"Be true to yourself" they say..."who cares what they think of you?" they ask unknowing...I don't care what they think! I only care that they act on thought and their actions can be quite humiliating and sometimes painful...not to mention expensive...I'm living my life as if it were a cruel experiment...If I'm not careful of what I say and do, I recieve a punishment...much like a rat running an electric maze...He takes the wrong turn...ZAP!...I trust the wrong person...THUNK!...a harsh reality bonks me in the head as if to say "duh!...bad idea!" or "oops!...try again!"...sometimes I'm hit hard enough that the message is more like "what the f*ck were you thinking!?...Hello!...Hey, Stupid!...Yeah, you, ya dumb f*ck!...Next time try using your brain BEFORE you say something like that!...ok?...thank you!! :) come again!! :)"