Friday, February 21, 2003
Is it wrong to take so much pleasure in being the only person in my ghetto blasting Fleetwood Mac in my casa?
I'm your secondhand news, I'm your secondhand newwwwsss, yeah!
Just contemplating all the work I'm not doing, hoping that I get to do this research project that's being considered by the Institute and wondering why I'm so so lazy all of a sudden.
Well, not so sudden...
Looking forward to the penultimate episode of "OZ" this sunday. It's been "spoiled" by different online groups already but I have a vague hope that it won't be the suckfest I've been reading about. We shall see.
Did a costume fitting on Aurore Thurs. I still have some skills left after not even touching fabric over the past 3 or 4 years! Got some ideas and I like clothing her so it'll be cool to do some work again.
She showed me a book on the work of Andy Goldsworthy. Oh my God I was so fuckin' moved by this artist!
He does everything I believe is at that heart of what all artists try to reach: Creating something out of nothing, using only found material and manipulating said material only with his hands to produce ephemeral works in nature. Only a photograph to perserve the work. A breeze, a storm, a change in weather or even animals passing through can alter or destroy the work. Brillant! I swear to you, tears came to my eyes viewing the photos of his work. Thank you Aurore!
Talking (sort of) to my bro again. Big deal. He's still a dick and I'm still stubborn.
What the hell am I gonna eat for dinner?
If loving you isn't the right thing to do/ how can I ever change things that I feel?