside her
To take what's mine
That bitch the cinnamon spider

I won't try and every time I tell that lie
I live without guilt
And I won't cry
And I hope you love your life
And live with your guilt

Consumed by hate and guilt
She'll never retire
Too old to fix, too dead to ever acquire
Slit wrists - talk shit
But she will never inspire a plan to save herself
The cinnamon spider

I won't try
and every time time I tell that lie
I live without guilt
And I won't cry
And I hope you love your life and live with your guilt

Bite heads off those who fail and try to imply her
Forlorn despised
I am the cinnamon spider

I won't try
And every time I tell that lie
I live without guilt
And I won't cry
And I hope you love your life
And live with your guilt
And I am fine
And I'll learn to take what's mine
And live without guilt
Oh yeah


Underjoyed:
The doctor released me, a case of underjoyed
No lack of nutrition, something I can't avoid
No mental condition
Maybe i'm paranoid, or maybe... maybe...
I'm just bored
I'm just damn bored (3x)

An old friend convinced me that he was underjoyed
He never caused friction
His ego destroyed
He made a decision
He jumped into the void, or maybe... maybe...
He's just bored
He's just damn bored (2x)
He's just damned

Drown your fears in alcohol
Everybody spills and falls
Choke on every dream you ever had
Drown yourself in alcohol
Everybody slips and falls
Choke on every dream you ever had

Keep yourself in 6 degrees
No one ever comforts me
Why should they bother
When i'm alone and so damn bored
I am so bored
I am so bored
I am so
NO NO NO NO
BORED
I am so bored
I am so bored
I am so damned
That keeps me underjoyed


Surgery:
I can change, i can cut it open
Look at me, the way you did before
I can change, diagnose the symptom
Buy the anecdote but not the cure

Hold me under, cut away this empty
Hold me under
Change the way I feel about you

I can change
I'll correct the defect
Repair the injury called you and me
I can change
I'll surrender to it
I can suffer with the best of them

Hold me under, cut away this empty
Hold me under
Change the way I feel about you

I can't change
I replace the decay
Make you second guess your everyday
I can't change
I'll survey the damage
Kill the narcissist with his reflection until tomorrow

Hold me under, cut away this empty
Hold me under
Change the way I feel about you

Hold me under, cut away this empty
Hold me under
Change the way I feel about you until tomorrow


Star No Star:
I cannot distance myself
You were the one who believes that only half of a girl
Half more than you could deceive
I watch your face on TV
All that I am turns to fear
When you're the boy that I want
I will be waiting right here
I don't know what to believe
Sew up the sore, make it fake
When you're the boy that I want
I'll be the girl that you hate

You end up dead in the end
Star no star
You end up right here, my friend
Star no star
We end up dead in the end
Star no star
We end up right here, my friend
Star no star

I cannot distance myself
You were the one who believes
That only half of a girl
Half you but never half me
I see your face on the street
Burnt hands but features so clear
When I'm the girl that you want
I will be waiting right here
I don't know what to believe
Peel all the scars from our way
When you're the boy that I want
We will have one perfect day

You end up dead in the end
Star no star
You end up right here, my friend
Star no star
We end up dead in the end
Star no star
We end up right here, my friend
Star no star

I am so distant, myself
I guess I never believed that you could take it away
And i'd have no time to grieve
I don't believe in TV
I don't believe in the fear
When you are searching for stars
You will be looking right here

You end up dead in the end
Star no star
You end up right here, my friend
Star no star
We end up dead in the end
Star no star
We end up right here, my friend
Star no star

We end up right here, my friend
Star no star
We end up right here, my friend
Star no star
We end up right here, my friend
Star no star


Losing His Touch:
Hey there cracked god
You're looking older (2x)
Cry on someone else's shoulder
Pink dried up crippled Christ
Try to take your own advice

NOW now i'm God because God never loved me this much
NOW I'll play god cause your God is just losing his touch

Hey there rich God
You're looking distressed (2x)
Buy a saint to clean up your mess
Temptation on my side
Devil got me a fat new bribe

NOW I'm God because god never loved me this much
Now I'll play god cause your god is just losing his touch

I can't breathe
Save me
Sew the seed
Praise me

I never had faith in you
I'll never have faith in you (2x)
I'll resurrect myself

Hey there dead god
You're lost and jaded
You're lost and faded
You've become the sheep you hated
You're rotten to the core
Don't believe in you anymore

NOW now i'm God because God never loved me this much
NOW I'll play god cause your God is just losing his touch


Clear Hearts Grey Flowers:
Your mouth is like a funeral
Where words go to die
Your mouth is like a funeral
Where kisses go to die
I'm not the girl that stopped and stared
I'm not the girl that lied
Your mouth is like a funeral
Where kisses go to die

This is what you want, this is what you get (3x)
This is what you got
This is what you want, this is what you get (3x)
This is what you get from me

Your mouth is like an open sore
Where words blister and die
Your mouth is like an open sore
Where kisses rot and die
I'm not the girl that stopped and stared
I'm not the girl that lied
Your mouth is like an open sore
Where kisses rot and die

This is what you want, this is what you get (3x)
This is what you got
This is what you want, this is what you get (3x)
This is what you get from me

Clear hearts grey flowers (2x)
Clear hearts grey...

This is what you want this is what you get (3x)
This is what you want, this is what you want
This is what you wanted
This is what you want this is what you get (4x)
Fuck you

This is what you want this is what you get (3x)
This is what you want, this is what you want
This is what you wanted
Fuck you

This is what you want this is what you get (3x)
This is what you want from me
This is all that's left
From Me
Good-bye, I will always love you


Love Song:
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like i am home again
Whenever i'm alone with you
You make me feel like i am whole again

Whenever i'm alone with you
You make me feel like i am young again
Whenever i'm alone with you
You make me feel like i am fun again

However far away
I will always love you
However long i stay
I will always love you
Whatever words i say
I will always love you
I will always
LOVE YOU

Whenever i'm alone with you
You make me feel like i am free again
Whenever i'm alone with you
You make me feel like i am clean again

However far away
I will always love you
However long i stay
I will always love you
Whatever words i say
I will always love you
I will always
LOVE YOU (5x)