I must first tell you a little bit about me and why this site is up. So I shall just try to wing it! Stats
Name: Mackenzie Vanessa Byrne
Age: 24
Height: 5’ 10”
Weight: 145 lbs
Measurments: 36B (small B), 30”, 34”
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Blondish/Brownish, now red!
Who is Mackenzie?
Since the age of 5, I knew I was different and didn’t feel right. I know this sounds like all the other girls so far, but I promise it is a different story. I was so young and feeling so lost in my body and who I was. I can remember being in a department store with my mom and her shopping for clothes and then she took me to the little boys department and I wanted to be in the little girls department. It was then I knew I was suppose to be “Momma’s little girl”.
I guess it was when I was 8 when I first started getting into Moms clothing and wearing her stuff cause it just felt natural to me. I first got caught when I was 10 and I remember my Mom sitting me down and asking me “Are you gay and if you are do you know that you won’t have any friends?” I immediately told her that I was not and that I would quit dressing. Well, as you can see that was not so. I continued to dress and thought I was getting better at hiding it, but they knew what I was doing and finally around the age of 15, my Mom gave me some clothes and said “If you are going to do this then have something of your own.” I again told her that I would quit, but again I didn’t quit. I continued to do it throughout highschool and hide it.
When I went to College is when I really found myself and opened the door that would never shut again. I found out that the dorm I was living in that my RA was a gay guy and I came out to him and he helped me discover myself and have faith in who I was. I dressed and he would help with clothes and etc. I also met an understanding girlfriend who was bisexual and she luved it, and embraced me for it. At this time I also experimented with guys and found out that men were not for me at all. I got out of school and went to work, and put it behind me again, but it wasn’t for long till it crept back up again.
I met a beautiful woman who touched my heart and made me fall head over heels in Love with her. I began by telling her I dressed frequently and she said it was okay as long as it stayed inside, even though I had ventured out in College. I slowly worked her into who I was and made progress with her. She had her concerns, but wanted me to be happy. It ws then that I asked her to marry me, cause I truly loved her. She tried for a year and a half of 3 years to deal with me dressing and going out, but in the end she needed a man and not a woman. We parted on good terms, but both with broken hearts and deeply lost without each other.
At the time of being with my fiance I had come out to family and friends and they didn’t really understand, but knew they couldn’t do anything to stop me from being happy and they have been dealing with it for over a year now and coming to terms with their new daughter, grandaughter, and girlfriend to my friends. I couldn’t ask for better support system than them and they keep my heart lit with fire and desire. They are just glad that I am happy and content with who I am.
It was then that I truly embraced myself and began my transition process of talking to a therapist and then starting hormones. I started on Premarin 5mg, and Androcur 200 mg. I took that for about 5 months and then started seeing a docotor who prescribed me Estradiol 4mg, and Androcur 200mg, cause this way it would be covered by my insurance. So I have been on that dosage for 8 months and on hormones for a total of over a year into my transition. I was into my transition for 6 months when I started electrolysis, and going once a week and paying $60 a hour. I did electrolysis for 3 months and determined I was wasting my money and it would take forever. So I started to save up my money for Laser Epilation. It was going to cost me $2200.00, so I saved up half of the money and started my Laser treatments. I am in the process of my Laser treatments now and “Wow” what a difference it has made. There is hardly no shaving anymore and my face is smooth and soft to the touch.
Well, that is all the of the life story so far, but will add more when I come to more in my life. I am single and looking for that special women. Thanks for stopping by and make sure to look at my pics, links, and friends section.
