Painless Death

I feel like I have died.
I have no feelings left in inside
No more nights that I have cried
With emotions gone I have nothing else to hide.
It's almost like I've sold my soul
Nothing left that I must control.
Life and lies, I no longer care
We all will have ur own fair share
of the hurt and of the pain.
Am I really dead or have I gone insane?
I'll cut myself and watch it bleed
Who or what made me do this deed?
You people ask what's wrong with me
Are you people blind or refuse to see?
I'm dead to you as it can be!
I no longer feel happy,anger, or sad.
I feel absolutely nothing, not even glad
What's wrong with me, have I gone mad?
But I guess it doesn't really matter.
My state of being is becoming sadder.
I wonder what will be my fate
I think it might be too late
Nothing you can do about my twisted state.
Now I must say good-bye
I'm going to see if I'm dead or if I'm able to die
With everything gone there now is no point to live
I hope you all one day will be able to forgive.

Written by: Me, Gothic Angel
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